Rain, dripping!

At about 3:40 p.m. today, my grandfather ended his ordinary life at the age of eighty!

Since May 26 this year, when I was with him in the central hospital, the doctor said that even if the operation was completed, there would be six months to live at most, but there is no shortage of miracles in this world, and we chose to do it.

At that time, the doctor considered that he was too old, so he only chose to have a neutral insurance operation, and did not remove the tumor, but only cut a short tube.

The surgery was successful and the disease was contained, but the cancer could not be cured without removing the tumor.

In the first four months, my grandfather's body has been recovering, but in the later stage, it began to deteriorate, and he can no longer eat liquid food, he can only drink water, and sometimes hot water, sometimes cold water!

For more than half a month, he suffered for more than half a month, but he couldn't leave, and during this time, he was still in pain and had to drink medicine to leave.

In such pain, even if he is reluctant, he begs the heavens to open his eyes and take him away as soon as possible, so as to avoid the suffering of the sickness.

Before leaving today, my eyes were always open, and I couldn't stop crying, and I was reluctant until six or seven hours later, and I didn't close my eyes and leave.

Grandpa is gone, the pain is over, but I have never been happy, it is really hard to give up!

My grandfather was poor when he was a child, and when the country was in turmoil, he married a wife in middle age, and he was hungry and full of commune, and he had two sons and two daughters, and from time to time he helped my grandmother's children (I didn't know them well, and I never treated them seriously), and he also provided for one of them to go to college.

I heard that my father studied very well at that time, but he couldn't choose it, and asked my grandfather to provide him with college, and as a result, he raised half a white-eyed wolf!

My grandfather has a good heart, even if he is poor, he does not forget the foundation of being a man, ten miles and eight towns, rarely has conflicts with others, and is busy all his life, and does not ask his children to pay!

When I was young, my parents went out to work and lived with my grandfather, so I had a deep relationship, and during the time when I had surgery in the hospital, I accompanied him for more than a month, ate and lived in the hospital, and did everything to catch urine, without any dislike, and his children (including my father) came back to see it, but ...... In order to make money, they all went out again!

I know that they are earning money to support their families, but I believe that they really do not lack the wages of those months, and even if they do not work for a year, it will not affect the family much!

People live a mediocre life, and even take their parents' decades of dedication for granted, and when their parents need them in life and death, they leave one after another under the pretext of eating and surviving.

They said that there were people at home (me and my mother) who didn't have to stay at home to take care of them, so they continued to go out to earn money.

Obviously, they all know that time is running out, but for the sake of money, they still go out one by one!

I don't want to say that they are unfilial, and I don't think they are poor, but I know very well that they don't lack that little bit of wages at all, but they don't want to give up that little bit of money and spare that little bit of time.

The saddest thing is that we don't even have a family photo, and even my grandfather may not have two photos except for a few photos of his mobile phone.

There are many rules in the countryside, but it doesn't work in my place (the personality is stubborn and "bad"), I don't want to be bound by the world, and I often speak out in public, but there are still people who quibble, haha, sad!

I say so much, not to win sympathy, but to hope that more people will recognize what is the most valuable, and don't let the clear heart be dusted, but they don't know it!