Where there is light, there is darkness, where there is filth, there is beauty, where there is cruelty, there is warmth......

Many things in the world are like this, contradictory and yet interdependent. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

So the world is a wonderful world from beginning to end, and you can dislike it, but you can't deny it.

Correspondingly, the creatures that live in this world are also very wonderful beings.

Especially people.

Human beings are born with very weak strength, and in many aspects such as physique, speed, and toughness, they are inferior to many animals that can only run and jump but cannot walk.

As for the gods and demons that are widely rumored to be in the Zhiwei, compared with people, one is in the sky and the other is on the ground.

People understand how big the gap is, so big that they may not be able to see each other's backs for the rest of their lives, but their hearts and thoughts are endless, like the vast universe, which has so many "know what you can't do".

People want to become gods, people want to cultivate immortals, people have too many ideas and pursuits, in fact, they themselves understand that some ideas can really only stay in the stage of thinking, and it is impossible to become a reality, but they have a persistent imprint in their bones, even if they encounter too many walls in reality and understand the so-called cruelty, they still have to leave an inch of land in their hearts for those unattainable dreams to inhabit.

Everyone has their own dreams, some are the same, some are very different.

It is difficult for people with different dreams to become friends with each other, because they have different desires and different paths, so they naturally do not conspire with each other.

And those who have the same dream and are like-minded are very likely to become bosom friends, even if none of them can achieve that dream in the end, they will not be so lonely after all.

People who don't want to be lonely are always lonely, and people who are lonely always don't want to be lonely.

So it's hard to get rid of loneliness, and it's really hard to find a soulmate.

Scarcity is expensive.

Isn't it the same with people?

How many people have wanted to put their hearts into Yaoqin, but in the end, they can only end up with a sigh of "there are few bosom friends, who listens to the broken strings?".

......

Qin Cang is lonely.

From the beginning he was destined to be alone.

Lives that have just been born into this world are often the purest lives, because their minds are not complicated, they are not terrible, there is no intrigue in the adult world, only the innocence of children. They are easy to be happy, easy to laugh, because they are full of anticipation and curiosity about the world, and they are equally eager to discover, eager to explore, even if it is just a made-up story, enough to satisfy them and then sleep peacefully.

But when Qin Cang first came to this world, there was no expectation, no curiosity, and no joy, only sadness and loneliness.

He was not some fatherless and motherless orphan.

On the contrary, he was the young master of the Qin family, the head of the Seven Families in the Xuan Domain.

The previous head of the Qin family, Qin Qianjiao, was his uncle, and the current head of the family, Qin Ao, was his biological father.

In the Xuan Domain, where there have been no gods and demons for many years, the Extreme of Enlightenment is the most peak combat power, and these two people have begun to set foot in such peak realms when they are in their prime, which makes countless people envious and fearful.

A temple is jealous.

Sannomiya is jealous.

The five tribes are afraid.

Even those forces among the seven families who were in the same column as the Qin family were deeply jealous, fearing that the rise of the Qin family would use them as a stepping stone.

People are sometimes so peculiar that they can do a series of amazing things with their own unilateral conjectures and worries.

Therefore, whether it was Qin Qianjiao or Qin Ao when he was the head of the family, there were many turbulent undercurrents against the Qin family.

Some dark tides can be the first to be detected and suppressed in time, such as the Chu family, which has long been thinking of replacing the Qin family, but some dark tides will never show a trace before they grow into huge waves that can swallow the sky and the earth.

That kind of dark tide is the most terrible, and it is also the easiest to devour people's lives.

Qin Cang didn't know how many people the Qin family had lost and how much strength they had lost in that series of open and secret battles, he only knew that on the day he was born, almost all the high-ranking members of the Qin family had been assassinated in an unprecedented way, the gentle woman who had just given birth, had not yet recovered from her weak state, and had not had time to take a few more glances at her child, that is, at that time, she died under the knife of an assassin.

Since then, Qin Cang has lost his mother and the opportunity to gain maternal love.

He would never forget the physical features of the assassin and the knife stained with his own mother's blood.

Human, more than eight feet long, on the fat side.

The knife, five feet three long, arc-shaped like the moon.

Even if a strong man from the Qin family arrived later, saved him as a baby, and killed the assassin, Qin Cang still couldn't erase his hatred for this person and this knife, but instead planted the seeds of hatred in his heart, taking root step by step, and twisting him several times.

At that time, the assassin was wearing black clothes and using a scimitar, for this reason, Qin Cang had a strong prejudice against people who liked to wear black clothes and were good at wielding scimitars, and even when he was ten years old, he had just learned swords, so he continuously challenged several black-clothed swordsmen with great prestige, and he would kill him in every battle, without mercy.

The most cruel time, he had clearly cut off the other party's head, but he still refused to let go, and continued to use more than 100 swords on the body of the black-clothed swordsman, stabbing the opponent's stomach and intestines, and no piece of skin on his body was intact.

Although his distorted thoughts of hating others have improved greatly because of some things, his habit of never wearing black clothes and never making a scimitar continues to this day.

Thanks to the fact that his thinking has already changed, otherwise when he first met Liu Sandao, no matter whether he had the intention of taking the initiative to fight with Qin Cang, Qin Cang would probably treat him as an enemy of life and death, let alone call him a brother.

It's just that the thoughts of hating others can be corrected, but the loneliness in Qin Cang's heart can't get rid of it.

On the day his birth mother gave birth to him, he was killed by the Assassins.

The uncle went mad because of the practice and died violently.

After his father took over as the head of the Qin family, he dealt with affairs all day long, thinking about how to save the Qin family from the crisis, and even had very little time to communicate with him, let alone accompany him.

The closest people are far away one after another, and the strangers can't talk about it together.

Occasionally, I find a few elders who can talk to me, and it won't be long before I reach the limit, or die of a mutation.

As for those clan relatives of the same age and generation, few of them can stand his silent temperament.

In this way, how can you not be lonely?

Gradually, he learned to be the companion of the sword and to use the sword as a close friend.

The sword does not speak, only listens.

As the years wore on, he became more silent, and except in necessary moments, he was a listener, not an expressor.

It wasn't until he met a girl that his temperament changed for the first time.

No matter what role Snow Light Shadow plays in his eyes now, but at the beginning, she was indeed the sweetheart who haunted him countless times.

His heart was big, big enough to hold heaven and earth.

But his heart is also very small, as small as three thousand weak waters, and he can only occupy one scoop.

When that scoop of water poured out of his broken heart, he was very unhappy, not only because of the wound in his heart, but also because he didn't know if there would be room for other women in this leaky atrium from now on.

If it can be tolerated, will it overflow again?

He didn't want the same thing to happen a second time, but this impermanence of the world had to make him worry about it.

Since the light shadow of the snow, Qin Cang has met many women in the Xuan Domain.

Fu Yueling, Mu Xinyu, Yu Jingluo, Mu Tinglan, Sui Caiwei...... They are all rare beauties.

But it didn't give him the feeling when he first saw the light shadow of snow.

Therefore, many of them are very strange to him, and the relatively good ones are just so-called friends who are not far away.

There is only one woman who is an exception.

Although she didn't bring him the same excitement as when he first saw Snow Light, she brought a sense of mystery that he couldn't guess.

Qin Cang has always been a person who does not believe in the theory of fate and effect, but since he saw her in the mirror of the light and the sky that day, he has a different view of the cause and effect in the haze.

He remembered that she had said at that time, the cause of the past life, the fruit of this life.

At that time, what he said after hearing this was that if the theory that the previous life was due to the result of this life was really true, then the previous life entanglement between him and her was not shallow.

She smiled lightly, neither ashamed nor annoyed.

At that time, he thought that she was a very generous woman, and could stand up to jokes, and did not think too much about it.

Now that I think about it, I feel more and more that her response at that time seemed like acquiescence.

In the past fifty years in the Gods and Demons Diagram, in addition to cultivating vitality and thinking about how to get out of this world and return to the Xuan Domain, Qin Cang also thought about how to talk to Su Yuqin if he really met her again, and how to explore the cause and effect.

He had thought about it more than once, but because he had never been able to get out of the Divine Demon Diagram, he gradually abandoned it.

I never thought that after he was entrusted by that person to come to intercept the three thousand nine Li Tieqi, and when his consciousness fell into the memory whirlpool in his heart when he was on the line of life and death, he miraculously saw Su Yuqin's figure.

He had a feeling that he couldn't make sense.

There seemed to be some surprise, some shock, and some ...... Glad.

People are sometimes so wonderful, there are people you have dealt with all day long, but he (she) is destined to be just an inconspicuous passerby in your life, and some people you have clearly only met once or twice, and the conversation is only a few words, but it is inexplicably impressed, and when you say goodbye, it will be like an old friend.

For Qin Cang, Su Yuqin, who appeared in front of him at this moment, was an old man who had reunited with him after a long absence.

It is really a pleasant thing to meet the old acquaintance in a long drought and meet the old acquaintance in another country.

Even if she was just an illusory image beside him.

Qin Cang looked at her quietly, wanting to ask something, but stopped abruptly.

After a long time, he slowly spat out a word.

"Miss Su, can you play another song for the next time? ”

She was silent, but nodded with a smile.

So in the mood, the sound of the piano started again.

It is the old man who caresses the old piano.

......