472. [472] After the breakup
"No need. Su Ai said, "If I am strong in my own ability, then I can rely on myself to say this, or I can rely on myself to throw the score in Lu Shuer's face, and do whatever I want." If you don't have the ability and just rely on the strength of others, then once you can't rely on it one day, you won't be obediently beaten back to your original shape. ”
Mu Ang stared at the person in front of him, "What if I say I can rely on it all the time?"
Her heart jumped suddenly, and then she smiled awkwardly, "Since everyone has broken up, it's better not to be involved in such an ambiguous way, otherwise, if you have a new girlfriend in the future, then she will definitely be sad." ”
It's as uncomfortable as she is at the moment. She didn't want another woman to taste this mood because of her.
Mu Ang suddenly had a bad feeling, and only a few days after the two broke up, she was already thinking about him finding a new girlfriend in the future. She's really ...... Don't you have the slightest nostalgia for him?
Under Mu Ang's gaze, Su Ai only felt that her scalp was tingling, and when she was thinking about whether she wanted to say something more, she heard a familiar voice sound, "Xiao Ai?"
Su Ai turned her head suddenly, only to see her parents walking not far away, and her eyes looked over this way.
God, it's too late to hide!
Su Aitou looked at his parents who were approaching, and then at Mu Ang who was standing beside him.
When Su's father and Su's mother walked up, Su Ai found that her parents' faces were very bad.
"What are you doing here?" Father Su asked in a somewhat unpleasant tone, glancing at his daughter's hand holding Mu Ang's arm.
Only then did Su Ai realize that she had just pulled Mu Ang over, and her hand had not been released.
Suddenly, Su Ai quickly let go of her hand, "I didn't do anything, I just chatted a few words." She said, and then looked at her father's unhappy eyes looking back and forth on her and Mu Ang's bodies, only to feel that this father seemed to be a little different from usual.
Just as he was guessing, he heard his father say angrily, "Didn't you two break up, what else is there to talk about!"
Jaw drops!
Su Ai looked at her father dumbfounded, she was really afraid of anything! Since her father knew it, her mother must also know it. Now it's okay, she doesn't have to go home and think of anything to say.
For a moment, the four of them stared at each other with big eyes, and no one said anything.
After a long while, Father Su glared at Mu Ang and said, "Mr. Mu, did you really break up with our family's Xiaoai?"
Suddenly, everyone's eyes were focused on Mu Ang's face.
"Hmm. With his answer, the hearts of the people were divided.
Father Su's face darkened, and then he pulled his daughter, "Let's go, let's go back first!" After speaking, he took Su Ai in the direction of his house.
And Su Mu looked at Mu Ang, opened her mouth, and wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't know what to say, so she had to sigh and say, "You go back first, let's talk to Xiao Ai and understand things first." ”
After the figures of the Su family disappeared from Mu Ang's sight, he returned to the car, looking down at the steering wheel, he suddenly let out a chuckle, but there was a thick bitterness in the laughter.
What was he thinking? Thinking that she would return to him today to seek his protection because she was being ridiculed by others?
If she really agreed, then it wouldn't be Su Ai.
The mobile phone rang, and the caller ID was his father Mu Tianqi.
Mu Ang picked up his phone, only to hear Mu Tianqi's formulaic voice say, "When you go home in a while, your mother misses you again." ”
"Good. He replied lightly.
His father always called him only because of his mother's affairs, and if it weren't for his mother, he even wondered if his father would have forgotten his existence at all.
Starting the car, Muang drove away from the entrance of the community.
On the other side, Comrade Su Ai followed his parents back home in fear.
The three of them sat on opposite sides of the dining table, and Su Ai felt that she was like a prisoner being interrogated at this moment, and she was almost shining a searchlight on her face.
"Did you really break up with Xiao Ang?"
"Yes. "Answered obediently with a very good attitude.
"Didn't the two get along well? Why did they break up again?"
"Well, I didn't think it was appropriate, so I broke up. Continue to answer obediently.
"Nonsense!" Father Su slammed the table and glared at his daughter angrily, "When I asked you to think clearly, you insisted on having to socialize with others, but now it's good, and suddenly said that it's not suitable to break up, is it child's play for you to think of this kind of thing?"
Su Ai thought for a long time, and finally replied, "It's all divided, what else can I do?"
In a word, Su's father almost had an internal injury, so he simply gave his wife a look, asked his wife to continue asking, and he went to heal alone.
Su's mother knows that her daughter usually looks sensible and obedient, but there is a stubbornness in her personality, and sometimes once she decides something, the nine cows can't pull it back.
So Su Mu sighed and asked, "Did you really decide to break up with Xiao Ang?"
Su Ai half-hung her head and nodded.
"Who brought up the breakup?"
"Me. ”
This made Su Mu a little surprised, in the eyes of ordinary people, the person who proposed to break up should be Mu Ang, even the neighbor who told them about it today used this expression to say, "Your little Ai was really dumped by her boyfriend, but think about what the other party's background is, it's actually normal." ”
But now, the daughter says that she is the one who wants to break up.
"But what is the reason, don't perfunctory mom with what you just said to your dad is inappropriate. Su Mu asked, "Mom can see that you have invested a lot of feelings in this relationship, if it weren't for some reason to break up, you wouldn't have broken up." ”
Su Ai lowered her head and said after a while, "Mom, the reason, can you not say it? I really want to let go of this relationship now." ”
"You kid ......" Mother Su felt sorry for her daughter, so she didn't ask any more, but said, "Can you really let it go?" Actually, I just saw that Xiao Ang still seems to have affection for you. ”
Since ancient times, everyone has been accustomed to persuasion and not persuasion, and Su's mother naturally has this mentality, and just now she saw Mu Ang looking at her daughter's back after her daughter was taken away by her husband.
"I'll let it go, Mom, you and Dad don't have to worry about me. She said. Yes, I will let go of this relationship well, just because I don't want to endure the feeling of being so empty and my heart is like falling into the abyss.
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Since Lu Xiaoxiao's madness has cured, he doesn't let Mu Ang play the piano very much, and seems to be learning to be a mother. Sometimes, he would bake some snacks for Mu Ang to eat, and sometimes, he would look through his son's previous photo albums, transcripts, trophies and awards from childhood to adulthood, and sometimes, go to the mall to buy clothes for his son.
For example, at this moment, Mu Ang changed into a pair of clothes and pants that Lu Xiaoxiao bought, and Lu Xiaoxiao looked around his son, with a slight trance on his face.
After being crazy for so many years, she couldn't start buying clothes for her son until now, and for so many years, she missed how much of her child's growth.
"It's okay, it looks like it fits. Lu Xiaoxiao said.
"Hmm. Mu Ang responded, wearing the clothes that his mother had bought for him, but his heart was filled with a strange feeling.
Lu Xiaoxiao suddenly raised his hand and stroked Mu Ang's earlobe, "I remember that you didn't wear moonstone studs all the time before, why didn't you wear them?"
"I accidentally lost it. He said with half-lowered eyes.
"Then Mommy will buy you a better pair tomorrow. Lu Xiaoxiao said.
"No, I don't. Mu Ang said, his long black eyelashes covering the light under his eyes, "If it weren't for that pair, it wouldn't mean anything." ”
Lu Xiaoxiao was stunned, "Then since you lost it, go and find it, don't be like Mommy, if you lose something, you can't find it again." ”
Mu Ang's eyelashes trembled slightly, and the thing that his mother lost in his mouth that could never be found again, was it Si Chengyu?
"Well, I know, I want to get it back, too. But the decision to get it back is no longer on him.
"If you put your mind to it, you can definitely get it back. Lu Xiaoxiao smiled lightly and said, "Although your earrings are lost, they are still there, and they have not disappeared, but they are mine...... But it's gone. Don't wait until the moment when you disappear completely, and then you will truly regret it. ”
Is it gone...... Mu Ang's heart suddenly tightened, one day, if Su Ai completely disappeared in front of him......
For a moment, he felt as if his heart had completely stopped, and he couldn't imagine that kind of scene, and once he thought about it, it was as if he was going to die.
Lu Xiaoxiao looked at his son's pale face as white as snow, and gently held his face, "Don't repeat Mommy's mistakes, don't live like Mommy, you know?"
Mu Ang was stunned, could he, not like his mother?
He can't be loved for life, and which one is the love he really wants?
After Lu Xiaoxiao talked for a while, he was a little tired and wanted to sleep, and when Mu Ang exited the room, he only saw his father standing outside the room.
Mu Tianqi looked at the clothes his son was wearing, and said, "This is what your mother bought for you, remember to wear more." ”
"I know. Muang replied, rubbing shoulders with his father.
"You still broke up with that girl surnamed Su, in fact, you knew it today, so why did you bother in the first place?" Mu Tianqi said coldly.
Mu Ang's footsteps flickered slightly, and they broke up...... Yes, he and Su Ai have broken up, but why, is he unwilling to admit that it is a fact?
"Next time, if you want to play this kind of game again, don't get too involved and make yourself confused, which is not a good thing. Mu Tianqi said lightly.