The sound of the piano, ringing in the living room, carried a sharp sense of fragmentation. The long figure sat in front of the piano, his eyes closed, his hands constantly tapping the keys.

Guan Cancan was stunned, this song ...... Is he playing it now, does that mean he's already seen the score? The lyrics on the score...... Did he see them all?

He's still wearing the same clothes he had last night, didn't he sleep last night? How long has he been playing at the piano?

The sound of the piano rings over and over again, like a machine, playing in a wireless loop.

The sound of the piano seemed to bring her back to the time of the car accident, the struggle on the edge of life and death, the helplessness of having no way to protect the child in her womb, and the desperation of watching him recognize the wrong person...... This memory, which she tried to forget, became vivid one by one with the sound of the piano. It was as if there were countless pieces of broken glass piercing her body, which made her feel painful.

Enough, enough!

Don't play it anymore, she doesn't want to think about that painful memory anymore!

Guan Cancan suddenly ran to Si Jianyu's and pulled his hands up from the keys with all his might.

The sound of the piano came to an abrupt end!

His eyes, which were originally closed, slowly opened, and there was a dark silence in his eyes.

Her face was imprinted in his eyes, but the corners of his lips suddenly outlined a beautiful but tragic smile, as if stepping on the edge of a cliff, taking a step back, he would be crushed.

She was terrified.

He opened his mouth, "Is this the tune you don't want me to watch?"

She took his hands and the fingers were stiff and cold, this tune, she didn't intend to let anyone see it, since he didn't know that she was awake at that time, then he kept it a secret in her heart forever.

Originally, she had planned to burn the song, but it was just ...... But he didn't expect that before she was about to burn it, he would see it first.

He grabbed her hand with his backhand, pulled it to his lips, kissed it little by little, sucking and sucking, as if he were performing some kind of ritual, "Do you know what kind of mood I feel when I talk about this piece?"

She was silent, only to feel that the place where his finger had been kissed by him was burning terribly.

"I want to cry, but I want to laugh. His voice was hoarse as if it had been run over by sand, "I kept thinking, you already knew, but why didn't you say it? If I hadn't seen this tune, were you going to hide it from me for the rest of my life?"

Guan Cancan's lips moved, her throat ached, and she wanted to say something, but she couldn't say anything.

I wanted to write something, but her hand was firmly held by him, and she couldn't even move it.

His face rubbed her fingers lightly, "If you really want to hide it from me for the rest of your life, why not? But why did you write those words yesterday, why did you ask me if I was going to marry you, why did you write something...... Cancan, tell me, are you planning to repent of your marriage?"

Her body shook suddenly, and her whole body became extremely stiff.

His eyes were staring straight at her, and there was coldness, gloom, and madness in his eyes...... "Because I did it wrong once, because I heard your voice wrong, because I recognized the wrong person, do you want me to pay for it with my life?"

No! No! She had let go of it, and she hesitated because she knew that it would be difficult for her to give him another child in her life!

She opened her mouth, desperately trying to say something, but she couldn't say anything, no matter what she said, it was silent.

He smiled miserably, and his fingers touched her lips, "Your voice is my punishment, you wrote in the lyrics that you would rather not have a voice, does it mean that you want to cut off the previous bond with me?" Is it that you have already ...... "Don't love me anymore, don't want me anymore......

In the second half of the sentence, he had no way to ask, afraid that she would nod her head, afraid that she would admit it!

Pushing him away suddenly, he ran out almost wolf-like.

After the sound of opening and closing the door, Guan Cancan was the only one left in the entire apartment.

The room is cold.

On the piano, on the ground, there were still her scores. Guan Cancan bent down and picked up the score one by one. Whose punishment is her loss of voice?

When she wanted to lose her voice, she really lost it, but it turned out that when she wanted to recover her voice, it was so difficult......

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When Lu Lifang found Si Jianyu, the other party was drinking bottle after bottle. He knew that his friend's alcohol consumption was very good, but no matter how good the alcohol was, he couldn't use the wine as water like this, especially since the alcohol content of these wines was not low.

"Why did you suddenly drink so much wine?" Lu Lifang glanced at several empty wine bottles piled up next to him. Ah Yu rarely poured wine like this, and in the past, he would only pour alcohol violently because of insomnia and irritability.

"I really want to get drunk,......" Mitsumi muttered, "Yesterday I drank with Cancan, and I just drank a few beers, and Cancan got drunk, but I couldn't get drunk at all." ”

Lu Lifang rubbed the corners of his forehead, "Aren't you and Guan Cancan about to get married?

Si Jianyu lifted the corners of his mouth and smiled, but the smile was more ugly than crying, "It turns out that she knows everything, it turns out that she lost her voice because of me, this is her punishment for me, punishing me at the scene of the car accident, the first person to be rescued is not her!"

He muttered to himself, these words were more like saying to himself!

And Lu Lifang was shocked when he heard it, although these words were a little beginningless and endless, but they still made him understand something.

But when Lu Lifang asked again, Si Jianyu didn't say anything, just drank vigorously.

Drink until you get drunk, drink until you look confused, and drink until you don't have the strength to pick up the bottle again.

Lu Li let out a sigh and helped the drunk Si Jianyu up, he knew that Ah Yu's alcohol consumption was very good, so no matter how much wine he drank, it was not easy to get drunk, in the past, Ah Yu had tried to get drunk in order to be able to fall asleep, but even so, it was still difficult to fall asleep, even if he fell asleep, it was only for a short time.

And now Ah Yu ...... Lu Lifang glanced at his friend, and Si saw that Yu was drunk, but he didn't sleep.

Lu Lifang took Si Jianyu into the car, and was about to fasten the seat belt for his friend, but he didn't expect Si Jianyu to suddenly grab his hand.

The slender fingers, clenched so hard that they seemed to pierce through the clothes and into the skin and bones.

Lu Lifang was in pain, and was about to ask Si Jianyu to let go of his hand, when he heard the other party's voice ringing with a hint of choking, "Lifang...... I can't afford to lose my brilliant ......."

Such a voice actually came from the mouth of this man who had almost everything. What kind of magic power does this woman possess? Lu Lifang wanted to ask very much.

But in the end, he didn't ask anything, just drove the car and sent Si Miyu to the apartment.

Closing the open door, he watched Lu Lifang help Si Jianyu into the bedroom. From Si Jianyu's body, Guan Cancan smelled a very strong smell of wine.

Met her gaze, Lu Li said, "Ah Yu is drunk, so I sent him back." As he spoke, his voice paused, his eyes stared at Guan Cancan, and he said with some hesitation, "The matter between you and Ah Yu, I'm embarrassed to meddle in anything, it's just that I'm watching how he fell in love with you, you can't talk now, he thinks it's a punishment for him, he is under a lot of pressure, I hope you can enlighten him well." ”

Moreover, I'm afraid that only she can enlighten her, at least, that's what Lu Lifang thinks.

Guan Cancan lowered his head, and the shadow of the light made Lu Lifang unable to see the other party's expression at the moment, but after seeing her nod, he breathed a sigh of relief.

When Lu Lifang left, Guan Cancan walked to the side of the bed and wanted to help Si Jianyu change into pajamas.

However, she unbuttoned his coat, and his eyes, which had been closed, opened suddenly. The rippling eyes, with a thick drunkenness, stared at her steadily.

It's like a wilderness, as if it's old!

Suddenly, he rolled over, and before she could even react, she was already pressed under him.

His breath suddenly enveloped her whole body, he opened his mouth, the smell of wine came to his face, his wine, just like his person, cold but balsamic vinegar, not annoying.

He's drunk, just like her, trying to escape from something, or is he trying to forget something?," she thought......

He looked at her stupidly, waking up from a dream, and muttered, "Why...... You don't speak, you speak, I want to hear your voice, I want to hear ......."

She was stunned, he must not be sober now, if he was sober, he might not say such a thing. But it's precisely because he's drunk that he says what his heart desires.

It's just that she can't achieve his desire, no matter how much she thinks, she still can't speak.

"Speak, you speak!" he raised his voice, his hands on her shoulders, "Call my name, as you used to, call my name, say you love me, say you won't leave me......"

The scar on her shoulder, pressed by him, she should have felt pain, but at this moment, it was as if she couldn't feel the pain in her shoulder at all, just because the pain in her heart was even more painful, overshadowing the pain in her shoulder.

"Singing, studying, whatever it is, I want to hear it...... Only listen to your voice...... I can relax...... to be at ease...... ...... sleep," he said intermittently, buried in her shoulder socket, tears sliding down the corners of her eyes......