Chapter 21: Unintentional Deception

Christine returned home with great anticipation, and what she wanted to hear most now was Alan's heartfelt praise, what she wanted to see most was Alan's stunned gaze, and what she missed most was Alan's broad and gentle embrace. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. biquge。 info is just all these thoughts, condensed the moment you push the door in.

Alan was also stunned when he saw Christine's dress today, but in a blink of an eye, he returned to his cold expression just now.

"Here's what's going on. Alan coldly threw Raphael's portrait in front of Christine. It's just that Alan in the chaos didn't care about the strength in his hands. With a click, the frame of the portrait shattered.

"No!" Christine fell to her knees, the painting was the last memory Raphael had left her.

Seeing the extremely sad expression on Christine's face, Alan suddenly felt endless desolation in his heart, he really wanted to help Christine up, but after all, he didn't take that step, but said coldly, "It seems that I am really just a substitute, why don't I come back with your lover?"

Allen's every word was like a sharp blade, piercing Christine's heart, she cried and held the portrait in her arms, and couldn't help shaking her head: "No, it's not what you think, it's not..."

"Hehe, this Raphael is the commander of the legion, I'm afraid it's very powerful, so why are you always with me? I'm so naïve that I would believe your words. Alan said this with a sneer, but tears silently slipped down his cheeks.

"No, no, Alan, I really love you," Christine couldn't stop crying.

Alan roared violently: "Isn't Raphael your beloved, aren't you also his beloved!In the 113th year of the Holy Calendar, hehe, you fell in love at that time, more than two hundred years! No, I'm afraid it was earlier! What am I?! You tell me, what am I・・・・・ I'm going to do this for you, I'm sorry I want to keep this memory forever, hehe" Alan turned around, picked up the blue square stone from the cabinet, and slammed it on the ground with all his strength, but the blue stone was not ordinary hard, but only knocked off a corner, and the broken stone rolled to Christine's legs, and the milky white light feathers in it startled Christine.

"Raphael, he's..." Christine wanted to explain, but the pain in her heart made her not know how to say it.

"I don't need to explain, I figured it out, I'm just a human being, how can I get the love of the Honorable Guardian, your love? Goodbye, Mistress Christine. With that, Alan walked out of the bedroom without looking back, and without putting on a coat, he rushed out of the small building, leaving Christine alone in the room crying・・・・・・

It's getting late, and the town of Delta, which is very old, is extremely cold, but all this can't match Allen's state of mind at the moment, the more sad Christine cries, the more ironic it feels in Allen's opinion, he just dropped a portrait, Christine couldn't cry, and she dropped the gift she had carefully prepared for her, she didn't say anything! At this time, Alan couldn't care about the cold on his body at all, the feeling of being deeply deceived in his heart lingered, and the anger had cut off all his senses, Alan gritted his teeth and walked along the long street without looking back.

In the room, Christine gradually stopped sobbing, she carefully placed Rafael's portrait at the head of the bed, and gently picked up the blue stone, although it was broken a corner, but it is still a high-quality work of art, if Alan is still there, Christine will definitely chase him and ask him how the light feather was sealed, but now everything has changed, Christine walked to the mirror with the blue stone, and looked at herself in the mirror in a daze, originally thought that she would be the happiest woman in the world tonight, but she didn't expect that fate played a joke with her again。

"Okay, that's it, I'll leave tomorrow, so I don't have to face parting anymore, it's good, Alan, I don't have to face your love anymore. No need...,・・・・・ "Christine muttered to herself, but fell to her knees again, hid her face and cried bitterly...

The wind and snow fell on the town of Delta again, and the wind of the call sign swept the snow, cutting Allen's face like a knife, but Alan didn't realize it, walked forward with a wooden voice, and unconsciously walked out of the town, and the militia guarding the gate wanted to stop Allen, but when he saw Allen, who was slaughtered, he didn't dare to stretch out his hand.

I walked through a meadow covered with snow and ice, walked through a muddy swamp, walked through a gloomy wood, my clothes had been scraped, dirty, and some of the bleeding wounds had even frozen. Allen, who hadn't eaten water since he woke up at noon, felt that he had no strength at all for a while. fell headlong into the snow and fell into a deep sleep・・・・・・

On the second day, Christine, who had not slept all night, changed out of her night dress, put her blonde hair up high again, washed off the makeup on her face, put on a new bright red velvet undershirt, carefully put on a full set of paladin armor, opened the cabinet, and took out a scarlet cloak with gold edges, embroidered with a shining golden six-pointed star in the middle, Christine, who had done all this, walked to the mirror and looked at the blue stone in her hand, and finally sighed, walked to the desk, unfolded a neat letter paper, and wrote:

"Favorite Alan:

Forgive me for saying goodbye, for last night's events, I want to say that things are not what you think, Raphael has died in a battle against the dragons, and this painting is the last thing he left me to remember.

At first, I did have a good impression of you because you were too much like Rafite, and in the subsequent relationship with you, I found that you not only look very similar, but even the character of not admitting defeat is very similar, so I can't suppress my feelings, and I fell in love with you like crazy, forgive me for hiding the portrait of Lafite, I am just afraid that you will be sad and think too much after seeing it. But, ironically, you still see it.

But the next time, when I saw you come out to save Sura, I suddenly realized that you are actually just you, you have your world, you have your emotions, and the idea that I think you are Rafi is too selfish and naïve. You and Rafi have never been the same person, and I know that it was for my sake that made Sula give up and continue to love you, so, in order to make amends for my mistakes and to punish myself for my selfishness, I gave myself to you.

After that time, I found out that I was really in love with you, in love with this young man named Alan, you are really a good man, and the time I spent with you was the happiest time I have ever had in years.

I wanted to do everything I could to make you awake so that we could really be together for the rest of our lives. However, God always likes to joke with me, the wall of miracles is crumbling, the border is urgent, I am going to the front again, Alan, do you know? When I learned that there were not many days left to accompany you, how panicked my heart was, I was so afraid, I was so afraid that if I left, I would never see you again, I was so afraid, I would break your heart if I left, I was so afraid, from now on, you will give up your dreams, so, Alan, please promise me, no matter what, you will awaken, if you can, come to the front line to find me, okay?

After saying so much, I suddenly found that I was still very selfish, please forgive Chris, who is so selfish, Chrissy just doesn't want to lose Alan, Chrissy really loves Allen, Allen, I'm sorry, once upon a time, I always hated you saying I'm sorry, but this time, please allow me to be willful too, Alan, I'm sorry. ”

Writing this, Christine's tears flowed uncontrollably again, leaving a few quietly blooming tears on the letterhead.

Christine tilted her head, stopped her tears, and wrote:

"Look, Alan, since I met you, I've become a crying and a little woman, it's hard to imagine, I don't even know if I'm still up to the position of Legion Commander, it's all your fault, Roar. But here, please rest assured that your Chrissy is not a cowardly person, she has also fought countless bloody battles with the dragons, and she has also appeared in front of you, so don't worry about her, your Chriss is very strong! Moreover, with your eternal feather to protect me, I will definitely be invincible, because you didn't tell me the name of this gift, I will call it that, eternal feather, good to hear. Thank you Alan, I really enjoyed this gift and I will keep it with me forever. ”

Christine smirked, wiped the tears from her cheeks, gently stroked the blue stone on her desk for a moment, and then wrote

"Finally, Alan, please allow me to say to you sincerely, Alan, I really love you. If we are fortunate enough to meet again, we will walk through the eternal and unknown years together. Love you Christine. ”

A few more crystal tears quietly bloomed on the letterhead・・・・・・

After a long time, Christine breathed a long sigh of relief, the sadness on her face disappeared, she carefully put the broken corner on the letterhead, and then carefully wrapped the blue stone, put it in the innermost layer of the bag, walked to the mirror again, stroked the shield emblem on her chest, and her crying red eyes reappeared with the original look, looking at her heroic self, Christine nodded with satisfaction, seriously put on the paladin helmet, clenched the long sword at her waist, turned around and walked out of the room without hesitation・・・・・