Su Ai looked at Mu Ang in a daze, the pain coming from her wrist had been replaced by her shock. She hurt him far more than she imagined.

His previous indifference, ignorance, and indifference were not hiding this pain.

It's funny that she thought he had let go.

She opened her mouth open, but she didn't know what to say, her throat was so dry that she didn't know what to say. And her eyes couldn't take her eyes off his face at all, and the throbbing pain in her chest seemed to tell herself that she was still feeling sorry for this man.

Far more distressing than before.

At the beginning, after Cancan's wedding, she followed him all the way, she felt sorry for him, in the rainy night, he was drenched in the rain, and her hands were full of wounds, she felt sorry for him, and when she knew that his unhappy childhood, the way his parents treated him, she felt even more sorry for him......

But these heartaches are far less painful than the pain at the moment......

"Sue me, say, say!" he shouted in a hoarse voice in her ear.

This pain is too deep and too deep for him, as soon as he closes his eyes, her voice and smile will appear, and he wants to forget her, but he misses her more and more, "Do you know?

"I ...... I didn't know I was going to make you ......," she said bitterly.

His lips pressed against hers, swallowing out all her voices, like a person about to drown, firmly grasping the only piece of driftwood, but even so, the feeling of suffocation as if to drown was getting stronger and stronger.

Su Ai didn't struggle, she only felt a strong despair in his kiss, so intense, and so uncomfortable.

It was as if something had fallen on her face, warm but moist, like the feeling of water droplets, but when the water droplets slid down her lips, when she kissed her, there was a hint of salty taste.

Be...... Tears?

Muang is crying?

She was shocked, but she couldn't see his face clearly, she could only keep feeling his kiss that was so desperate that it almost suffocated.

"Sue me, what should I do...... What do you do? You made me fall in love with you, so you know how to forget you, right?" his face was buried in her chest, his hands hugged her tightly, and a choked and hoarse voice kept coming from her chest, "If I can't forget you, how can I live?" Su Ai, I love you...... I love you, it hurts so much...... It hurts......"

The sound of shattering was tugging at her heart.

The I love you over and over again, and the tears of him on her face and lips, all overwhelmed her.

Is he still crying? If she could, she would do whatever she could to get him to stop crying, to keep him from hurting.

He had already loosened the grip on her hands, and Su Ai trembled and stretched out her hands, touching the other party's waist little by little, and then slowly climbed up his back.

His body stiffened suddenly from her movements.

In the air, unconsciously, there was a suffocating silence.

Su Ai took a deep breath and hugged Mu Ang with the same force.

"Then you can sue me so that you don't have so much pain?" she muttered.

His body trembled suddenly, and he raised his head from her arms, but his dark eyes were wet at the moment, filled with a layer of mist.

Su Ai was stunned, she had never seen Mu Ang like this, like an isolated and helpless child, and the fragility in her eyes almost overwhelmed her whole person.

He didn't say anything, just looked at her quietly, his eyes were painful, but still deep in love.

Yes, he loved her.

When he thought that he could not care, that he could forget about her, that he could return to the kind of life he had before, he found that the original qiē was all self-deception.

However, he no longer knew what to do.

I don't know what to do to get her back to him, and I don't know what to do to let myself go of her completely.

Two lines of clear tears flowed silently from his eyes, but her mind was almost blank.

It wasn't until his tears fell down her face, and it wasn't until her lips tasted the salty taste again that she suddenly came back to her senses.

She raised her hand and wiped his tears indiscriminately, "Don't cry...... Don't cry anymore......" I don't want to see him this pain accompanied by fragile tears.

And these tears of his are all brought to him by her.

After a long time, his lips moved slowly, as if he was struggling to spit out from the depths of his throat, "You really can't ...... Do you love me again?"

She stared at his face steadily, and only felt that his hands stained with his tears were so hot.

Do you want to refuse again? hurt him again? make him desperate again? Or let yourself gamble again? If you win the bet, everyone may be happy, but if you lose the bet, then the blow you will receive in the future may be unimaginable to yourself at this moment.

Between her and him, once upon a time, it became such a chaotic situation?

Reason is still tug-of-war, and her emotions have helped her make a choice.

Her hand once again gently wiped the tears from his face, trying to wipe them away, her eyes fixed on his, seeing that his pupils reflected all her face, and she said word by word in a voice that was extremely clear, "All right, let's be together again." ”

Yes, to be together again, because she didn't want to see him suffer like this, she didn't want to see him so vulnerable.

Maybe in the future, she will have to face thorns, maybe she will suffer another heavy blow, maybe...... There are too many maybe...... But at this moment, she made such a choice.

She gently told herself in her heart, Su Ai, love again, use your life again, love again.

Only this time, if in the end, you still can't get the love you want, then even if you are broken, don't regret the decision you made today!

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When Su Ai was led back to the restaurant by Mu Ang, and saw Guan Cancan, who was anxiously looking for her, it attracted the sideways eyes of many people.

Guan Cancan naturally noticed that Mu Ang's hand was holding Su Ai's hand tightly at this time, which was a kind of love-world grip.

When he knew that Su Ai didn't have any accidents just now, Guan Cancan pulled his friend aside and asked quietly, "Xiao Ai, you and Mu Ang are ......?"

"I want to try again. Su Ai looked at Guan Cancan with a complicated expression, this is her best friend, but also her invisible rival in love, "Cancan, no matter what the result is, I ...... We all want to keep our current selves, and we want our previous friendship, which will never change. ”

Guan Cancan was shocked, and suddenly understood the meaning of Su Ai's words, "No, it will definitely not change!" She said seriously, "Xiao Ai, believe me, Mu Ang really loves you, maybe he may not really understand his heart now, but he will definitely understand the day! And we, forever and ever, are good friends!"

Su Ai nodded, hoping so, she really hoped that a qiē could be as beautiful as Cancan said.

On the other side, Si Jianyu stared at Mu Ang and said thoughtfully, "I didn't expect that you would be with Su Ai again." He thought that the two had broken up, and with Mu Ang's character, since it was broken, he would not continue, but he didn't expect to see such a scene.

Mu Ang glanced at Si Jianyu coldly, but did not say a word.

"But that's fine. Si Jianyu smiled faintly and said, for him, the more Mu Ang cared about Su Ai, the better. He hoped that Mu Ang would love Su Ai wholeheartedly and let go of Cancan completely.

The people who attended the funeral left one after another, and when Guan Cancan and Su Ai finished chatting, they planned to leave with Si Jianyu.

However, as they turned around, Mu Ang said abruptly, "Cousin, how did you feel that day, when your mother held you?"

Si Jianyu's footsteps for a moment, did not look back, and lowered his eyes lightly, although that day, Mu Ang was not at the scene, but the other party would know about it, but it didn't make Si Jianyu feel too strange.

"For me, it's like seeing my aunt and my mother. Si Mi Yu replied, "You take good care of your uncle, he should be suffering the biggest blow now." ”

As long as you have loved someone deeply, you will understand what that blow is.

At least, for Si Jianyu, he didn't dare to imagine what would become of him without Guan Cancan, and it might be difficult for him to stand on the mourning hall like Mu Tianqi at all.

"I know!" Mu Ang said lightly, but he clearly understood the fact in his heart, that is, even if his father was alive, it would be no different from death.

Or, the more than 20 years that my mother has been crazy is actually a good thing, if my mother is not crazy, then maybe she has committed suicide after Si Chengyu more than 20 years ago.

It is precisely because my mother is crazy that I have all these extra years to allow my father to be with me.

For my father, maybe the past 20 years or so was the happiest time in his life. Even if his mother is crazy, even if his mother has always only used his father as a stand-in, he does not have to worry that his mother will disappear.

Si saw that Yu and Guan Cancan left, Su Ai bit her lip, and was still standing by Mu Ang's side, for a while, but she didn't know how to comfort him.

Instead, Mu Ang spoke first, "I'll send you back in a moment." ”

"Oh. She nodded.

After explaining some things to his subordinates, Mu Ang took Su Ai's hand and was about to leave Mu Zhai, but Su Ai said, "I'...... Can I see your mother again?"

――――Today, I saw the chat of some readers, and I saw that some readers said that for the first time, I read the genuine version of my article and charged the money, which made me very moved, really. It is precisely because of these readers who have been supporting the genuine version that I can keep writing and let me continue to write the stories in my heart for everyone to see. I am also reading everyone's messages~~ Many times, readers' messages will also bring me a lot of inspiration.

Thank you very much for your support along the way, many of my readers are old readers, and there are also many new readers, recently in real life, I have encountered a lot of troubles, two weeks, the mood has been very bad, and I am trying to make myself happy. Sometimes, when I look at the relatives who are still with me, I can feel an inexplicable warmth. I can write books, I can have readers, really...... Very good~