380. 【380】As long as she's happy

Somewhat awkwardly began to bathe her son, she quietly looked at the little one sitting in the bathtub. For this son, she has always had a complicated feeling.

This child was not born in her expectations, it was just an accident, and even this accident was a shame for her.

At that time, she could have beaten it, but she couldn't tell why, she didn't kill it, but gave birth to the child under all kinds of pressure.

More than one person said that she was stupid, that she was dizzy, that she couldn't think about it, and that she ruined her life when she gave birth to this child.

But she never regretted it, or ...... It can also be said that her life, as early as the moment when Si Jianyu almost wanted her life after Guan Cancan left, was completely ruined.

So there was nothing worse for her.

"Do you remember the last time Mommy took you to buy toys and eat ice cream with you, the little kid named Xiaoxiao?" asked Liang Zhaomei.

Liang Zehao blinked his eyes and nodded, "Remember." But this answer, he said a little resistant.

He did remember the little girl, she told him, her name is Si Xiaoyu, she said that she wanted to be friends with him, in the supermarket, when he was crying and waiting for Mommy, she also ran over and comforted him not to cry.

But more than these, what he remembered more was the way his mommy knelt down in front of the smiling mommy. He didn't know why Mommy knelt down to others, but he didn't like to watch Mommy kneel.

"Then ......" Liang Zhaomei hesitated for a moment, but still said, "Are you willing to play with that smile?" you have to be with her every day, listen to her, don't quarrel with her, if she wants you to do anything, you have to do it." ”

With his mother's words, Xiao Hao's expression became more and more uneasy, his mouth was pursed tightly, and he never answered his mother's words.

When Liang Zhaomei bathed her son and dried his body with a bath towel, Xiaohao finally asked timidly, "Mommy, don't you want me anymore?"

Liang Zhaomei's hand stiffened suddenly, looking at her son's childish but fragile expression, and there was a feeling of distress in her heart.

For children, she is cold. She has always known that she is not a good mother, and she has never fulfilled her responsibilities as a mother, but sometimes even if she knows, she can't change anything.

Facing her son, she couldn't help but think of Han Yanxi, think of the mistakes of that night, and then didn't know what kind of face to face the child.

"Mommy didn't want you, it's just-" Liang Zhaomei only felt a dryness in her mouth, a few simple words, but she became a little difficult to say.

Between the Liang family and her son, what she finally chose was actually the Liang family!

She looked at the immature face in front of her steadily, "Mommy wants you to be obedient." ”

Xiao Hao lowered his head and stopped making a sound.

Liang Zhaomei dressed Xiao Hao in pajamas, carried him back to his bedroom, and put him on the bed.

Just as she was about to leave, Xiao Hao suddenly stretched out his hand and grabbed the hem of her clothes, "Mommy, can you sleep with me?"

Liang Zhaomei glanced at her son with a complicated expression, and then her eyes fell on the little hand that was nervously grabbing the hem of her clothes, silently took off her slippers, lifted the quilt, and lay down on his quilt.

Xiao Hao had an obvious smile on her immature little face, and her little hand wrapped her arms around Liang Zhaomei, and her face was buried in her arms.

This is...... Mommy's arms are the arms of Mommy he likes so much.

"Mommy, if Xiao Hao goes to play with Xiaoxiao, Mommy will be happy?" After a while, a childish voice sounded in the silent space.

"Will be happy. Liang Zhaomei said.

That Xiao Hao went to accompany Xiaoxiao. He tilted his head up, and there was a seriousness on his little face.

As long as...... As long as he can make Mommy happy, then no matter what, he will do it! He will be obedient, play with Xiaoxiao, be with Xiaoxiao every day, don't quarrel with Xiaoxiao, and do whatever Xiaoxiao wants him to do!

As long as...... Happy Mommy!

Liang Zhaomei's heart was like being hit hard by a hammer, and it hurt so much that she felt breathless. This is...... Her son, the son she never cared much about.

However, now this child is doing things she doesn't want to do in order to make her happy.

In a trance, she seemed to see another person, that person, who would always call her little sister, as long as it was her wish, she would fulfill it for her, even if she was covered in bruises, she didn't care.

If the person she loved was that person, it might be a completely different life now, Liang Zhaomei thought to herself. It was also the first time that I hugged my son tightly with a sense of guilt.

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Guan Cancan didn't expect Liang Zhaomei to take the child directly to the Si family's mansion.

The child named Xiao Hao still looked timid, holding Liang Zhaomei's hand tightly, as if he was afraid of something in his eyes.

smiled and smiled, very happy to see Xiao Hao again, and pulled Xiao Hao and said enthusiastically, "I have a lot of toys, can we play together?"

Xiao Hao didn't respond, but his eyes kept looking at his mother, until Liang Zhaomei said, "Good, go play with Xiaoxiao, remember what Mommy said to you." ”

Xiao Hao let go of his mother's hand and went upstairs with Xiaoxiao.

And Liang Zhaomei didn't look directly at Si Jianyu until she couldn't see the two children, "I can agree to the conditions you said, but the premise is that you can really guarantee that the Liang family can survive the crisis." ’

"I can only guarantee that the Liang family can survive this crisis, as for the future, it depends on your own ability, and it has nothing to do with me. "Si Jian Yu said casually.

Liang Zhaomei's face was a little ugly, and she gritted her teeth and said, "Yes." ”

In any case, the most important thing for the time being is to get through this crisis.

"What are you talking about, what conditions?" Guan Cancan interjected, she could only roughly hear that Liang Zhaomei seemed to exchange the Liang family's predicament with Yu on some condition.

Si Jianyu chuckled and said, "Didn't you say that Xiaoxiao likes Liang Zehao's child?" Since Xiaoxiao likes it, she is also short of playmates now, so it is better to let that child be Xiaoxiao's playmate." ”

"Playmate?" Guan Cancan looked at Si Jianyu and understood that the playmate in his mouth was probably asking the other party to focus on his daughter in everything, not a playmate in a simple sense of equal relationship.

She knew that the parting of the previous five years had made Yu miss Xiaoxiao's life before she was 4 years old, and because of this, the current Yu was very fond of Xiaoxiao, and at the same time, there was a psychology that wanted to make up for her previous regrets.

I'm afraid that as long as it is what his daughter wants, no matter what it is, he will do whatever it takes.

"Yes, playmate, just as a gift to my daughter as a father, I will be happy with my smile. "Tsumi Michi.

But Xiao Hao is a person, not a toy!

Guan Cancan was a little big, and he didn't expect such a ridiculous idea, Liang Zhaomei would actually agree.

"You are also a mother, have you ever thought that it is really good for you to separate from your children like this and let your children be inferior everywhere?" asked Guan Cancan, because she is a mother herself, so she can better understand the kind of blood involvement between mother and child.

"I just want the Liang family to be safe. Liang Zhaomei said coldly.

"You ......" Guan Cancan only felt a breath rushing up. Fortunately, the child is not here, otherwise I am afraid that I will be very sad to hear these words.

"President Division, now that I have fulfilled your request, I hope that you can also meet my request. After Liang Zhaomei finished speaking, she turned around and left the Si family's mansion, not taking her son with her at all.

Guan Cancan was speechless, for her, she couldn't understand Liang Zhaomei's thoughts.

Turning her head, she looked at Si Jianyu, "Do you really think it's a good thing for Xiao Hao to stay in the Si family?"

"There's nothing bad about it, isn't it?" said with a smile on his face, "Cancan, I just want our daughter to be happy." I can help her get what she wants, and I can help you get what you want, and that's a kind of happiness for me. ”

Is it? Guan Cancan suppressed the faint uneasiness in his heart. But Yu, do you understand? It's not a thing, you can get it by coercion if you want it.

Dead things may be obtained with money, power, and status, but human feelings are not!

Just like making Xiao Hao a playmate of Xiaoxiao, and making Xiao Hao obedient and Xiaoxiao in everything, if one day, Xiaoxiao finds out that Xiao Hao became friends with her for this reason, can she really be happy?

Or, on the contrary, will it be sad?

Guan Cancan thought so......

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On the day of the school anniversary, Su Ai and Guan Cancan came to the school together, and along the way, Su Ai looked at her friend's obviously worried face, and couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?"

"Sort of. Guan Cancan sighed, Xiaoxiao really likes to play with Xiao Hao, and Xiao Hao ...... She didn't know what Liang Zhaomei said to this child, but at least in the two days that the Si family stayed, this child could almost be said to be sensible to make her feel distressed.

Don't be noisy, don't make noise, be quiet, smile and ask him to do something, he will do it obediently.

Too obedient, it's like ...... A machine is like a person, without the joys, sorrows and sorrows that a 5-year-old child should have.

"Don't talk about this, by the way, why did you get your ears pierced? Didn't you keep saying that you wouldn't get your ears hurt if you didn't get them?" Guan Cancan naturally noticed the moonstone studs worn on Su Ai's ears.

Su Ai's face flushed slightly, and she touched the studs on her ears. She and Mu Ang are dating now, and since this relationship has been made clear in front of others one after another, then she wants to tell her best friend in person.

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