I am the prince of the Xuanwu Kingdom, the most noble royal child, the love of my father, the tolerance of my mother, I know that in this land, I am the only one!

I can laugh and scold, I can take all the qiē I want, whether it is a person or a thing, I always thought that I could act recklessly like this and sprinkle willfully for a lifetime, but this day, it seems that I can't get along with me, so that I have encountered a magic obstacle that is difficult to cross in this life!

Sima Ruyi......

I still remember the first time I saw her, it was when I was six years old, that year, my father held a birthday banquet for me, the banquet was attended by hundreds of civil and military officials, and their daughters, the guests gathered, the palace was full of red lanterns, as if the lights of thousands of homes were lit up together, beautiful, I was wearing a prince's costume, with a small servant and guards, as the protagonist appeared in the banquet hall, watching the courtiers, respectfully giving priceless gifts, watching them praise me to the sky, I know, this qiē is just from my father's love for me.

What kind of young hero, I have never even been to the battlefield once, my cultivation has just started, and I can be called a hero?

But as a prince, I can only swallow these words in my stomach for the rest of my life, and I can only watch these people run to me one by one as if they were singing a big opera, and then leave a lot of praise to introduce their young daughter to me, just a delusional attempt to climb the dragon and the phoenix, stupid!

In the middle of boredom, I saw a relative of the royal family, Sima Xiong's side, followed by a little girl dressed exquisitely and wearing a pink Luo skirt, she laughed with two small dimples, red lips and white teeth, like the last time I sneaked out of the palace, the flour I saw in the folk wow wow, I pointed to her and asked, "Who are you and what is your name?"

This is the first time I have taken the initiative to ask a girl's name, maybe it is the eyes that will bend into two crescents when she laughs, pure and clear, she salutes smartly and mischievously, and says generously: "Back to the prince, the little woman's name is Sima Yi." ”

Sima Yi, even the name is so good, worthy of the girl in my photo, I held my head high at the time, acquiesced to her closeness, and then, I found that the table she was sitting on, there was a girl of the same age, but she always lowered her head, her eyes were empty, and the lively banquet hall was incompatible with the girl, she was wearing cheap clothes, almost washed white, her hair was tied casually, her hair was fluffy, and there was no jewelry embellishment on her body, if Sima Yi was a fairy in the sky, she was the sludge on the ground, and she couldn't be noticed at all。

I thought she was trying to win my attention in this way, how could such a lowly girl appear in my sight? I stepped down from the height, walked up to her step by step, and said, "Raise your head." ”

I tried to look imposing like my father, but the sneer in my ears proved that I had done something wrong.

The girl seemed to be frightened, she couldn't stop trembling, like a small hairball, I was very displeased, pinched her chin vigorously, forced her to raise her head, looked at her yellow and thin body, looked at her almost only a skin body bone, frowned fiercely, and said in disgust: "This is not a place for you to come, come here, send her away." ”

I heard many people laughing at her, those pin-and-needle eyes even I felt uncomfortable, the girl stood up resignedly, as if she was very unaccustomed to the heavy clothes on her body, when she got up, she was knocked down by the hem of her skirt, and the whole person threw herself to the ground, how could I let her disturb this birthday banquet specially prepared for me by my father? A hand held her, stabilized the strength of her falling, frowned, waved a little girl forward, and carried her away, I thought, my expression must have been ugly, otherwise, the girl would not have turned back step by step, a pair of dull eyes, looking at me stupidly, dark, no waves, reflected, full, narrow, only me.

At that time, I could never understand what the strange feelings that opened up from the bottom of my heart were, and that was the satisfaction and joy that can only be found when I was watched with my heart and regarded as the most important and indispensable existence in my life.

At the birthday banquet when I was six years old, I remembered two people, one was Sima Yi, the princess I wanted to marry when I grew up, one was Sima Ruyi, and the other was a lowly girl who disgusted me and made me hate.

I don't know why I still remember the ugly girl I only met once, maybe it was because of the eyes that made me always unforgettable before she left? Or maybe it was because she was too lowly and would insult Sima Yi's identity?

Whatever the reason, I hate her, I hate her, I don't want to see her!

That girl is like a cockroach that can't be killed, every time she is severely abused by me, the next time, she still appears in front of me, so that my friends are laughing at me, being taken by a fool, yes, fool! Sima Ruyi was born with a defective intelligence, her mind is not open, and she is also a waste who cannot cultivate her fighting spirit! Being entangled by such a fool, I lose face, she is like a girl who no matter how hard I try, scolding, humiliating, and even punching and kicking, she still pesters me and follows my follower.

"Hahahaha, King Rui, I bet with you that creature definitely has a crush on you! Perhaps, she was fascinated by your handsomeness and fell under you. ”

"That's it, King Rui, you are not so charming, even a fool can fall in love with you. ”

......

Everyone is laughing shamefully, I was favored by a fool, word by word, I was depressed, I just wanted to teach the girl who made me lose face, soon, the opportunity came, that day, Sima Yi asked me to ride a horse to Sima Mansion to pick her up, together with the Qingqing, she and I are the golden boy and girl in the imperial city who were propagated, from the first glance, I decided that she would be my future princess, when I rode a horse, galloping from the street, suddenly, a figure broke out from the side, I didn't even have time to tighten the reins of the horse, I could only watch her being trampled by the horse's hooves, the whole mouth vomited blood, the wolf bèi rolled on the ground a few times, limbs twitched, fainted.

I was very scared at the time, even if I didn't do anything nonsense on weekdays, but I never thought of killing her, yes, the woman who rushed out like a fool was Sima Ruyi's fool! I hurriedly asked the people to find a doctor, her face was pale and I was held in my arms, I was so frightened that I didn't know what to do, at this time, Sima Yi also arrived with her family, she carefully comforted me, took away Sima Ruyi, I went back to the palace and thought about it, I still wanted to see her, at least to confirm whether the fool was still alive.

Before stepping out of the palace, the people from Sima Mansion came to pass a message, saying that Sima Ruyi was awake and there was no big problem, and my heart slowly fell, and I exhaled a breath, at that time, I don't know if I was happy because a life did not die in my hands, or because she did not die and rejoiced, I don't understand, like I will never understand, when those empty eyes, looking at me intently, what is the emotion surging in my chest.

I thought that after her body was healed, she would still follow me day and night as before, but I was wrong, she seemed to have completely cut off the relationship with me since she woke up, and never took the initiative to find me again, it is said that she suddenly went crazy and beat Sima Yi's maid violently, it is said that she went crazy and killed the guards in Sima Mansion, I heard these rumors and did not believe it, if that fool can kill people, then it should be a red rain on this day.

I'm just uneasy, I just don't want to believe the fact that the owner of those eyes will never set his eyes on me again!

So, when Sima Yi offered to go shopping with me, and it was so coincidental, she said that when she saw Sima Ruyi enter a jewelry store, I promised to go with her, just to meet Sima Ruyi, this damn fool!

At first glance, I saw her, with her back to the door, dressed in men's clothes, in black, no longer the stupidity of the past, like an unsheathed sword, sharp, even me, I was shocked, she changed, from the inside to the outside as if she had become another person, a person I didn't know, a complete stranger.

She was arrogant, she was wanton, she was indifferent, and even if her eyes swept over me in a hurry, there was nothing but disgust and disgust.

I suddenly began to miss the eyes that were dull but always reflected my figure, and I began to try my best to embarrass her, I wanted to know if she was playing a trick of wanting to catch her, I wanted to expose her mind and sue her, even if she tried all her might, I would not take a fancy to her.

But the closer I got, the more I get along with her, the more complicated my mood becomes, she has really changed, she has disdained to talk to me, disdain to look at me, I will be unwilling in my heart, attributed to not being used to it, just because in the past I was used to having a little tail in and out behind me, and suddenly she left, I didn't care, that's it.

I watched her shine in the tryouts with a cold eye, and watched her win the first place in the Four Nations Competition, I asked for Xiaoya, maybe because of her cold eyes that seemed familiar when we first met, or maybe it was the cold breath of her body, but no, no matter how she deceived herself, she was not that person after all, that person, and would never look at me with such eyes full of desire for power.

So, after Xiaoya's design to let me poison Sima Ruyi failed, I punished her, or maybe I just wanted to find a random reason to discard this woman who made me lose interest, before leaving Qinglong, she knelt outside my sedan door, crying one after another, almost broken liver and intestines, but my heart was difficult to have the slightest wave, until, she appeared, I seemed to be caught with a sore foot, I just wanted to leave this embarrassing place as soon as possible.

Young and frivolous, many years later, I really figured out what my feelings for her were at that time, the so-called jealousy, envy, hatred, disgust, in the final analysis, what I originally wanted was nothing more than those dark eyes, to be able to stare at me intently again, so simple, but forever out of reach, because even if I ascended to the position of the Ninety-Five, I could not grasp her soaring wings, I could only watch her, and gradually drift away.

Get out of my world.