Chu Xici's hand reached out again, as if it was a kind of insistence, and he must touch her face.

Ji Lianxin's eyes flashed, and then lowered her eyes slightly, this time, she didn't avoid the other party's hand.

His hand touched her cheek.

The cold hand, with a slight tremor, his fingertips, his palms, lingered on her face, and his mouth let out a sigh of satisfaction and choked up.

Two lines of clear tears rolled down from her eyes uncontrollably, drop by drop, and fell on the back of her hand.

Ji Lian's heart fluttered, and she looked at the warm tears dripping on the back of her hand in a daze, and then slowly raised her eyes, her eyes moved to his face, looking at the tears on his face, her chest seemed to be pressed by something, with some faint pain.

It turned out that she still didn't have the chic she imagined, thinking that when she saw him again, she wouldn't feel anything, but her heart would still hurt a little.

"I'm sorry" Chu Xici opened his lips slightly and said, "I was wrong, I should have trusted you, not to believe the so-called evidence, you are the woman I fell in love with, I should have known that you would not do that kind of thing." ”

Ji Lian listened to everything quietly, but her mood no longer fluctuated, "Okay, I know." ”

Her calmness made him panic for a while, as if she was invisibly separating him, stretching the distance between her and him extremely far away.

Obviously, his palm was still on her face, but he seemed to feel that no matter how much he touched and touched, he couldn't really touch her.

"I already know that this incident was done by my mother and Chen Tianyin, no matter what, I will definitely give you justice. Chu Xi said hurriedly, "I know I was wrong, really wrong, from now on, no matter what happens, I will believe you, as long as it is what you say, I will believe it." ”

He will obey his heart and will no longer believe the so-called evidence, Lianxin and his mother have never been the same kind of woman

"Does that matter?" Ji Lianxin asked calmly.

It seems that everything he said has nothing to do with her, no matter what the truth is, no matter what kind of result Zhang Qi and Chen Tianyin get in the end, and whether he trusts her or not, this is no longer important to her now.

Chu Xici's body shook for a moment, and the whole person looked like he was crumbling, and the original injury on his face made his whole person reveal a kind of cruel desolation. It's like a perfect piece of porcelain, but at this moment, there are suddenly countless cracks, and as long as you blow it lightly, it will be completely shattered.

"Is it that it doesn't matter to you anymore?" Chu Xici's mouth came out, spitting out broken words. The things that made him think about it all day and night, the things that made him blame himself bitterly, and the things that made him regret it beyond reproach, were no longer important to her.

"Whatever you want, you can forgive me, you can come back to me, no matter how you want to punish me, whatever you want me to do, I am willing. Chu Xi resigned, in a begging tone. When facing others, he is arrogant, he dismisses it, he does his own thing, but in front of her, he has nothing left, even his self-esteem can be put down, as long as she is willing to forgive him.

Ji Lianxin pursed her lower lip slightly and said, "Actually, I already forgave you when I decided to leave you, so I don't want you to do anything, and I don't want to punish you for anything." ”

His eyes lit up suddenly, but her next sentence knocked him to hell alive, "But I won't come back to you, in fact, these days, I've thought a lot, in fact, we are really not suitable." Even if they are really reluctant to be together, there is still no way to go on. ”

When she left for the first time, she should have understood this truth, between her and him, regardless of personality and family background, they are so different, in this world, not every Cinderella will have a happy fairy tale ending.

Like Dong Xiaoren, he is lucky to have Jun Mo's unswerving love.

And like her, a hint of gloom flashed in Ji Lianxin's eyes, because she said that he loved her, so she was reluctant to give up this opportunity and wanted to try again, after all, he was the first and only man she fell in love with.

But the facts tell her that she is still not the lucky Cinderella, he doesn't love her, it's just that he doesn't trust her enough.

And this kind of love, is it really what she wants

She asked herself, and the answer was no. This kind of love, no matter how much it is, will be left with nothing in doubt and suspicion again and again.

Every one of Ji Lian's hearts is stable, there are no ups and downs, as if she is talking about other people's things lightly. But in Chu Xici's ears, every word was like a sharp sword, stabbing him to the bone.

"What is not suitable, what is no way to go on, we were together at the beginning, wasn't it good" Chu Xici said excitedly, "As long as you are willing, we can grow old together, you can"

"But I don't want to. Her words made his voice stop abruptly.

"Are you hating me, hating me for not believing you at that time, I can guarantee that I won't distrust you anymore I will believe it, I really will believe it"

"No, I don't hate you. She said, her eyes calm and unwavering, as if she was just looking at an ordinary acquaintance.

His heart was flustered to the extreme, her gaze was too calm, like an ancient well, which made him suddenly have too much uncertainty, as if she no longer had any feelings for him.

The opposite of hate is love.

The deeper the love, the deeper the hatred, so now that there is no hate, does it mean that Chu Xici doesn't even dare to let himself think about it anymore.

"You love me, do you still love me, don't you?" he muttered to her, his eyes eager, as if he wanted to hear an affirmative answer from her mouth.

However, he was destined to be disappointed, she just said, "Chu Xici, now I don't love you anymore." ”

So serious, so sure, it was impossible for him to take her words as a joke.

The next moment, as if he had gone mad, he jerked his head down, one hand clasped her chin, and his lips pressed heavily against hers, as if to prove something.

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