"We ...... Married. She licked her lips.

"So what?" he waited for her next step.

Dong Xiaoren put down the water glass in his hand, took a deep breath and said, "I said I was willing at the wedding, it was really because I love you, because I want to marry you, regardless of you-" She paused, "I don't believe it." ”

He stared at her silently, as if to examine the veracity of her words.

Dong Xiaoren only felt that his whole body was filled with a sense of tension.

"Then do you also believe that I never used you as a stand-in for Xiao Ai?" Jun Mofei asked.

"Ah?!" Dong Xiaoren choked.

"Also, if you weren't pregnant now, would you still be willing to marry me at such a time?" Jun Mofei continued to ask.

If she hadn't been pregnant, then she might have chosen to marry again if there was no conflict between the two, Dong Xiaoren thought so, instead of getting married with complicated feelings like now.

Her hesitation made the corners of Jun Mofei's lips outline a touch of bitterness again. What kind of answer did he want to hear from her? Every time he asked, he just disappointed himself again.

"If you can't answer, you don't have to answer anything. Jun Mo said, "You sleep here, I'll go to the next room and sleep." ”

As he spoke, he turned to leave the room.

Dong Xiaoren leaned forward suddenly, grabbed Jun Mofei's arm, and stopped him in his footsteps.

He was slightly stunned and turned his head to look at her, "What, is there anything else?"

"We ...... It's already husband and wife. She said.

"So what?" he chuckled at her, but there was indescribable bitterness and self-deprecation in that smile.

"I don't want you to sleep in the next room. She said, his smile made her heart hurt faintly.

Why, did she and him come to this point? Was it her lack of confidence, or was it the lack of trust between them?

He had just asked her two questions, but she didn't know how to answer them for a moment.

Maybe the second question is better to answer, but what about the first question? Do you believe that he never regarded her as Su Ai's stand-in? Maybe it is very easy to say a word of belief in her mouth, maybe she said these two words, and they will be reconciled as before, but she can't pass the level in her heart.

She didn't want any deception on him.

Jun Mofei was silent, and after a while, he gently pulled Dong Xiaoren's hand away, then lifted the thin quilt and lay back on the bed, "Then sleep." ”

The lights were turned off, and the room was dark again.

Dong Xiaoren was lying on the bed, and Jun Mofei was lying beside her, the distance between the two was so close that even as long as she moved her body slightly, she could touch his body.

However, she felt that the distance between them was so far away, so far that even if she could touch his body, she couldn't touch his heart.

I'm afraid there aren't many couples who, on their wedding night, are like them.

"Mo Fei ......" Dong Xiaoren said, in the dark, seeing his face seemed to make her more courageous, and said some words in her heart, "Even if I am not pregnant, I want to marry you, maybe it won't be in the current situation, maybe it will be when each other is free." Before, because of the identity of the life and the video, I always didn't believe that you really loved me, but one day, when you didn't believe that I really loved you, I realized how uncomfortable it was not to be believed. ”

And when will they be able to trust each other again?

In the darkness, quietly, after she had said these words, there was no other sound. Dong Xiaoren closed his eyes and let himself fall asleep again.

So she didn't know that in the dark, there was a pair of eyes that slowly opened and stared at her steadily......

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When Dong Xiaoren woke up in the morning, Jun Mofei was no longer in the room.

I want to see him beside her as soon as I open my eyes, and I want him to smile softly at her and call her name.

Originally, all this should have been, but now it seems to be a luxury.

However, in this case, there may not be any embarrassment.

Dong Xiaoren got out of bed, walked into the bathroom, washed his face and brushed his teeth, changed his clothes and walked out of the room.

It's just that I didn't expect to go downstairs, but I saw Jun Mofei sitting at the dining table, and breakfast had already been placed on the table.

When she walked to the dining table, Jun Mo said, "Let's have breakfast first, I have already arranged the driver and the maid, and if there is anything you want to do, or you want to go out, you can order them." ”

"What about you?" Dong Xiaoren blurted out.

"I'll go to the company, there's still some things to take care of. He said.

"Oh. She frowned, sat down at the table, and bowed her head to eat her breakfast.

The breakfast was porridge, easy to digest and the taste was the same as hers. And on the dining table, there are also sour plums that she likes to eat.

After breakfast, there was no other communication.

Jun Mofei finished his breakfast, wiped the corners of his lips, got up and walked towards the door of the villa.

Dong Xiaoren held the spoon tightly, raised his head, and looked at his back in a daze.

His back was getting farther and farther away from her, and she didn't want him to leave her sight like that.

Seeing that Jun Mofei was about to walk to the door, Dong Xiaoren stood up abruptly and ran towards Jun Mofei quickly.

Bang!

Her head hit his back, and her hands wrapped tightly around his waist.

"I ...... Mofei, can we not want this kind of marriage?" The cold feeling was as if two strangers were sharing a room.

Jun Mofei's body shook suddenly, and then slowly turned around, "Then what kind of marriage do you want?"

"I want to be able to laugh happily, to have endless conversations, to trust each other, even if I don't do anything, but when two people stay together, it's very warm. Dong Xiaoren said anxiously.

In this world, there are some things that will only be known to be valuable if they have been lost.

Jun Mofei's eyelashes trembled slightly, and her phoenix eyes seemed to be shrouded in a layer of mist, making her unable to see the true emotions in his eyes, "Then are you willing to believe me?"

She bit her lip and looked at him earnestly, "I'll try to do it." There's no way she can say it right now, she believes it, but she'll try to believe it.

Jun Mofei raised his hand and gently rubbed Dong Xiaoren's lips with his fingertips, "If it's just like this, then for me, it's far from enough." Maybe you can convince yourself to believe it for a while, but later, when something similar happens, or I say something or do something that makes you misunderstood, then the same thing may be repeated again. I can still stand in front of you like this, but next time, I may not be able to do it even like this. ”

When he gets love and loses love, when he is discouraged to the extreme, will he be like those ancestors of the Jun family?

Since the end of my life, I will no longer be tormented by pain, let alone any more heartache.

Dong Xiaoren was stunned, looking at Jun Mofei blankly, watching him slowly bend down, watching his face get closer and closer to his face, and feeling his lips gently close to her ear......

"Xiao Ren, what you want, I will try my best to give it to you, as long as - if I can give it, but what you just said, I can't give it......"

His voice said so......

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Ji Lianxin came to Chu Xici's residence. Although as the president, he does not say that he comes to the group to commute on time like ordinary employees, sometimes he gets up as he pleases, and he will not see anyone for a few days.

But on the day and the day after Dong Xiaoren's wedding, he did not appear in the company.

Was it a coincidence? Or should I say it was actually what she expected?

Walking to the door, Ji Lianxin entered the electronic code of the door lock. Although in normal times, she knew the password here, but she was not allowed to enter without permission.

And now I haven't seen anyone else for two days, and it is the new clothing that is going to enter the factory production stage, and there are many documents that need his signature. So, this is also an excuse for her to come here to find him openly.

Ji Lian thought to herself, smiled bitterly, and walked into the house.

Even though it was daytime, the house was still brightly lit and all the lights were on.

In the living room, she saw Chu Xici, who was lying on the sofa with scattered wine bottles around him. The air was filled with a strong smell of alcohol, and you can imagine how much wine he drank.

Ji Lianxin bent down, put the wine bottles scattered on the ground one by one, and then saw that on the coffee table, there was a newspaper, and a large page of the newspaper was the news of Dong Xiaoren and Jun Mofei's marriage, and the photos with pictures were the wedding photos of Dong Xiaoren and Jun Mofei.

Ji Lianxin looked at Dong Xiaoren who was smiling happily in the photo, thinking about that day, she saw Dong Xiaoren in tears, and the way Chu Xiqi chased him out later.

Although she didn't know exactly what was going on, in the days that followed, he was visibly in a bad mood and even had some unprovoked temper tantrums.

In this world, there are often too many things that he can't ask for, for example, he didn't get Dong Xiaoren, and for example, she didn't get him.

Ji Lianxin smiled bitterly, sat on the edge of the sofa, and watched him quietly.

"Xici, I don't know when, you will get tired of me again, at that time, should I leave obediently? At least, everyone will have a good impression of each other. She muttered, but received no response.

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