Jun Shu'an didn't struggle anymore, let Zhou Xiaoyan take her hand, and walked all the way out of the campus.

The Zhou family's car stopped at the school gate, and Zhou Xiaoyan took Jun Shu'an into the car, "Have you eaten lunch?" he asked.

"Not yet. "She didn't want to eat at all, and she didn't have much appetite.

He frowned slightly, looked at the watch time, and then asked the driver to drive the car to a nearby restaurant.

When she heard this, she said, "I'm not hungry, and I don't want to eat." ”

"Either way, you have to have lunch, you can be angry, but you can't skip eating. He insisted that she eat lunch.

She pouted, and her eyes fell on the back of his hand again, knowing that he would be hurt, she wouldn't have bitten yesterday......

He noticed her gaze, as if he had seen through what she was thinking at this moment, and the corners of his lips raised a light smile, "Don't worry, it's just a small injury, it doesn't hurt much at all, and in a few days, I'm afraid even the scar will be gone." ”

He deliberately said it lightly, and she turned her head away sharply, and said stiffly, "I'm not worried." ”

"Okay, you're not worried. He followed her words.

After a while, the car stopped at the door of the restaurant, Zhou Xiaoyan took Jun Shu to settle down, entered the restaurant, and found a box to sit in, at this time there are still 2 hours before her lunch class, and the time is still enough.

Because Jun Shu'an didn't have much appetite, Zhou Xiaoyan ordered some appetizing dishes.

The waiter walked out of the box with the menu, and there were only two people left in the entire box, Zhou Xiaoyan and Jun Shu'an.

Although she lowered her head, she could feel his gaze, which stayed on hers. Finally, she jerked her head up, glared at him, and said, "What do you want to talk to me about?"

"Are you going to ignore me like this in the future? Do you want to hide when you see me in the future?" Zhou Xiaoyan asked.

Jun Shu'an was silent.

And he continued, "Do you really think that I only associate with you because of guilt and self-blame?"

"Isn't it?" she asked rhetorically.

If it was just guilt and self-blame, would he have done it to this extent to her?" "An An, at the beginning, I accidentally bumped into your mommy because of a momentary impulse, and it was because of this that you and Xiaoxuan were born prematurely. And when you were born, you were put in an incubator by the doctor, and when you were pushed out of the emergency room, you were motionless, and at that time, I said to myself in my heart, I must make up for my mistakes, as long as this child can live, then I am willing to do whatever I want. ”

"That's why you're with me and my brother, that's why you're so good to us, aren't you?" she said with some resentment, not liking him for being nice to her.

"In the beginning, it was because of that. He didn't hide it, "But just because of this, then I just need to be nice to you, and there is no need to be boyfriend and girlfriend with you and associate with you, isn't it?"

The reason why he is in a relationship with her is because her weight in his heart is becoming heavier and heavier, her proximity, some of her unconscious actions, will make him blush and heartbeat, will make him distracted, will make him feel a kind of can't help it...... And these are not things that can be done with guilt and self-blame.

"So Hikohiko, if you hadn't bumped into Mommy in the first place, if you hadn't caused me to give birth prematurely, would you still like me?" she asked, looking directly at him.

"Would love. He replied, just...... It may take a little longer, maybe at first, he won't be with her since she was born, maybe they will meet at some banquet, maybe he will find her cute, he will want to know more about her, and then he will like her.

"Then Hikohiko, you ...... Do you love me?" she asked seriously.

Her expression, her eyes, all told him that she really wanted an answer, and he, for her feelings, he himself knew very well, but ...... Can she understand what love is now, at this age?

"Love. He gave her this answer.

In retrospect, if he hadn't been by her side because he bumped into Aunt Yixin, then she might not have liked to stick to him as much as she does now, she would have had to date him, and she would have become boyfriend and girlfriend.

Was her liking for him just because of habit? Or was there a so-called liking between men and women? He didn't dare to think deeply, but hoped that in the passage of time, even if she was just a habit before, later on, she could become a real love between men and women.

"Okay, then you kiss me now!" Jun Shu said, as if to prove that he really loved her.

Zhou Xiaoyan was stunned, and then said, "An An, you are still too young, we didn't agree ......"

"Don't say anything about me being too young, if you really love me, it's not guilt, it's not self-reproach, then you kiss me now!" she interrupted him, her face flushing.

It can be seen that at this time, she also needs a certain amount of courage to say such a thing.

Zhou Xiaoyan was silent, the eyes of the two looked at each other, her eyes were burning, and his eyes were dark, as if they were covered with a thick veil, so that she couldn't see the true meaning of his eyes.

All along, it was always like this, he could easily guess her thoughts, but she couldn't guess him.

At this moment, there was a knock on the door of the box, and the waiter pushed the door open and came in with the food.

"Alright, let's eat first. Zhou Xiaoyan said, taking the initiative to divert the topic.

Jun Shu'an bit his lip, lowered his head, and began to pick up the rice, but the mist condensed in his eyes. He...... is unwilling to kiss her, does this mean that he actually doesn't love her at all?

She didn't think much of it before, but now she ...... She will think that maybe he is dating her just to satisfy her wishes, just a kind of coping with her, so he can play with her, watch movies with her, eat a lot of things she wants to eat with her, and be named her boyfriend, but he is not willing to be close to her in the real sense.

That's why he always says she's too young.

If one day, when she is really 18 years old, will he still talk about her being young? The age gap between her and him, no matter what she does, will never be shortened.

Jun Shu'an ate almost stiffly, she didn't know what she ate, and she didn't feel good or bad, and her eyes seemed to be unable to hold tears anymore, and they fell into the rice bowl with a click.