I'm sorry!

Those readers and friends who have supported me, I am really sorry!

The book did poorly, either before, now, or in the future...... Because of the subject matter, it will face a very difficult challenge.

I don't have the confidence to finish this book with less than a few dollars a day.

I don't write books to make money, but without money, I can't write books.

A reason why you want to make money by writing a book, but don't admit failure.

But this time, I really failed.

It was a complete failure.

I'm very grateful to my editor, he has put his trust in me, he always looks at me, and wants me to work harder, so that he can see the glory moments of my rise...... But I disappointed him, I couldn't hold on to the trust he had given, and I cowardly chose to give up.

This is the most helpless, the most evasive, and the least manly choice.

But that's the only option I can choose.

I do want to pursue my dreams, but before I can do it, I want to keep my feet on the ground and make a difference in reality...... I often tell people that I write books, and when people ask me about my income, I always answer vaguely, and when others hear it, they will understand.

It's not what I want.

The daily update of 10,000 words is not the result of this.

This book has poured a lot of effort into me, unprecedented, racking my brains, and putting all my effort into it!

But as the saying goes, garbage is garbage, and no matter how hard you try, it's just garbage.

It's not terrible to give up a piece of garbage, but it's scary to have the consciousness of accepting being garbage.

I've hit the bottom and tasted the darkness and loneliness at the bottom...... So I wanted to change my approach and pursue those peaks that I had never touched before.

This book is a eunuch for the time being...... Yes, it's temporary, maybe it's a year, maybe it's two years, maybe it's a day I don't know, maybe I'll pick it up again and write again...... Maybe I'll never write it down again.

I will still write new books, and some people may be disappointed in me, some people will think that I have given up halfway, and some people will call me a dead eunuch...... I'll laugh at everything.

Because I'm three thousand wasted manuscripts.

A person who once fell into the ground and was buried deep in the soil, slowly broke through the soil, took root and sprouted, and finally became a towering tree!

Two finished books, one eunuch, a total of 3.4 million words, I have come over.

I will keep up with the trend of the new book, follow the public, and I will also devote my heart and soul to move towards my dream...... Maybe it will succeed, maybe it will fall to the ground again and can't get up, but after experiencing the misery of this book, I think the next book will not be more difficult than this...... I'm like the last of my grade now, there's no going back, all that's left is to stand still, or move forward!

The new book is not yet decided, but it will still be chosen between fantasy and urban...... Whether it's urban or fantasy in the end, I'll keep up with the trend, and it won't be worse than "Skull and Blade".

Finally, I'd like to say sorry to all of you...... See you in the next book!

———— 3,000 scrapped manuscripts, respectfully!(To be continued.) )