Chapter 1 Childhood Memories
Since Wang Miao regained consciousness, it has been the fourth day since she walked alone in this uninhabited wilderness. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
Thinking back a few days ago, Wang Miao felt that it was actually not bad, a person walked freely in the picturesque nature, bored to enjoy the scenery, hungry to eat some delicious river fresh, small fish and shrimp, or authentic native products - small earthworms, small reptiles and the like,
Disgusting?
Then change the taste, there are strawberries and wild fruits for you to choose from, and a few sweet mountain springs, this day is called a beauty.
Until this afternoon, Wang Miao had a bad feeling, and she was on fire, probably because of malnutrition or not eating hot food for a few days, but the bad feeling was not physical discomfort.
It's because, he felt, he probably wasn't in that familiar modern China anymore.
Wang Miao went to university in the north, and his household registration was also set in the north after work, but when he was a child, he lived in a small city in the south, because he had relatives in the countryside, and when he was in school, he would go to the countryside every winter and summer vacation, and after work, he also went to many places in the south.
Therefore, the geographical and climatic environment of the south is not unfamiliar to him at all.
The environment we are in now is the same subtropical as South China, with a slightly humid air in spring, a hilly terrain, and a lot of water, mountains, and plants.
But since three days before beating him, he decided to go straight north, and he has been tired and tired until now, and he has walked a hundred and ten miles, but there is no trace of human life.
Even, there is no road.
"It's not scientific, I came back from the dead, and I walked for three days without seeing anyone, and there was no trace of human activity. ”
Wang Miao stopped to find a stone, lay down and rested for a while, thinking about these questions.
"It's not scientific at all, it should still be on the earth, the sun, the moon, and the stars are all the same, but in modern southern China, there is no road for hundreds of miles in a straight line?
Could it be that in ancient times? possibly, if it is still in modern times, then where is this? Zhangjiajie? The terrain is not right, there are not so many high mountains, Shenlongjiajia? There are not so many dense forests, it still looks relatively empty here, and there are many flat lands suitable for human habitation, well, there are no roads is the biggest problem, then this is to South America, India, Southeast Asia, ......
Wang Miao gradually fell asleep, he had a dream, in which time seemed to go back decades, vaguely back to childhood, back to the past......
Wang Miao's childhood was not very happy, he felt so much, except for the warmth given to him by his mother, everything else was full of gray.
When Wang Miao was in elementary school, he was never a good student in the eyes of the teacher, although his grades have always been good, and he has not fallen out of the top ten in the exam, and occasionally he is serious, and the top three is not a very difficult thing, but the teachers have a real headache for this smart and clever little guy, and they don't know what attitude to use to treat him, and they love and hate him, and they are very entangled.
This little guy has never studied well, and when he can go to class normally, he either chats with his classmates next to him, or reads extracurricular books, or falls asleep, and what makes the teachers even more angry is that this little guy will never go back to the classroom if he doesn't do something bad during recess.
The flowers and plants on campus have long been destroyed by him, changing all kinds of tricks to harm classmates, of course, it is still mainly weak and kind little girls, it seems that Wang Miao has understood since she was a child, the truth of bullying good and fearing evil.
When it comes time to class, the teacher's practice is generally to ask questions first,
"Do you have any complaints about Wang Miao? Quickly report and make decisions for the teacher,"
What follows is all kinds of crying, all kinds of sadness and miserable stories that happened to me, mixed with some ill-intentioned obscene laughter,
"Wang Miao released the caterpillar out again to scare people!!"
"Wang Miao tore Linlin's flower skirt, woo, my mother bought Linlin's new skirt yesterday"
"Wang Miao sprayed the little woman's body with water, making the slave family wet, and the slave family should not live,"
Often the teachers are furious and shoot the case, "Wang Miao, you stand up for me, you bastard, I don't believe I can't cure you,"
Then, depending on the severity of the situation, make a judgment, or punish the station, or face the wall, the mistake is serious, write a review, call the parents, Wang Miao did not dare to resist, can only be punished obediently.
To say that Xiao Wang Miao looks, the whole person looks like a bad oil, lack of virtue with smoke, but there is also an advantage, that is, he respects the teacher, what punishment the teacher generally makes, he is obediently rewarded, no two words, and he dare not hit the teacher with any bad ideas (is this also considered bullying the good and afraid of evil?).
So he received the most serious punishment for his entire school career, that is, until he called his parents.
When it comes to calling parents, Wang Miao's father won't go, his father just said,
"It's not a big deal to solve the trouble you cause by yourself,"
It's Wang Miao's mother who went to solve the trouble for him, apologized for the apology, lost the money that should lose money, and educated the one who should be educated, and caused so many things, his mother never beat him, he really couldn't stand it, so he hugged him, silently shed tears, and it was his father who beat him.
"Mom is the best mom in the world, and dad is the fiercest dad in the world,"
That's what Wang Miao thought when she was a child.
There is another reason why Xiao Wang Miao doesn't like his father, and that is his name, Wang Miao.
Before he went to elementary school, he always thought that he was handsome, or at least cute, because whether it was uncles and aunts, grandparents, when they saw him, they were full of smiles when they heard his name.
It wasn't until he entered the evil elementary school and met a group of evil friends that Wang Miao suddenly felt that the whole world was not good.
Because of these bad friends, they never call his name well, they are all Wang Meow, and Meow calls him.
There are people with flexible brains among the friends, and they give him a nickname, called 'Cat and Dog War', a "Wang", a "Meow", isn't that.
Gradually getting older and more sensible, these villains don't give him nicknames anymore, and they don't call his Miao a meow, so they call him Wang Miao, it turns out that Wang Miao just thinks that the world is not good, and now he feels that the whole world is about to collapse, these bastards actually pinched their throats, like girls, and called his name softly.
This made him very angry!!
With Xiao Wang Miao's ingenuity, of course, he has also thought of many ways to fight back, such as giving others nicknames, or doing something bad to harm others, but in the end, two fists are invincible to four hands.
These grandsons don't know why, they are very united, and they always unite against him.
"Or is it too good?
Wang Miao, who grew up, summed up the reasons why she was always bullied by her friends when she was a child.
Until one day, Xiao Wang Miao completely admitted defeat, the reason is that after he did a bad test on a little girl, he ran to the side, waiting to appreciate, the little girl performed as always, howling and crying, and rushed to find the teacher in tears.
But I didn't expect this little girl, I don't know what evil she committed that day, watching the tears rolling in her eyes, she just refused to shed it, and finally held back, and gently called his name.
The tone was exactly the same as that of the bastards, this was 'treating him as a girl,' a living humiliation, or being bullied by a girl who had always been bullied.
This time it was Xiao Wang Miao's turn to go to his father with tears, he asked his father to change his name, and his father only said one sentence after listening to it,
"Let the ignorant go", he turned away in style.
There was no way, he went to beg his mother again, and his mother went to discuss with his father, but what Wang Miao heard was that his parents gradually quarreled, and in his memory, it was the first time that his parents quarreled so much.
He was a little scared.
What's even more tragic is that the ending has not changed, what should be called or what is called, the kind mother still has not fought all kinds of evil fathers.
After that, Xiao Wang Miao accepted his fate, what should he do, his mother quarreled with his father for him, and he couldn't ask for more, so he could only continue to live his previous life.
Later, for the teasing of his friends, he gradually didn't care so much, maybe he was thick-skinned, or he got used to it, and he got used to it, which was also him, a skill that was born extremely strong, with a full-level adaptability, no response, after a long time, the friends felt bored, and there were fewer strange voices.
Xiao Wang Miao couldn't help but feel proud, and felt that his name was not so harsh, so he ran to ask his father again,
Why did you give yourself this name and where did it come from?
Wang Miao's father was very surprised, felt that this little rabbit cub seemed to be enlightened, knew how to improve, and told him a lot, most of them were incomprehensible, just said that this word is good, it will make people feel happy, and it will bring happiness to themselves or to others.
Wang Miao probably remembered this, anyway, it was good, so little Wang Miao's vanity was satisfied, and he suddenly felt that his father was no longer so annoying.
Either life is really a comedy, and great joy is often followed by great sorrow.
When she grew up, Wang Miao always remembered a truth, don't get carried away after being proud, this truth comes from her own painful lesson.
He was very happy that day, and his father was very happy, so he got carried away and said something that he shouldn't have said, which caused serious consequences.
In countless tragic memories, that beating was more severe than any before.
Just because he asked some stupid things that he regretted very much,
"Dad, do you believe in Buddhism? But how did I hear Grandma Li downstairs say that people who believe in Buddhism can't get married, Dad, why are you getting married and still sleeping with your mother, oh, did you believe it later, so does Dad plan to divorce Mom?"
So, Xiao Wang Miao's ass bloomed again, and there was a vicious scolding from his father behind his ears.
"You little bastard, I became a monk, what good do you have? Lao Tzu is a monk, who will raise you a little rabbit cub, Lao Tzu studies Buddhist scriptures, and he doesn't believe in Buddhism, he doesn't understand and talks nonsense, and he can't beat you to death, a smart bastard. ”
After being beaten, Wang Miao concluded that her father's nerves were a bit big, and getting this name for herself was a bit female, but everything had to be on the good side.
It's better than giving him a Vajra, Bodhisattva or something, if it's called Jueyuan, Huineng, Yuantong, Zhongtong, Quantong, then he can't live in the shadow of Buddhism and express delivery in this life.
So, I thought about it, it was not bad, and I didn't change it.
So the name Wang Miao has always accompanied him to grow up, junior high school, college, and find a job, and has been with him until the end, the moment of the car accident.
At that moment, Wang Miao will never forget it, whether in this life or in the previous life.
A whizzing truck knocked him into the air, he flew and rolled in the air, his whole body was unconscious, and when he was about to land, he saw that the person he pushed away was safe and sound, and a smile appeared on the corner of his mouth, but then he remembered his family, and couldn't help but want to shout, it was too late.
The tremendous force carried him towards the concrete floor, and in an instant, he lost consciousness.
At this moment, his time memory is frozen at two o'clock in the afternoon on April 20, 2020.
This year, Wang Miao was 25 years old and unmarried.