Chapter 21: Pure Love
There is a hidden bar in the corner of Nanjing's Xinjiekou neighborhood, it is like a star hiding in the dark, surrounded by towering buildings, it is sheltered in a dark alley between high-rise buildings, it should be little known, but it is famous.
The barkeeper is a very delicate and handsome man, he is always so elegant and decent, he has a mesmerizing face that even men will be addicted to him.
"First time? This is not for you. The man took out a bottle of beer and a glass from under the counter, "I'll ask you, drink it and leave." ”
The man turned to the other people at the bar, smiling and listening to each other's stories as they poured their drinks.
Looking at the wine bottle on the table, Yi Seventeen didn't open it, and looked back at the other booths, the style of the bar was very elegant, a pair of handsome men sat together, some hooked shoulders and pushed glasses to change lamps, and some were sticking together and whispering.
Abandon, that's the name of the bar, he came to look for someone, but the person didn't show up.
"Since we have decided to be together, we must learn to face the eyes of the outside world, after all, we live for ourselves, if we are not ready to meet the discriminatory gaze and public opinion, don't try it lightly ......"
As the man spoke, his eyes turned, Yi Seventeen didn't know when he had left, most of the people in the bar were regular customers, and occasionally there would be unknown Xiaobai who broke in, like a little sheep that had strayed into a wolf pack, under the gaze of many hungry and thirsty, he fled in a panic.
There are also people who will adapt immediately, and even be willing to become the prey of others, although they all end in tragedy, but soon, sheep, become a new wolf.
Yi Seventeen attracted the attention of men, and such a look was coveted by everyone like a delicacy, and many people's eyes were locked on Yi Seventeen, looking at it hotly.
But Yi Seventeen sat down very calmly, the man was just kind to protect, as long as he made a move, everyone else would be discouraged, but Yi Seventeen didn't drink the wine he gave, and didn't seem to appreciate it.
"Brother Linyou, I remember that you have been empty for a long time...... "A thin man came to the bar with a wine glass and a gossip expression.
An Linyou put away the wine glass and bottle, looked directly into the man's eyes and said, "Do you think I won't be able to tell if the other party is the same kind or not?" ”
"Maybe not now, but if you want to. Isn't that the case with a lot of people here? Assimilation only needs an opportunity. ”
An Linyou shook his head and said, "He's different." ”
"What's the difference? Too handsome? ”
"No, he's more like a firework that doesn't eat the world, in his eyes, I can't see worldly desires, and when he looks at us, he has a feeling of looking down, a feeling of being high and unattainable."
The man didn't understand An Linyou's meaning, in his opinion, such a description was simply summarized as a white lotus in the turbid world.
"With such a high evaluation, don't you say it's exciting? Even those rich sons and big stars are crazy to chase you, you don't even look at it, it's just a little white, you still can't catch it with a little effort? ”
Looking at the man's treacherous smile, An Linyou chuckled and did not continue.
It was late at night, An Linyou simply handed over the work, and was ready to go home, in the past, there would always be someone to pick him up, go to different places, he was tired of that kind of life, so he refused everyone.
After leaving the bar, An Linyou habitually lit a cigarette, there will be people who know him to greet him, he nodded slightly, and there are also self-righteous guys who take the initiative to come forward to talk, he will skillfully resolve it, if he meets someone who doesn't know what to do, he will also educate the other party well, not all good-looking people are fancy, appearance and kindness are just politeness and self-cultivation, and his fists will hurt like beating people.
The car was parked on the side of the road, it was a bright red Maserati sports car, his ex-boyfriend was the president of an investment bank, handsome and golden, and the car was a welcome gift for the other party.
The other party is a very good man, very smart and caring, they have been together for half a year, it was An Linyou who proposed to break up, when the man asked him why with an incredulous face, they got along so well, and the most important thing is that the other party likes An Linyou very much.
An Linyou said: "You are very good, I am also very good, during this time, I am very happy, I believe you are the same, but we can only end here, like and love are not the same, you just like, so you have a choice, and I leave no room, in the face of uninhibited love, I am very pure, and very persistent, you can't do this." ”
The reason for his breakup is caused by An Linyou's concept of love, he is more innocent about this kind of love that is not accepted by the world, just like the name of the bar, Abandon, he has the courage to face the eyes of the world, but the other party does not.
After the breakup, the other party became a frequent customer of Abandon, the car was not taken back by the other party, the two of them took a step back, from a couple to a close friend, An Linyou knew what the other party wanted, a loyal but hidden love, which is very satisfying, after all, the other party is handsome and golden.
The car did not start, and An Linyou, who was about to wear a seat belt, only found out that there were two strangers sitting in the back seat.
"What is your relationship with him? Why look for him? ”
Maybe it was because of seeing Yi Seventeen, An Linyou quickly calmed down, and when Yi Seventeen explained his intentions, An Linyou asked even more unhurriedly.
"Strangers. Because you want to look for him, you look for him. Li Qianchen's tone was very indifferent, he didn't like An Linyou's inexplicable familiarity.
An Linyou looked at Li Qianchen in the rearview mirror, such a strong hostility? Could it be that the two of them have a great relationship?
"I won't tell you anything about him if I can't explain what you're here for."
Yi XVII said: "It may be ridiculous to look for him to save him, but if you haven't seen him before, when you see him again, you will only see a corpse." ”
An Linyou was stunned for a moment, looked at Yi Seventeen in the rearview mirror in a daze, and asked, "Someone wants to harm him?" Who are you? The police? Detective? If not, call the police immediately. ”
"It's not the people who want to kill him, and the police can't save him."
Yi Seventeen's answer made An Linyou feel surprised, so much so that after the car had been running for a long time, his mood could not be calm.
Not people, what is that? Ghosts?
Yes!
It's a ghost!
"Although it's ridiculous, and I even think that you may not be normal, but for the sake of Zuo Feng's safety, I still have to ask, who are you? Exorcist? Taoist? Or is it the Anomalous? ”
The car was speeding rapidly, and An Linyou still couldn't accept what Yi Seventeen said.
"What is your identity compared to ours? You and Zuo Feng are not ordinary friends, right? Yi Seventeen asked rhetorically.
"I'm Zuo Feng's cousin, we are neighbors, you say you are strangers, that is to say, you don't know Zuo Feng, so where did you know that he is in danger?"
"Is Zuo Feng's girlfriend called Cheng Fei'er?"
An Linyou glanced at the rearview mirror, nodded and said, "They are college classmates, if it weren't for an accident, they would have gotten married this year." Do you know Cheng Fei'er? Did she let you come? ”
"She's dead." Li Qianchen said directly, staring at An Linyou in the rearview mirror and said, "The one who is critical to the left wind is Cheng Fei'er." ”
With a bang, the tires rubbed against the ground violently, and An Linyou slammed on the brakes, "She's dead?" How did he die? ”
Yi 17 said: "Car accident, don't you wonder why it hurts Zuofeng? ”
An Linyou put the steering wheel and said: "They originally loved each other very much, but Cheng Fei'er did something sorry for Zuo Feng, and Zuo Feng was infected with HIV, what reason does she have to hurt others?" ”
Does the left wind have HIV? Or was it contracted to him by Cheng Fei'er?
Yi Seventeen and Li Qianchen glanced at each other, they didn't know the inside story. Even if he learned that Cheng Fei'er had turned into a ghost, it was also a coincidence.
"Cheng Fei'er was wearing a wedding dress before she died, and she still loved Zuo Feng, this may be its obsession, but listen to what you mean, Zuo Feng should hate Cheng Fei'er very much now."
"Shouldn't you hate? Do you know what HIV means? She ruined Zuo Feng's life. ”
I don't know what to say at one time, love and life can't be compared, and I can't say which is more important.
Li Qianchen said: "How do you know that Cheng Fei'er didn't die because of him? ”
"What do you mean by that?" An Linyou was annoyed in his heart and said unhappily.
"Cheng Fei'er's death was an accident, and it wasn't. Its death is directly related to Zuo Feng, whether it is love or hate, everything between life and death should be empty, but Cheng Fei'er is too obsessed, which shows the depth of its love, Zuo Feng can continue to hate, he can not forgive, and no one asks him to forgive, but if he has been obsessed with hate, he will only harm himself in the end. ”
At this point, silence returned to the car, An Linyou stepped on the accelerator to the end, and the streets were empty at midnight, and the Maserati rushed like a red lightning bolt, leaving only the roar that gradually faded away.
An Linyou and Zuo Feng are cousins, their mother is a sister, and Zuo Feng didn't tell anyone about the illness except An Linyou.
It wasn't until they entered the elevator that An Linyou informed them that Zuo Feng was not living alone now.
After pressing the doorbell, the person who opened the door was a teenager of about eighteen or nineteen, one meter seven or eight, wearing a green plush dinosaur pajamas, and holding a remote control for the TV in his hand.
The boy's face is still a little immature, and the hairstyle of the pot lid is even more cute and well-behaved with such pajamas, but his face looks a little pale, his lips are almost bloodless, his eyes are very beautiful, double eyelids, but there is a sense of tiredness and exhaustion that cannot be concealed.