CHAPTER XXXI
I went to the resort a few times with my mother and Zhang Jia'an, when I was still a junior high school student, and although I didn't go to high school again, I still have a deep impression of that place.
This was the first time I drove there, and the route was a little vague, but I remember the general direction, and I finally found a small river that I remembered the most after getting off the highway.
The river is not wide, but it is very long, and there is a small bridge that connects the other side of the world, and after crossing the bridge, it is almost to the villa.
I cautiously drove on the bridge, in fact, the load bearing of the bridge is not a problem, this bridge is not small, but I am a little afraid of water, if this is a swimming pool, I can go down with a fierce son to swim three or five laps, but this is a river.
The main thing is that the bridge is close to the water, and the river can even overflow the bridge when it rains heavily, and I always feel that the bridge is floating on the water, so I am quite scared.
Ying Ying saw my nervousness, this time she grabbed my hand tightly, this is to comfort me, I got strength from Ying Ying, so I kicked the accelerator and rushed over.
After crossing the bridge and walking for four or five minutes, I finally arrived at my destination and looked at the time of ten o'clock. After getting off the bus, I took the snacks and drinks purchased from the supermarket in one hand and Yingying's hand in the other, and came to a hotel where I had stayed before.
Yingying suddenly stood up before arriving at the hotel, she looked at me and asked why she came to the hotel, I said that it was just a temporary rest, and I would be very tired when I went to climb the mountain for a while, and I had to have a place to rest after eating at noon.
Ying Ying looked at me and asked, "It's really all", I immediately raised my hand and swore "It's really just that", Ying Ying was relieved.
I asked for a room at the front desk, and when I entered the room, I put down the snacks and drinks, and then a hungry tiger pounced on Yingying, and Yingying was caught off guard and was caught off guard by me and threw herself on the bed, I thought to myself that I would scare you today, so I smiled and said, "Here the emperor is far away, and I will correct you on the spot today."
Ying Ying laughed after hearing this, I didn't know what to do when I saw her smile, this is not the reaction I wanted, I asked her what she was laughing at, Ying Ying said, "Official, why are you men so anxious"
When I heard this, I felt an inexplicable sadness in my heart, and a sour feeling arose.
I sat up immediately, Ying Ying saw that I didn't look right, she immediately sat up, she asked me what was wrong, I didn't even want to talk to her at this moment, Ying Ying felt my anger.
She said that she said that on purpose, she knew that I was scaring her, so she also wanted to tease me, I looked at her, she looked a little nervous, I hugged her, I said I knew she was deliberately playing tricks on me, but I still felt very uncomfortable after hearing it, my love is selfish, I can't bear her to joke with other men.
Ying Ying nodded heavily, she said never again, I let go of her, I said I can't imagine other men possessing her, then I will die.
Ying Ying looked at me and said that her life only belongs to me, I nodded, Ying Ying saw that I was better, so she pulled me and said that I was going to climb the mountain now, I said okay, take the room card and we went out.
With Yingying's company, I don't feel tired of climbing the mountain, the two of us talk and laugh to make others envious, Yingying is cheerful by my side, there is no doubt about this.
Ying Ying is maturing a little bit, but I am the opposite, I am becoming more and more possessive, I feel that I am no longer the original me, I am starting to be afraid, for no reason I am afraid that Ying Ying will leave me, even if she just makes a joke to me I will be angry, this is no longer the original me.
When I got to the top of the mountain, I pulled Ying Ying to sit in a small pavilion, and I told her that I seemed to have a mental problem now.
Ying Ying asked me something, and I told her that I now felt like I was on my way to becoming a psycho killer, and Ying Ying thought I was joking.
I'm serious about saying that I really feel right now that I'm likely to be a psychopathic killer in the future because I'm too possessive of her right now.
Ying Ying laughed after hearing this, she said that in fact, this is actually a sign of immature love, but she will make me mature.
I asked her if she wasn't scared? Ying Ying smiled and said that she was not afraid, and she was also very possessive of me, and I felt fluttering in my heart when I heard it.
I asked her if she would kill me if I had dinner with other girls, and Ying Ying nodded very seriously and said that she would kill me, and then she was committing suicide.
My head buzzed, Ying Ying looked at me stunned, and laughed, she said she would care, but she believed in me, she would try to make herself mature too.
Ying Ying also said that she would study psychology in the future, and she would have a good understanding of my psychology and solve problems for me.
I said that my only sorrow was that I loved her too much.
Ying Ying looked at me and said seriously, love is long-suffering, and kindness; Love is not envy, love is not boasting, it is not arrogant, it does not do anything shy, it does not seek its own good, it does not become quick to anger, it does not count the evils of men, it does not like unrighteousness, but it loves the truth; Bear all things, believe all things, hope all things, endure all things. Love never ends.
When I heard it, I felt that what she said was too grandiose.
I grinned and said that I could do everything except 'don't do anything shy'.
Ying Ying said that someone can do it all, I was very angry when I heard it, I said that it is impossible for anyone in this world to do it all.
Ying Ying looked at me and said that there was one person who really did it all, I asked her who it was, and she told me that the only person who did it was Jesus, and I heard that this was not a joke for me again.
I turned my head in disgust, and Ying Ying turned my head to look at me and said that her grandmother was a Christian, and she had been influenced by it since she was a child.
I asked her what she meant, and Ying Ying blushed but told me very seriously, "You can't have a relationship before marriage."
I felt like I had entered a game after listening to it, this was specially designed for me, I thought about it seriously, this topic was introduced by me first, and in the end, why was it led astray by Yingying?
I didn't know what to say, I thought about it for a while, I asked Ying Ying if she was afraid that I really couldn't help but have a relationship with her, Ying Ying shook her head, she said she believed that I wouldn't force her, but she also wanted me to know that she loved me, and she was willing to give me her body, but now is not the time, I hope I can understand.
I hugged her and said that I would wait, Yingying also hugged me tightly and said that she would guard me like a jade, and I couldn't help but kiss it fiercely after hearing it.
The lunch meal was super satisfying, because it was almost a little bit lower than I came down from the mountain, I thought that there were people selling things on the mountain, so I bought some snacks and ate some first, Yingying didn't let her, and she said that the lunch meal had to be taken seriously.
It was easy to go down the mountain, I was hungry with my chest and back, and I found a restaurant and had a big meal.
After eating and drinking, I wanted to lie down and rest for a while, but seeing Yingying sitting by the window and looking out in a daze, I thought that since we came, we would have fun, because we planned to return to Yongzhou at five o'clock in the afternoon, and if I rested, it would be difficult to get up from bed before five o'clock.
I asked Ying Ying if she was tired, Ying Ying shook her head, so I pulled her out of the room. I knew there was an artificial lake in this lodge where boats could be paddled.
When we came to the lake with Yingying, we looked at the shining lake, Yingying's little face showed excitement, and the light on the lake and Yingying's face formed the most beautiful scenery in the world.
Ying Ying pulled me into the boat, the two of us rowed the boat slowly, I stopped in the center of the lake, Ying Ying stared at me with big eyes and showed a questioning look, I said I wanted to take a picture with her here, Ying Ying readily agreed.
She took out her phone, the two of us snuggled together and took several photos, looking at Yingying fiddling with the photos in the phone, I gently hugged her and said that I was looking forward to our wedding photos.
Ying Ying blushed after hearing this and said, "Dream it, who wants to take wedding photos with you" I smiled and pressed my face tightly against her little head, smelling her hair is really intoxicating.
When we just got off the boat to leave, we found a few swans swimming from nowhere, Yingying took my hand and was very excited, Yingying told me that she has been very fond of swans since she was a child.
I asked her if it was because the meat was delicious? Ying Ying glared at me and said, because the swan symbolizes purity, and the love of the swan is the most sacred.
I was puzzled and asked her why she said this, and Yingying told me that the swan would only find one mate in her life, and if one of them unfortunately died, the other party would not eat, drink or sleep, and the swan would die for love.
I shook my head and didn't speak, Yingying saw me shaking my head and looked at me dissatisfied, saying that if a swan decides its mind, it will not change in its life, and it only has its lover in its heart, and it can no longer tolerate others.
I sighed and wanted to say something, but Yingying didn't give me a chance to continue, if two swans from different teams fall in love, they will choose to leave their team for love, they will snuggle up to each other, live a life that belongs only to the two of them, and accompany each other for life.
After Yingying finally finished speaking, I looked at her and said, this must be another legend, many things are fake, people make up some stories for some good in their hearts, this is actually to satisfy the small touch in their hearts.
Ying Ying interrupted me, looked at me dissatisfied, and said that even if it was fake, she had to believe that it was true.
After saying that, Yingying turned around and left, I felt a little inexplicable, so I chased after her and grabbed her, I didn't expect that the first small friction between me and Yingying was caused by a few swans.
When I pulled her body back to face me, I was surprised to find that there were tears in her eyes, and I panicked. I don't know why, is it because I said that the swan thing is fake? I apologize immediately.
I was serious about saying that I shouldn't have said those words, I wanted to believe that the swan thing was true, and before I could finish my words, Ying Ying suddenly threw herself into my arms.
I didn't know how to react for a moment, so I hugged her and didn't say anything.
After a moment of silence, Ying Ying whispered in my arms that her mother didn't come today because her father went to find her mother.
I don't know why, but I don't dare to ask.
Ying Ying calmed down and slowly talked about her troubles.
Her father and mother divorced when she was very young, she had never felt fatherly love, this time she thought that her father had changed his mind and was going back to her mother, but who knew that this time her father was suffering from liver cancer.
Her father knew that his life was short, so he found her mother and admitted his mistake, her mother was unwilling to forgive but had to forgive, this time her mother stayed at home to take good care of her father.
I asked her if her father had remarried, and Yingying said that it seemed to be getting married again.
I asked why he didn't let his current wife take care of him, and Ying Ying said that her father told his current wife after learning that he had cancer, but his current wife divorced him when she found out, and now he is desperate and has returned to her mother.
I felt the urge to curse when I heard it.
Ying Ying said that when she received a call from her mother, she didn't know what to do with the man.
She thought about it all night, and felt that she could accept this father who had never given her father's love, but when she thought that her mother had raised her alone and had struggled to raise her, and that her father had never shown up to give any help, she would not want to forgive.
And when she thought that her father was now terminally ill and homeless, she didn't even feel a little uncomfortable.
When she knew that her mother was going to take care of her father at home, she felt unworthy for her mother, because she knew best what her mother was suffering.
I hugged her tightly, I didn't know how to comfort her, I just hugged her tightly.
Ying Ying was sobbing softly in my arms, and suddenly she raised her head, looked at me and asked why the couple divorced? Why can't men start from the beginning?
After saying that, she bit down my shoulder, and a heart-piercing pain rushed straight to my head, and I gritted my teeth and insisted on not making a sound.
I can bear the pain in my body, but the pain in my heart is difficult to eliminate, thinking of the sadness in Yingying's heart at this time, I really want to beat that man.
At the same time, I also thought of Zhang Jia'an, in my heart he is also a scumbag, because of his cheating divorce made me have no mother, thinking of this, I also have a sense of disappointment in men.
Ying Ying raised her head, she looked at the circle of tooth marks on my shoulder, gently stroked it and said sorry.
I said it's okay, just let me bite back.
Ying Ying slapped me and said, let you kiss it, it's even, I immediately kissed it fiercely after hearing it. I silently made a vow in my heart that I would never disappoint He Yingying in this life.