Aunt Huo is a very capable woman, she does things neatly and never drags mud and water, and after a while, she has completed all the procedures that Yingying's father should handle.

Aunt Huo's family used to be in Yongzhou, but I don't know why she married in other places, Aunt Huo said that she would wait in Yongzhou for three days, and then cremated Yingying's father and put the ashes in Yongzhou, and she said to Yingying that she would put the ashes in Yongzhou when she was gone, because this was her home.

Ying Ying listened and got into Aunt Huo's arms and shook her head and said that she would always be healthy, Aunt Huo didn't avoid me when she said this, I don't know why she said these words.

Aunt Huo was going to stay in Yongzhou for three days, I thought she would have a lot of things to deal with, such as mourning or something, but no, I asked Yingying privately, Yingying said that there was no one in her hometown, so there was nothing to do.

Yingying's father was placed in the morgue, and her mother found a hotel outside the hospital to stay, I wanted to take them around, but Aunt Huo didn't want to go out, she only said that I could take Yingying to relax.

Thinking that Zhang Jia'an was also in this hospital, I was all here, and it was really unreasonable not to go to see him, so I asked Ying Ying to accompany Aunt Huo first, and I went to see Zhang Jia'an, and when I left, I smiled and waved goodbye to Ying Ying and Aunt Huo.

Aunt Huo looked at me waving goodbye and stopped me suddenly, I didn't know if there was something wrong with her, so she stopped, she looked at me in a daze and didn't say anything, and then looked me up and down carefully, and whispered softly, "It's very similar when you laugh, you can't see it when you don't laugh."

Me: "Huh? I don't know what she's talking about.

Aunt Huo raised her head and looked into my eyes, she asked me to smile at her, I couldn't react, I didn't know what she meant, Aunt Huo let go of her voice and said loudly, "Hurry up and laugh" I felt a little embarrassed, Yingying came over and looked at Aunt Huo and asked what was wrong.

Aunt Huo didn't look at her and just stared at me, no way I grinned and just squeezed out a little smile, Aunt Huo suddenly grabbed my hand and asked my parents' names, I didn't want to open my mouth and say that my mother died, and my father's name is Zhang Jia'an.

Aunt Huo immediately sat down on the sofa behind her after hearing it, I don't know why, Ying Ying looked at me in a daze, I looked at Aunt Huo and wanted to ask her if she knew my parents, Aunt Huo waved at me and asked me to go out, I glanced at Ying Ying, didn't ask my question, I slowly retreated, Ying Ying walked to the door and wanted to send me, but was called back by Aunt Huo.

Walking on the way to Zhang Jia'an's ward, my mind was in a mess, thinking of Aunt Huo's eyes looking at me, I couldn't help but feel a little uneasy, finally she didn't object to me and Yingying, don't make any trouble.

I don't have anything to say to Zhang Jia'an, I sit in front of his hospital bed and play with my mobile phone, I really don't know what to do, I feel a little difficult, but it's too unreasonable to leave as soon as I come.

Zhang Jia'an was already able to walk around in a wheelchair, I put down my phone and asked him if he wanted me to push him around, Zhang Jia'an refused, he looked at me and said I didn't have to force me to stay, just leave if you want.

I felt a little guilty after hearing this, pushed the wheelchair, I helped him to stand up slowly, and then helped him to sit in the wheelchair, Zhang Jiaan was very cooperative.

I pushed him outside, a breeze blew, and it was comfortable, how long had it been since I had been alone with my father like this? It's been more than a year and seven months.

I quietly pushed him around, he sat quietly, we didn't speak, for a moment I had a sad feeling gushing out of my heart and straight to my brain, I had an urge to cry, my father is really old, he is not yet fifty years old, but his hair has turned gray, although it is not much, but this is an omen, and it is irreversible.

Walking under a tree, I asked him if he wanted to take a break here, he nodded, I leaned against the tree and wanted to smoke, Zhang Jia'an stopped me, he said this is a hospital, I quickly put the cigarette back.

Zhang Jia'an said that he was ashamed of my mother in this life, and when I heard this, I hurriedly stopped him from talking anymore, I didn't want to hear it.

The atmosphere froze again, I don't know if he will be very uncomfortable with his words back, I only know that I will be very uncomfortable listening to it, I still don't want to completely forgive him now, he knows this, but anyway, our relationship is a little better than before, and he knows this.

After being silent for a while, Zhang Jia'an said that my girlfriend is a good boy, and I felt a little comfortable hearing him say this, and I said that she was the best.

Zhang Jiaan turned his head to look at me and said, "It's not easy to be a good man, I'm not excusing me for anything, after all, I really did something wrong, I hope you can withstand the temptation from the outside in the future."

I felt uncomfortable when I heard this come out of his mouth, I wanted to go back, not everyone can't resist the temptation like him, but I held back, I thought of what Ying Ying said to me, she asked me to forgive this man, and this morning she said that she really hoped that she could restore the relationship with her father earlier, because it was really the day of loss, regret was really useless, and that feeling of powerlessness was simply indescribable, so Ying Ying hoped that Zhang Jia'an and I could reconcile.

I looked at Zhang Jia'an and said, I won't like others, this is a promise I made to myself.

Zhang Jia'an looked at me and said, "You are luckier than me, because of me, you were hurt, but it is like this, so I believe that you will only cherish your marriage more when you have children in the future, and will not follow my old path, and your future children will definitely have a good relationship with you."

After listening to this, my heart was sour again, is my relationship with Zhang Jia'an really not going back to the past? Besides, I'll try to see him as much as I can when I get married in the future.

It was almost five o'clock when I left the hospital, I called Yingying, I wanted to go to see her, and then go out to have a meal with them, because Yingying's father left today, I couldn't give her a birthday, and it was okay to have a meal together.

The phone rang for a long time before it was picked up, and it was Yingying's crying sound in my ears, I thought she was still sad about her father's departure, who knew that she said that she couldn't be with me anymore, she was going to break up with me, and I was struck by lightning when I heard this.

I hurriedly asked her what was wrong, and she cried and said sorry and hung up.

I stood there at a loss, and for a moment I felt like it was dark, as if it was covered by a black cloth, and my world was sinking.

After thinking for a few seconds, I rushed towards the hotel. No, I must find Ying Ying and ask what happened, I believe Ying Ying can't say that she wants to break up with me for no reason.

When I got to the door, I tried to calm down my rapid breathing and mood, raised my hand and knocked on the door, no one responded, and then knocked, still no one, I took out my mobile phone to call, Yingying picked up, I asked her where she was, why didn't she open the door, Yingying told me that they had left the hotel, I asked her if I did something wrong, Yingying cried again, she cried very painfully, my heart was very messy, I said I wanted to see her, Yingying refused, she said she had no father, she didn't want to have a mother, and then the phone was hung up again.

I'm confused, what the hell is going on? Why is there no mother? Will I be my girlfriend without a mother? Puzzled and confused my brain, I called her again and said that the phone was turned off, I didn't know what to do, and I drove home and fell asleep.

It was already past 10 o'clock the next day when I woke up, and it was more than 6 o'clock the day before to 10 o'clock today, how did I do it? I thought I wouldn't be able to sleep, but it broke the record.

I called Xiaomi, Xiaomi said that Yingying didn't go back to school for two days, she called Yingying yesterday is turned off, I repeatedly asked her Yingying to go back to school must call me to inform me, Xiaomi asked me what happened to Yingying, I said she was going to break up with me, Xiaomi listened to the scolding of me after listening to the head and face, I listened quietly, and finally she asked me if I was bullying Yingying, I said no, Xiaomi said let me wait, she tried to contact Yingying again, let me wait for the notice.

In the midst of the torment, I smoked one cigarette after another, and I was dizzy and nauseous, I was restless at home, and Xiaomi's phone call never came.

Yingying is really avoiding me, my heart is like a knife, I ran into Zhang Jia'an's former study, I put his treasured good wine there, picked up a bottle and opened it on the spot, and drank it on the bottle, good wine is good wine, swallowing softly without choking.

I poured it violently, cool, today I have a drunk party, MD, without Yingying, I would rather be drunk and unconscious every day, a bottle of wine was almost finished by me, I felt the ceiling was shaking, I wanted to walk back to my room to lie down for a while, but the ground seemed to be shaking, I felt that the world was spinning, an unstable, I fell to the ground, a moment of confusion I seemed to see Yingying with tears in front of me, she kept retreating, farther and farther away, farther and farther away...

When I woke up from the coma, I was lying on the floor, my face felt sticky, I supported my body with my hands and tried to sit up, I held on to the small sofa next to me I trembled and straightened up, and looked back to find vomit on the ground, most of it was liquid, because I hadn't eaten, so my stomach was empty, and the right side of my face was just soaking on the pile of vomit.

Suddenly I felt like throwing up again, I thought about washing it quickly, and when I stood up, I felt very weak, really a bit like the weakness of a serious illness.

I slowly walked into the bathroom, took off my clothes and took a hot shower, and I felt a little alive when the hot water hit my body. After taking a shower, I cleaned the study well, and my body didn't dare to stop to rest, although it was very uncomfortable, especially in my stomach, but I knew that as soon as I stopped, the discomfort in my heart would be overwhelming.

I dared to put down the rag in my hand and sit down, and Xiao Fu asked me to turn on the game and play the game, I refused, I told him about the two days, and Xiao Fu was silent for a while after listening and said Come to me now, I said I want to be alone quietly, and Xiao Fu said that he is in Yongzhou, if there is anything to help, as long as you call him, he will arrive as soon as possible, hang up the phone I have a little comfort in my heart, fortunately I still have a good friend.

I wiped every piece of furniture I could wipe until I wiped all the furniture at home, put down the rag and I wanted to find something to do, and suddenly I thought that Yingying's father was still in the morgue of the hospital, and Aunt Huo would definitely appear in the hospital tomorrow, thinking of this, I immediately rushed out of the house. I'm going to be in the hospital, and I'm going to see Yingying.

When I arrived at the hospital, I sat in an open space next to the morgue and waited patiently, I won't go anywhere until Aunt Huo appears tomorrow, I don't want to miss even a minute, because it is possible that Aunt Huo will leave with Yingying's father when I come back from dinner.

After I stopped, my stomach began to growl, my stomach was uncomfortable, and my body began to feel very tired, but I was able to hold on, and many people noticed me in the evening, although it was very remote, but there would still be people passing by, and I didn't think about anything, just looked at the other side of the road.

It's past eleven o'clock at night, my stomach is really unbearable, Aunt Huo will definitely not come here at this time, she should come early tomorrow morning, but I really can't move at this time, my body is very weak, I really need to eat something at this time.

I felt tired from sitting, I lay down slowly, I felt a little cold, the September day should be cool, not cold, but I was cold, and it was getting colder, I tried to put the back of my hand on my forehead, it felt a little hot, or my hand was too cold.

Dizzy and dizzy, it seems that I have sleepiness, I want to struggle, but my stomach is uncomfortable, maybe it won't be uncomfortable when I fall asleep, Aunt Huo, you must not come, thinking about me falling asleep.