CHAPTER XLVII

1

In the summer of 2018, I quit my job in Yunnan and returned to Yongzhou, where I don't smoke a cigarette anymore but I can't stop drinking.

Wine is a friend, wine is a brother, because only wine and friends are the longer the better, wine and friends can withstand the tempering of time, the longer the wine tastes better, the longer the brother's time, the more iron the relationship, and the most enjoyable to drink with friends.

I thought that life would go on like this, but one day suddenly someone added me to WeChat, she called herself Ms. H, I asked her real name, she sent a smiling expression and was unwilling to tell me.

I think this should be an idler who has time, I have nothing to say with her, we have endless words, I am very willing to talk to her, interesting things that happen to friends around me, and a person's troubles, I will tell her without reservation.

2

If only this year was really the end of the world. It's better tomorrow.

Ms. H said: "Comrade Xiao Ming, don't be negative."

I said, "I'm not negative, I'm actively waiting for the end of the world."

Ms. H said, "It's a miracle that people live in this world."

I believe this, just like Shao Qiu's daughter, who can play soy sauce now, it's really amazing, she was so young before.

He Xiaofu's son is so young now, and he will learn to run in a short time, how amazing.

It's really unimaginable, because how can it be so small and get bigger little by little?

What forces are secretly changing? From ignorant to sensible, from simple to complex, from small to adult, the process in between is simply a miracle.

Ms. H said, "You're a miracle too."

I am even more convinced of this, because I have my own mind, and I often wonder why I am not someone else.

Why am I??

I'm especially prone to the question of who I am in the toilet.

Sometimes you wonder why a stone is a stone and how is it a stone.

Ms. H said: "It's not good for you to think deeply about these questions."

I asked why it was bad?

Ms. H said, "Because you are a person who loves to drill the horns, these questions are not for you to think about".

I said: My current work is not going well, when I was in Yunnan in the past, the leaders there were very blue-eyed to me, and always praised me at the conference, but now the leaders here shake their heads when they see me, they don't do a good job, and they always look like they have nothing to do, which has always disappointed him. It's boring to get home, and it's hard for me to pass the time alone.

Ms. H said: Everyone has this period. this

The words worked for me and made me know that this period was a stage that I had to go through.

Hey~~ I'm looking forward to a comet hitting the earth...

3

I met Murong Xiaomi at work, so I knew that Ms. H was Yingying, which was a big secret.

4

Ms. H said: Comrade Xiao Ming is very good and deserves to be happy.

As a great person who has studied psychology (Ms. H herself said), Ms. H said: "You are just unwilling".

I'm coping with it.

Ms. H said, "If it were someone else, I would charge 200 yuan an hour, but you are here to deal with me."

I said, "I see, I deserve to be a great person who has studied psychology." Even I know how sincerely I cope.

I said, "I'm not counseling, I'm talking to old friends."

Ms. H said, "Don't you even ask about my current situation when you contact an old friend"??

I said: I didn't have time to ask, and then quickly added: "It's been a good time lately."

Ms. H said, "Deal with me again, the best time I've ever had was when I first met you."

My heart trembled, and I almost couldn't hold it anymore, so I wanted to say that we should get married.

But luckily I didn't say it, because Ms. H said, "I know you're brittle now, and it's as easy to get your hands on as a lamb to the slaughter"...

Regarding Ms. H, I really feel sorry for her, it's been a long time and I don't have contact information.

I don't know if it's an accident this time, but (definitely not accidental) makes us connect again.

What I didn't expect was that in the eight years since I left Yongzhou, she really studied psychology, or majored in psychology.

She used to tell me that she was going to study psychology in the future in order to study my psychology. Now she says she studied psychology to find a wishful man.

I don't know if she's lying to me, because she's been lying to me lately.

Ms. H said, "If you have a burden in your heart, come to me, I will give you treatment without charge."

I said: That's not good, I want to charge, you think, I have nothing to say about the things that make me unhappy to tell you, make you happy, I'm not wronged...

Ms. H said again, "Then I'll give you money."

I said, "Then I earn your money, and you don't have good intentions towards me, doesn't this make it clear that you want to support me?"

Ms. H said, "Just your bear... But I just want to take care of you, let me not let you"??

I said, "Haha, my kids are three years old."

Ms. H said, "Then I'll let him call me Grandma."

I'm laughing insolently here. Suddenly, I felt very inexplicably that Ms. H had suffered.

Ms. H said, "I'm getting married eleven and I'm not going to tell you."

After hearing this, my heart tightened, but I quickly calmed down.

I said, "Oh, I'm not going to go."

Ms. H sent me an angry look.

I replied with a GI emoji, and I don't know what it meant.

It's just that among all the expressions, I saw this expression at a glance, and I thought it was very good to have this expression in a cigarette.

"There's an underlying reason why everyone likes something," says Ms H.

I said, "I don't understand."

Ms. H said, "I know you don't understand"

Ms. H said, "You should get married."

I said, "My child is really three years old,

Ms. H said, "You picked it up."

I said: I really have a three-year-old child in my heart.

Ms. H said, "You mean yourself."

I nodded vigorously while mmmmmmmmm

Ms. H said, "Where are you nodding nod"??

I instantly got goosebumps,

Ms. H said again, "If I'm right, will you get goosebumps"??

。。。 I said: The whole earth is covered with goosebumps.

Ms. H replied: "Hehe"

I asked her, "Is it squinting and smiling with your left hand over your mouth?"

Ms. H said, "Ah~~ It's really going to get goosebumps"!

I laughed uncontrollably.

I think Ms. H must have been smiling over there.

5

I want to be a rock

It's right under a tree

I want to be with a tree for the rest of my life

I am very content to meet you and me in the best time of my life, I have had you and you have been beautiful, you have been all, and there has been beauty and you have been beautiful.