Chapter 39 is the end and the beginning

"Now it's time to say goodbye, just as the wind has stopped and gone again. Like a shadow, promising never to come back, for the love that has always been hidden, for the little grass that kisses my tired ankles, and for the little steps that follow behind me, it's time to say goodbye. - The movie "Poetry"

Beauty and pain coexist, like a symbiotic light and darkness. At the end of the movie, the protagonist Yang Meizi came to the bridge where the victim girl jumped into the river after sending her grandson to prison, and jumped bravely, with light and darkness.

"It's really as beautiful and unforgettable as a poem, and it deserves to be the work of Li Qiche's predecessors." Pani, who watched the whole movie, couldn't help but sigh.

After leaving the cinema, Jiang Han accompanied Wei Ni on the cold street.

"Yes, if Yang Meizi didn't have a poetic expectation of life, and didn't choose the light in the end but connived, then it would have a completely different ending."

Although "Poem" is a story about misfortune, it still makes Jiang Han feel a different kind of beauty in life.

"It's late, I'll send you back! I'm not at ease with you alone. ”

An electronic screen hung on a high-rise building chimes the time at 00:00. Jiang Han and Pani looked at each other, each having something to say but couldn't say it.

"That...... I have something to say to you! Pani clenched his fists and closed his eyes as if he had plucked up a lot of courage.

Jiang Han, who was walking in front, gradually stopped, and the smile on his face also subsided.

"What?"

"I ...... I"

Axi, Huang Meiying, what are you doing?

Pani wanted to say to Jiang Han: 'I like you' is true, but she thought about it carefully, afraid that once she started to export, this relationship would be destined to have no end.

"What?"

Jiang Han looked at Pani and wanted to reach out and touch her head. Parney subconsciously dodged a few steps back.

"Nothing, I...... I would like to say thank you for your attention. ”

Is there only gratitude?

Jiang Han retracted his hand, squeezing out a reluctant smile on his face. Why? Why do I always feel uncomfortable?

"Needless to say, thanks, right? Isn't it normal for relatives and deceased to help each other? ”

"It's just...... Deceased? ”

……

In the movie theater, Pani fell asleep quietly leaning on Jiang Han's shoulder. Jiang Han looked back at her, the corners of his mouth rising slightly.

I don't know what that ending should be like for you and me, but I just know that you and I should be the other way out now.

"If that's the future, I don't know how to deal with it."

Weird, right? Jiang Han was also very strange about himself, it felt like two different lives were intertwined with him.

"Ha~"

Pani stretched his waist and found that the movie had ended, and looked at Jiang Han with some incredulity.

"Ahh It's over? ”

"Well, it's over." Jiang Han nodded, who told Pani to sleep so hard alone, and slept on Jiang Han's shoulder for more than an hour.

"Don't look at it, I'll take you to see the fireworks."

Pani was a little embarrassed and said that he would accompany Jiang Han to watch a movie, but he fell asleep halfway. However, how did she feel as if she had experienced watching this movie with Jiang Han once.

The time came again at 00:00, and Jiang Han took Pani to a barbecue stall near the Han River.

“3——2——1!”

Bang! Bang!

Rounds of colorful colors composed of fireworks exploded in the sky, bright and gorgeous.

People from afar gather to enjoy the moment and laugh with each other.

"Looks beautiful, doesn't it? Thanks to a celebratory message I saw on the Internet before, it happened to say that someone organized a fireworks show tonight. ”

"Thanks, this is the first time I've ever encountered this kind of thing in my life."

Pani was so touched that tears fell from the corners of his eyes as the fireworks soared into the air.

"How are you feeling right now? Isn't it much better? ”

"Well, that's good."

"By the way, it's all here! Shall I order a few barbecues for you and send you back? ”

Jiang Han looked around, and the boss of the barbecue stall was about to start the night shift, so his interest suddenly rose.

"Old man Xu, I'm here again!"

This barbecue stall was discovered by Jiang Han last month, probably because it is run by a Chinese, so Jiang Han has been taking care of this stall's business these days.

The stall owner's surname is Xu, his full name is Xu Yan, and he is about forty years old. According to his own account, he came to South Korea with his family more than 10 years ago, but at that time, due to improper supervision of his daughter, unfortunately his daughter was lost in South Korea.

Xu Yan has been living in guilt all these years, his wife complained about him and decided to divorce him, but Xu Yan never thought of giving up the decision to find his daughter.

During the day, he printed leaflets to look for people everywhere, set up stalls at night to subsidize his family, and rushed over without caring for food at the slightest news, and this life of no fixed place lasted for more than ten years.

Thanks to the mutual assistance of his compatriots who usually live in South Korea, he has been able to persist until now.

"Mr. Jiang, are you here again today?" Xu Yan, who had just packed up his things and was about to open for business, immediately asked respectfully when he saw Jiang Han.

"Well, I brought a friend with me this time, and I'm still the same. By the way, Pani, what do you order? ”

Jiang Han thought that Pani shouldn't know much about Huaxia barbecue, so he patiently introduced her to many types of skewers.

"Me? I can do it, just look at the dots. "Although Pani also likes to eat, he is not as good as Yuna and Suying.

"Alright, I'll give it to your teammates when I'm done eating."

"Xu Laoqi, 30 skewers of mutton, 20 skewers of grilled crispy bones, two skewers of grilled fish, 10 skewers of vegetarian dishes, um! Let's do it first, and remember to add two drinks. ”

Jiang Han ordered the order, and pulled Pani to the temporary table next to the stall and sat down.

Half an hour passed, Xu Yan handed the grilled barbecue to the table one after another, and the stall that was a little deserted before was full of many people.

"Wow, it smells so good!" Pani followed the fragrance and looked at the crystal clear deliciousness, and couldn't help but swallow.

"Tell you secretly, I actually think so too, haha!"

Jiang Han opened a cup of iced tea for Pani, as for why it was iced tea instead of beer, it was because he didn't want Pani to get too much alcohol, and then went back to the dormitory drunk.

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"Wow, that's full! I suspect I'll be chubby by you, and go on like this. Pani, who tasted the perfect delicacy, rubbed his bulging stomach and stared at Jiang Han with complaining eyes.

"Isn't that good? Look how skinny you are, it's healthy! ”

At this time, Xu Yan packed a few more barbecues in a carton and handed them over.

When checking out, Xu Yan insisted on giving Jiang Han a cheaper, but Jiang Han also appreciated his kindness and knew that it was not easy for him to live alone, so he still paid directly according to the original price.

"Boss Xu, others are very good." Pani and Jiang Han sat behind the taxi and looked at the direction of the stall for a long time.

"Well, that's good. If it weren't for that, his life might have a new ending, but how much life could come from if it could be repeated. ”

"What about it?" Pani was a little confused.

"He lost his daughter more than ten years ago, so people who feel guilty will cherish the beauty in front of them even more."