Chapter 258: Because I am poor, I dare not love
"Teacher Han, Sister Xiu, you ...... What is this for? Gao Guangbin looked at the Han Mingxiu sisters standing at the door of his house in a daze.
The two sisters, one of them pushing a bicycle, Han Mingxiu's back shelf, carrying two bags of bud rice particles, Han Mingcuier's rear shelf, carrying a bag of potatoes and a bag of sweet potatoes, both sisters are sweating profusely, and they don't know whether they are tired or hot.
Han Mingxiu wiped her sweat, Emma, she was tired!
The eldest sister is a stupid person who can't ride a bike, and she can only push it if she borrows a car from a colleague. She couldn't leave her and ride her bike by herself, so she had to push the bike with her. As a result, these hundreds of catties of grain were pushed from Sun Aotun to Zhang Lao Batun by the two sisters, and she almost died of exhaustion in the middle of the road.
Han Mingcui said: "Brother Gao, you helped us do the work for a month, and you helped us farm and build the wall, these things are what our sisters thank you." ”
Han Mingxiu's land and garden have been planted, not only the land and garden, Han Mingxiu felt that the wall of her house was too short, so she asked Gao Guangbin to help her build the wall higher, her wall is now more than a foot higher than before, and others can't peek into the house from outside the wall of their house.
Unless you climb the wall and set up a ladder!
Gao Guangbin said: "But, I'll help you work, won't you also provide food for our grandfather?" In the past month, we have both eaten at your house at noon and night, and we have meat for every meal, which is enough, and you don't need you to give me anything else. ”
Han Mingxiu said: "Eating is eating, just eating can't express our gratitude to you, you helped us do that old work, how can we eat a few meals?" If you don't take it, we will be embarrassed to work with you next time. ”
Gao Guangbin frowned and said, "Sister Xiu, Brother Gao knows that you have a good heart, and I also know that you pity Brother Gao for being poor, but Brother Gao is a man anyway, why are you embarrassed to let you two women's families help me, if you do this again, Big Brother will be embarrassed to appear in front of you again......"
Han Mingxiu was stunned.
What's going on? Why did you suddenly become so sensitive? Could it be that they came to bring him food and hurt people's self-esteem? Normal people are so happy when they see so many things sent, but Brother Gao not only can't see any joy, but he is a little unhappy from the bottom of his heart.
Alas! This man is really hard to fathom.
Han Mingcui was also a little overwhelmed by Gao Guangbin's words, and said with a red face: "Brother Gao, we don't mean anything else, we just want to express our gratitude to you, you have helped us do so much work, if we don't give you something, we won't be happy in our hearts, it's really ......."
Gao Guangbin closed his eyes and said seriously: "I don't want to accept your things, really, you saved my nephew's life, I haven't thanked you properly, why are you embarrassed to help you do some work and lick your face, and accept your things again and again?" ”
Han Mingxiu said: "Brother Gao, if it weren't for you, if it were someone else who worked for us, we would also give people food, why can't you accept it if you give it to you?" ”
Gao Guangbin glanced at Han Mingcui quickly, his face was a little red, but he didn't explain why, he opened the door and said in a muffled voice: "You guys come in first to drink saliva and rest, I'll borrow a cart in a while and help you push the grain back, don't do this in the future, I won't have the face to see you again......"
How did the two sisters know that Gao Guangbin had extremely low self-esteem at this time!
As a man, he should have sent her food, money and things, but now he reversed himself and asked her to come over to deliver food to himself, and he was so tired and sweating profusely that his heart really couldn't go.
The moment he opened the door and saw her just now, his heart was very happy and moved, but it was undeniable that it was ...... It's sad too.
Seeing his sweetheart seem to fall from the sky and appear at the gate of his house, his heart is really pounding. But at the same time, I feel depressed and lost about my own poverty and incompetence.
Because of poverty, he didn't even have self-confidence, and he was embarrassed to confess to her.
If only he could have lived a little better, without these famines, he would have been able to push a cart of grain to her house with his waist straight, look at her surprised smile, and listen to her say softly: "Thank you, Brother Gao......"
However, the reality is so fucked up that it has smashed his self-esteem and self-confidence to pieces, and even crushed them to slag......
Han Mingxiu and Han Mingcui glanced at each other, and they didn't know what happened to Brother Gao today, why did he suddenly become so sensitive. But seeing his serious and unyielding expression, he had to push the cart into the gate.
The house is quiet, Gao Guangbin's father is sick and sleeping in bed. Gao Guangbin's grandmother went to release geese for the production team and has not come back yet. Niuniu went with her grandmother, and she had to wait until her grandmother finished releasing the geese and then came back together.
So, no one came out to talk to them or anything.
Gao Guangbin walked into the kitchen and poured a bowl of water for each of them - because there were no cups, their family drank water from rice bowls.
After pouring water for them, Gao Guangbin asked them to sit first, and he went to the production team to borrow a cart.
As soon as the people left, Han Mingxiu whispered: "Sister, didn't you notice that Brother Gao was a little wrong today, not only was he not happy to see the two of us coming to deliver things, but he seemed to be very lost, what is wrong?" ”
Han Mingcui shook his head blankly: "Yes, I can see it too, I don't know what happened to him?" If I had known this, we wouldn't have come here. ”
Han Mingxiu shrugged his shoulders: "Let it be a courtesy, we can be considered dedicated to him, if he insists on refusing our food for that little vanity, then he deserves to starve and be poor." ”
"Shh......h Don't say that, Uncle Gao is still asleep inside. Han Mingcui'er stopped in a low voice.
"Just listen, listen, it's better to pass on his ears to make me happy, hmph, I don't know what to do, it's so tiring for me to suffer so much......" Because he was rejected, Han Mingxiu was also full of resentment, and it was not good to say angry words.
Han Mingcui was afraid that she would say something else unpleasant, and the uncle in the house heard it, so he hurriedly diverted the conversation...
After a while, Gao Guangbin borrowed the cart, and he moved the two bags of bud rice grains, a bag of potatoes, and a bag of sweet potatoes to the cart to send them back.
Han Mingxiu looked at his stubborn look, and was also a little angry, so he said: "Since you can pull so many things, why don't you help my eldest sister pull the bicycle back, she doesn't know how to ride, I accompanied her to push these grains on a bicycle, if you can help her pull the bicycle, I can ride a bicycle to carry her back." ”
"You ...... Coming? ”
Gao Guangbin glanced at Han Mingcui, whose hair was still wet, with a complicated look.
"Or else?"
Han Mingxiu said: "My eldest sister doesn't know how to ride, and if you don't take the food you at home, we have to push it for you!" ”
Gao Guangbin opened his mouth and moved his throat twice: "Teacher Han, show girl, ...... in the future" I'm going to do my best to help you work, and I don't want anything from you......"
"That's for later, let's talk about it. Big sister, let's go. Han Mingxiu was very angry about Gao Guangbin's ignorance, and never gave him a good face, so he pulled Han Mingcui away after leaving this sentence.
Gao Guangbin looked at the back of the longing and thought, and recalled the implication of what Han Mingxiu said just now, that is, if her family has a job in the future, she may not use him to help do it.
He crouched on the ground in distress and hugged his head......
Hey, what to do?
That night, Gao Guangbin was like an old scalper, pulling the car to bring back the food that Han Mingxiu's sisters sent him, from beginning to end, his mood was very low, and Han Mingxiu even smelled sadness on him.
What's going on?
It's so big, why are you still in a mood?
Han Mingxiu was puzzled, Han Mingcui was also a monk who was the second brother-in-law, and neither of the two sisters knew what happened to the honest and honest big brother at this time, why did he become so sad and depressed......