The turtle came to the bedside and looked at Kari quietly. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo

Kari didn't close his eyes, but it seemed like his gaze wasn't in focus.

[What are you thinking?]

The turtle sat down on the edge of the bed. It's actually very uncomfortable, and if you don't know where it's uncomfortable, then you're not a turtle. I wonder what it feels like when a turtle sits on a bed in a human-like sitting position, and the protruding pointed shell on the butt is pressed against the bed.

Kari blinked, his eyes fixed on the turtle, and he was silent for a moment. Then he smiled stiffly and said, "I'm thinking about the story you told me earlier." ”

"It's amazing, does such a great fish and bird really exist?" asked Kari. Although he was asking, his tone was low. There was no curiosity, or any questioning in it.

The turtle smiled indifferently, and it gently rubbed Kari's head.

[Silly boy! It's Kunpeng, how can you not remember the name, this is too rude. Of course existence is existence, I can guarantee that. It's just that greatness can't be called great...]

Kari looked dazed, the kind of existence that is so huge that it can be measured in thousands of miles, and the existence that can fly to the edge of the world when you spread your wings in anger, can't you call it great?

[Powerful does not equal greatness. The turtle narrowed his eyes, looked at Kari and suddenly said, "If this is strong and great, if you kill your brother today, kill Paris, kill me. You're so strong... Is it great?]

Kari's soul shook violently.

He sat up and looked at the turtle in disbelief.

Why do you say such a thing!

Astringent voice: "No.. No, it won't.. That kind of thing doesn't happen. ”

[Yes, you know. In fact, just one bit, you've done it. The turtle looked at him and said cruelly.

Kari bit his lip so hard that he didn't even notice the blood bursting out.

[Then, you will regret it, very, very much regret. After that, pain and despair will drown you entirely. The world will be so ugly in your eyes! You become a demon. The turtle held Kari in his arms, and his paws shimmered with a faint blue glow and caressed Kari's back. soothed his spirit with that coolness. [And the demon is not great at all. Demons are pitiful and pathetic. 】

Cary was in the tortoise's arms, muffling his sobs. Those, hidden in the psyche, were pretended to be things that never existed, and were cruelly turned out.

Pain, despair ....

[I'm sorry, forgive me for telling you such cruel facts.] The turtle whispered. But believe me that I have to, there is a very strong force within you, and you will have to face it sooner or later. 】

"What should I do?" Kari looked at the turtle, he was really confused, he really didn't know what to do. "I don't want that evil force, tell me, how do I get rid of it!"

Didn't I tell you that choking on food is a stupid thing. The turtle said.

"But... But..."Karry's terrier snorted even harder.

[There is no such thing as good or evil in power. It belongs to you, is a part of you, and you have no reason to be hostile to it. The turtle said lightly.

"So what do I do?" asked Kari.

[I don't know, it's up to you to decide.] The turtle thought for a moment, took a handkerchief from the turtle shell and handed it to him. He decided that it should be taken one step at a time, and in order to lighten the mood, it decided to change the subject a little. [Don't cry at every turn, how to say, it's also a boy.] If you grow up, you'll be laughed at. 】

Kari sniffled, took the handkerchief and wiped the tears from his face. He tried to restrain his stalk, but couldn't. After trying hard for a long time to no avail, I cried out loud. "I... I can't do it!!"

[It's okay, it's okay. The self-defeating turtle hurriedly comforted.

"I can't really do it, I can't really figure out how to do it, I'm scared, I'm really scared. I don't know why I became like that, I don't want to be like that. But I don't know what to do, you tell me. Teach me. You teach me, I must do it desperately. Please, teach me!" Kari cried, grabbing the shell of the turtle's neck, shaking it violently and pleading.

【.....】The turtle that was shaken madly did not struggle in order to avoid irritating Kari, so he could only wait for him to calm down.

Kari, who had been venting for a while, finally let go of his hand, covered his face and buried it in his knees and whimpered.

[The only advice I can give you is: Before making any decisions, ask yourself if you will regret it after doing it.] The turtle exhaled deeply.

Kari looked up at the turtle blankly, "Is that all?"

That's all. Whether you want to do good or decide to do evil. Whether you choose to help others or choose to hurt others. It's all right, it's your freedom. No one has the right to stop you until you do these things. The turtle lowered its head and clasped the dirty things on its neck with its claws, I don't know if it was snot, or saliva, or tears... 】

Kari looked at the turtle in a daze, a little incomprehensible. "Is it okay for me to be a bad person?"

[Absolutely.] As long as you're happy, as long as you don't regret it, that's fine. The turtle replied as a matter of course.

At this point, Kari was completely stunned, staring at the turtle in a daze. He had always thought that Brother Turtle was the kind of being, kind and compassionate as if he were a holy priest. But now... I felt like I was wrong. Brother Turtle... It's special.

Why are you looking at me like that?] The turtle noticed Karry's gaze.

"I thought. I thought... Black... No, Brother Xiongba, he would want me to be a good person. Kalina looked at the turtle and said cautiously.

[Well, that's true. The turtle thought for a moment, then shrugged his shoulders and admitted, "This may be because I am not a person, and it is difficult for me to feel anything about people's concepts of good, bad, good and evil. 】

"What kind of person do you want me to be, Brother Turtle?" asked Kari wryly. He felt that the turtle was very affectionate, and he couldn't help but want to please him.

[You really don't have any wisdom at all.] The turtle flicked Kari in annoyance.

Kari clutched his head and looked at the turtle aggrievedly.

I hope you can be the kind of person who can decide who you are. 】

"Be the kind of person who can decide who you are..."Kari looked at the turtle blankly. I think this sentence is not tightly tongue-twisting, but also very brain-twisting.

[Anyway, that's fine.] Someday you'll understand....] The turtle patted Kari on the head and ended the conversation.

The turtle yawned tiredly, left Karry's side, and lay down on the table. Before retracting the shell entirely, he told Kari that I'm too tired now, and I need to rest for a while. If you have anything, feel free to come to me. 】

The turtle stretched out its claws and tapped it on the back. [If you knock on the door, I'll wake up.] Probably....】

Kari nodded.

The turtle-san retracted his shell and fell into a dream.

Kari went to the door and sat thoughtfully on the threshold as he watched in the direction of his brother's departure.

Do you want to be a person who can decide who you are?

Kari seemed to have something happy in mind.

The smiling face, still stained with tears, laughed.