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Especially for people who have a good nature, but have a dark experience, and see through people's human nature too early.

The goodness of nature and the experience of darkness will only create an infinitely tangled and distorted monster.

For a long time, Tam Kun felt this way. Doing good deeds, it is difficult to suppress the desire to tear the wicked apart in my heart.

After getting the ability, he tried his best to suppress the urge to use his magic to kill those traffickers and people who made disgusting laws every day.

It's the feeling, the monster feeling.

Love in the eyes of others is just a lie to cover up desires in his eyes.

Friendship in the eyes of others is just a relationship established by like-mindedness and the same interests in his eyes, and it is not as righteous as people say, how important friends are.

In the eyes of others, family affection is just a constraint that binds human beings. Let the responsible people suffer to atone for the sins of their families, and let the irresponsible scum still enjoy the useless emotions of all kinds of assistance.

Why?

He grabbed his hair, took a deep breath and tilted his head.

Why is it that every time I suddenly recall the darkness in my heart, and at the same time, deep down, the heart that longs for happiness is still ready to move?

How he wished that he was just a man who believed in sin, or that he was just a man who was simply happy.

Why did Heaven make him a man with a good nature but a dark experience?

This contradiction, this chaos, makes people feel like monsters, out of place with everything around them.

Do you know what is the most depressing thing?

It's just that he usually doesn't feel anything, but when he works hard for others, he will think of those gloom and wonder why he has to pay like this.

Although he is immortal, he has a huge amount of power. But even so, he still felt pain, and the feeling of watching the zombies get close up and tear off his own flesh and blood, that fear, was real.

That even made him wonder if he was really that powerful?

Or is it just that he thinks he is strong, when in fact it is just an illusion created by the subconscious to give him courage?

Infinite entanglement, so that he can't exert his strength at all. He didn't know whether to go all out, use his lightsaber to fight, to protect others.

Or should he huddle quietly in the corner, retain his strength, and be a coward who is low-key and will not attract enemies who are stronger than himself.

It had always been like this, and he thought he had changed.

But in fact, he is just that fool who is infinitely entangled and constantly confused under complex thoughts.

The Demon Knight had killed a bunch of Level 4 zombies, and then stood side by side, waiting for Tam Kun's next order.

Everything returned to calm, the door of the safe house opened, and Ma **** and Liu Tianyi walked out. They looked at Tam Kun, who was slumped on the ground, silent, not knowing what to think, a little worried, and a little afraid.

Looking at the warriors wearing dark gold plate armor, it is also unclear.

Maybe Tam Kun is an Ability, and his ability is to summon knights?

They thought so, but they weren't sure what they thought. Because of the tamping kun at this time, it really looks like something is wrong, and people dare not approach easily.

Tam Kun walked out of his complicated thoughts, looked up at the two of them, and tried to squeeze out a smile.

"I'm sorry, I just had an intermittent personality separation. ”

"Uh......", Ma **** was embarrassed for a moment and asked, "So you are a psychopath?"

Liu Tianyi hammered him and glared at him, but Ma **** didn't seem to know what was wrong. Obviously, he is the kind of guy who doesn't stick to small things and doesn't know how to speculate on people's hearts.

Tam Kun smiled: "It's not a neurosis. ”

......

On the other side.

Tam Kun's mother is still playing mahjong in the mahjong parlor.

She didn't care what was happening on the street outside. She may be scared, but she knows very well that it is safer to stay in the mahjong parlor at this time than to rush home.

Teddy Tintin was lying on his stomach at the door of the mahjong parlor, looking at the walking dead on the street outside, opening his mouth and making a cute sound.

Because of the relationship between the owner and the huge magic power, it can also be said to have benefited a lot. This gives it a certain level of intelligence and character, as well as self-confidence, although it doesn't need self-confidence to face those monsters.

However, with its intelligence, it is clearly much more confident.

From a jubilant funny stupid dog, to a well-behaved dog who is quiet most of the time, like observing humans.

And its duty is very simple, to protect Tam Kun's mother, who is now alive and well as a guardian beast.

The people in the mahjong hall were uneasy, and everyone who played mahjong seemed a little uncomfortable. After all, there is a large window that is transparent, and the zombies outside can see them, and they are at a loss.

Finally, a zombie noticed it.

On the street, several zombies gathered together and walked towards here. And looking in all directions, there are more than a dozen zombies approaching one after another.

Tintin got up and shook the fur off his body.

It stood outside the door, lowered itself and began to roar. The sound was not at all like a small teddy dog, but more like the sound of a wolf, which made everyone who heard it shudder.

The zombies are coming.

Teddy Tintin roared, and its size quickly enlarged.

His eyes turned blood-red, his claws looked like bear claws, and the yellow-brown hair on his body gradually turned golden.

After a while, a golden teddy like a giant bear stood in front of the mahjong parlor. Facing the zombie, it slapped it with one paw, and a zombie directly separated its head from its body, and flew to the side like mud.

More zombies attacked, and it still roared, and slapped it with one paw, slapping all the four or five zombies standing side by side.

Do you think the changed Teddy Ding Ding only has the same volume and strength as a bear?

Teddy Tintin will tell you right away what a real Teddy is.

It opened its mouth and roared, and fire swelled from its mouth.

Flames erupted suddenly, turning all the dozen or so zombies gathered into charred corpses and ashes.

It stood there, looking at its masterpiece, its form shrinking, returning to its original form, and then jumping with joy like a second ha.

The magic of tamping kun makes it powerful.

In view of the fact that Teddy Ding Ding is more than a year old, but he has never moved around with his master's legs, it can be understood that the Teddy of the Tamkun family is relatively pure. So I don't see zombies, so I want to rush up and stir it.