266. [266] I Will Hurt Him (Part 1)
But his hand was still firmly gripping hers, so that she could not break free.
His hand...... It's cold, even in the palm of his hand, there is a coolness, "Cancan, in fact, the person who is afraid should be me." His voice rang out again in the darkness.
Guan Cancan's struggling, the struggle of his wrist, couldn't help but stop.
"Every time I think I'm scared of this, you can tell me that it's not just that I'm scared. The gorgeous voice like silk bamboo, like velvet, gently teased her ears, "I don't know what to do to make you believe that this time, I won't make the same mistake as I did back then, and I don't know how to let you know that I love you, even if the encounter and entanglement between us is because of the sound starts, but what I love is your whole person, I don't know what it is, but everything about you makes me love, even if it is your hate, your hate, it will make me want to ...... At least this means that you still have me in your heart, and you will not be completely without a little bit of me. ”
His words, word by word, like whispers, kept pouring into her ears, making her heart ache a little.
In the darkness, she felt him slowly pull her hand in his direction, and then, with a slightly cool but soft touch, pressed against her palm.
It's his lip ......
He was kissing her palm, kissing carefully, as if with a kind of piety and concentration.
"Cancan, what should I do to let you know...... Sue me, what should I do...... If you say that you can only believe me with this life, then I can give you this life right away......"
His lips gently kissed each of her fingers, and the slightly cool lip flap made her fingers burn as if they were about to burn.
The hand, as if it had lost its strength, did not even have the strength to struggle. Her fingertips, her palms, were all stained with his breath, and his breath was still spreading......
Once, she thought that from now on, she would completely put him down, and she would not be in pain for him anymore. However, now his kisses and his words made her heart ache again.
It was as if something was constantly pounding on her heart, making her feel uncomfortable......
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When Jun Rongqi returned to the Jun family's villa, he saw his uncle, Jun Mofei sitting on the sofa in the living room, holding one of the toys that Jun Rongqi bought for Si Xiaoyu two days ago - a limited edition teddy bear.
Under the light, Jun Mofei seemed to be looking at the teddy bear carefully, with a vague smile on the corner of his mouth.
"Uncle, why did you come here all of a sudden?" Jun Rongqi stepped forward.
"As soon as I got off the plane, I heard my sister-in-law say that you may have found your life, so I thought about coming over and taking a look. Jun Mo said, the sister-in-law in his mouth was naturally referring to Jun Rongqi's mother Zhou Li.
"Then it's really a coincidence that you came here, uncle, I just sent her back. Jun Rongqi picked a seat on the sofa next to Jun Mofei and sat down.
Jun Mofei's fingers stroked the soft fur on the teddy bear's body, "This toy is also hers? ”
"Well, I had someone buy it for her. Jun Rongqi pouted and said, although Si Xiaoyu likes these toys very much, basically takes a nap, likes to sleep with a bunch of plush toys, and has nothing to do, likes to change clothes for dolls, comb hair or something, but for Jun Rongqi, he is very disdainful of these toys, and he really doesn't think these toys are any fun.
When he was a child, he also got rid of his interest in toys very early, and when other peers were still playing with toys, he was already receiving various training from the Jun family.
Zhou Li often sighed that her son didn't look like an ordinary child at all when he was a child, and he didn't let her be a mother at all, and he had too much sense of accomplishment.
"What kind of person is she?" Jun Mo asked nonchalantly.
"It's just a four-year-old girl. Jun Rongqi didn't seem to want to say more. Or maybe this is the instinct of the Jun family, an instinct for their own life to monopolize and hide, and they don't want others to know too much and covet their own life.
Even if that person is his uncle, even if the uncle may not be interested in her at all.
"Really?" Fortunately, Jun Mo didn't just smile faintly, but didn't want to ask any questions, but continued to play with the teddy bear in his hand, as if it was such an interesting toy.
After a while, Jun Mofei asked again, "Xiao Qi, are you sure that she is really your lifeline?"
Jun Rongqi was stunned, unconsciously lowered his head, and glanced at his heart. He didn't use the most direct way to determine it, because it wasn't yet time, it wasn't the day of the full moon, so he couldn't tell by the pain in his body.
All he could judge was that because of Si Xiaoyu, his heartbeat accelerated, and he couldn't help but want to be nice to her, and when he saw her crying, he would be helpless and would compromise with her.
This is an experience that he has never experienced in anyone else.
"If she wasn't my lifeline, then I can't imagine what would have surprised me even more when I met her. "Because of that little guy, he broke a lot of conventions, many more firsts.
He thought that he would never do this to someone who was not his life.
Jun Rongqi's words are also telling his uncle that Si Xiaoyu is his life.
Jun Mofei lowered his eyes slightly, and his handsome face was dyed with a complicated look, "Xiao Qi, your luck is good, at least much better than me, the Jun family found their life before the age of 15, I'm afraid that over the ages, it won't add up to more than 5."
Is it lucky? Jun Rongqi's face did not show a happy expression, because he knew that although he was lucky, he had found Si Xiaoyu now, but the uncle, the uncle was 32 years old this year, but he had not yet found his fate.
The pain that Uncle is suffering every month is far greater than the pain he bears every month.
Now every time the moon is full, Jun Rongqi already feels painful, and he can't even imagine what kind of pain he will be when he reaches the age of his uncle? Or will he not live to be 32 years old at all?!
"Uncle, maybe you will find your life soon. Jun Rongqi said, after all, finding the fate of this kind of thing is originally a matter of accidental probability, maybe the last moment, he was still in pain because he couldn't find the fate, but the next moment, the fate will appear in front of him without warning.
Just like himself, if he hadn't passed through that alley that day, and hadn't accidentally seen the news, then he wouldn't have discovered the little guy's existence, let alone now, convinced that she was his life.
But Jun Rongqi's comfort obviously had no effect. Jun Mofei smiled faintly, the corners of his lips seemed to be stained with some kind of self-deprecation and bitterness, "How many Jun family members have spent their lives unable to find their lives." Now that you have found your life, it is already very good. ”
Saying that, Jun Mofei stood up and put the teddy bear in his hand into Jun Rongqi's arms, "Xiao Qi, protect your own life, since you have found it, don't lose it lightly." If one day, you lose your life, I am afraid that it will be more painful than when you can't find it. ”
After all, the inherited codex of the Jun family is full of too much pain.
"Hmm. Jun Rongqi responded gently, and his phoenix eyes were half-tucked.
He wouldn't be so stupid, since he knew the importance of his life, then of course he would use all the methods to take his life into his hands.
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Guan Cancan didn't know when she fell asleep, when the morning sun shined through the curtains and on her eyes, she suddenly opened her eyes as if she was awakened, and then saw her daughter lying next to her, still asleep, so she breathed a sigh of relief, and her whole body softened again.
Great, Xiaoxiao is safe and sound!
Unexpectedly, her eyes met the familiar dark eyes...... It's Tsukasa Migo!
Is he awake? Or rather...... He had never slept, and there was still that blue and black in his eyes, but it did not damage his handsome face. His two good-looking eyebrows frowned slightly, as if something was in his heart.
When did he start frowning a lot? In the past, he always seemed to be indifferent to everything, and he never particularly liked anything, if there was, it was probably her voice.
At that time, he was calm and elegant, as if he could be under his control, turning his hands into clouds and covering his hands for rain, which was a very light thing for him.
But now, the elegance is still the same, but that calmness has become a kind of melancholy.
Her ears seemed to echo the whispered voice of the previous night, and that word by word kept looping in her ears.
Will she know if she does this?
This answer is not clear even to herself.
Is his depression and his frowning all because of her?
Guan Cancan's fingers unconsciously stretched out between Si Jianyu's eyebrows, as if he wanted to screw up and smooth out.
The moment her fingertips touched the center of his eyebrows, Guan Cancan suddenly came back to her senses, God, what is she doing?! She suddenly tried to withdraw her fingers, but he quickly grabbed them.
There was disbelief in his eyes, but there was more ecstasy.