360. [360] A Song Belonging to Muang (Asking for a Monthly Pass)
And she wasn't sure if Mu Ang would want to let Cancan know about the agreement between them.
"That's good, if there's anything in trouble, remember to tell me. Guan Cancan temporarily put his mind at ease.
The two chatted a few more words, and just as they were about to end the call, Su Ai said abruptly, "Cancan, if one day, Mu Ang falls in love with someone else, do you think it's good?"
"Then I'll hope that day can come sooner. Although I don't know why my friend suddenly asked like this, Guan Cancan still replied, "I hope he can find his true happiness without being bound by his past emotions." In fact...... He's really a nice person, but he doesn't know what kind of woman can open his heart. ”
When the call ended, Su Ai was still looking at her phone in a daze. She...... Can it really open Muang's heart, and can she be Muang's happiness?
She hoped that she could, but at the same time, she also knew that the chances of this hope succeeding in the end were almost slim.
Although Muang said that he would try to love her, he ......
Su Ai, are you so timid? Are you so unconfident? Didn't you already tell yourself? No matter what the result is, you have to work hard! She said to herself in her heart.
Su Ai patted her head and sent a text message to Mu Ang on her phone.
When Mu Ang picked up the phone, he only saw Su Ai's text message that said, "If you have already taken the medicine, then you can ignore this text message, if you haven't taken the medicine yet, then remember to take it quickly." ”
Muang's eyes were fixed on the lines, his fingers sliding lightly over the screen.
Does she care about him? And he doesn't hate it......
Putting down the phone, Mu Ang opened the drawer, which contained the anti-inflammatory medicine he needed to take for the past few days.
With the water, swallowed the pill, Mu Ang leaned back on the back of the chair, closed his eyes gently, and in his mind, he inadvertently thought, what kind of expression would Su Ai have when she sent this text message?
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What Guan Cancan had in front of him was the score of "Emerald Color" taken from the producer.
It is undeniable that, leaving aside other factors, this is a good song, a song that is very likely to become popular, better than other songs written by Su Ai in the past.
Su Ai has always been like a bystander in the matter between her and Mu Ang, and it is precisely because of the bystander that she wrote this song from her perspective, which also made Guan Cancan more aware of what she owed Mu Ang.
Not just the help that Muang gave her, but all the affection he gave her.
But what she loves is Yu, and she can't reciprocate.
When she returned to the banquet hall that day with her hands covered in blood, when the royal took her hand and led her out of the banquet hall, her mind was full of Muang's self-deprecating laughter.
She knew that what she said, hoping that he would fall in love with someone else, must have hurt him severely.
A man who had done everything he could to help her, but she hurt him so much.
When he returned home, he carried her into his room and pressed her eagerly against her, as if seeking some kind of comfort.
And for the first time after she got married, she resisted his almost forced approach, "Yu, don't ......"
"Is it because of Muang? because I saw his hand bleeding today, because I felt guilty, so I didn't feel comfortable even getting close?" his lips pressed against the corners of her lips, his breath burning, his hands firmly pressed against her wrists, and she couldn't struggle.
Her breasts rose and fell violently, and he could always see through her heart so lightly that he knew what she was thinking at the moment.
“...... Well. She responded in a low voice, unwilling to have sex with him in such a mood, as if she was doing another kind of harm to him and Mu Ang, "I'm sorry...... But now ...... Not really. ”
Guan Cancan muttered, feeling Si Jianyu clasp her wrist tighter.
It was so powerful that it almost broke her wrist. Guan Cancan couldn't help but exhale in pain, his brows furrowed...... However, the next moment, all the strength was gone, and he let go of her hand, and the whole person left her body.
"Well, I won't touch you. His voice rang out in the dimly lit room.
And today, three days have passed, but he really hasn't touched her as he said. Although his expression in the past few days is still the same as usual, like a gentle and considerate husband and a good father, but every night, he puts his daughter between the two of them, and never asks her again.
Guan Cancan doesn't know, is this his unintentional move, or did he do it deliberately?
However, Si Xiaoyu is very satisfied with this arrangement, the left is the father, the right is the mother, and he falls asleep happily every night. And after Guan Cancan fell asleep, he said to Si Jianyu, "Then I'll read you a story." ”
"No need. He said.
"Then you can sleep?" Although she knew that his insomnia had improved since he untied the knot in his childhood in Vienna, it did not mean that his insomnia had been completely cured.
Most of the time, he still can't fall asleep naturally.
But Si Jianyu didn't answer her, but closed his eyes, like that...... It's like falling asleep.
And she, quietly watching him and his daughter's sleeping faces, one big and one small, suddenly swelled with a complicated feeling. Obviously, at this moment, it should be extremely warm, obviously, she is so close to him, but why, she has a feeling that the distance between her and him is gradually narrowing?
"That's the tune from the trailer that played at the banquet that day. A familiar voice suddenly sounded in her ears.
When Guan Cancan turned around, he saw Si Jianyu holding his daughter, and he didn't know when he appeared behind her.
"Ahh......h Be. She said, and was about to put the score away, but Si Xiaoyu's little hand grabbed the score one step faster than her, and two big black eyes were watching the score intently.
"Smile, come, return the score to Mommy. Guan Cancan said, wanting to get back the score from his daughter.
"Is this a new tune written by Mommy?" asked the little one, tilting his little head and winking.
"No, it's a tune written by Aunt Sue. Guan Cancan said.
When the little guy heard this, he immediately shouted excitedly, "I want to play, I want to play Aunt Su's tune!" As he spoke, he struggled to get out of Si Jianyu's arms, walked on his two calves, and trotted towards the piano room.
Guan Cancan had to follow his daughter to the piano room together.
The little guy's desire to play Su Ai's song is still very strong, but the little guy has little strength, and at this age, he can't lift the lid.
Guan Cancan didn't want his daughter to play this tune, so he didn't help his daughter lift the lid, but said, "Smile, don't play the tune, it's okay, I'm going to have dinner in a while." ”
"No, Xiaoxiao likes Aunt Su's song, Xiaoxiao wants to play. The little guy pouted, and when he saw that his mother didn't help him lift the lid, he simply stretched out two tender little paws, wanting to come by himself.
Regarding the problem of her daughter's stubbornness, Guan Cancan is a little big. My daughter has been interested in music since she was a child and has an outstanding talent, so she has always been sure to play it on the piano if she encounters a piece she likes.
Guan Cancan was thinking about what to use to divert his daughter's attention, but he saw his other hand open the lid at this moment.
"Since Xiaoxiao wants to play, let her play. "Tsumi Michi.
Guan Cancan pursed her lips, he and she both knew what this piece was about. But now, with a smile of indifference, he was saying something like that.
Si Xiaoyu Xiaoyou cheered, set up the score, sat down in front of the piano, pressed his little hand on the keys, and began to play.
Because it was the first time I saw the score and played the music for the first time, the little guy was not very fluent in playing, but as a child under the age of five, it was already too good.
When the sound of the piano continued to flow out with the movement of her daughter's fingers, Guan Cancan's eyes couldn't help but look at Si Jianyu who was standing beside him. The expression on his face was still as gentle and elegant as usual, and there was a shallow smile on the corner of his lips, as if he was really just appreciating and listening to his daughter play an ordinary tune.
However, she knew that at this moment, in his heart, it must not be as idle as it seems, what is he thinking at the moment?
She wanted to see his real expression, not as if he were wearing a mask, as he was now.
Si Xiaoyu finished playing the tune, and seemed to be still dissatisfied, so he pulled Si Jian Yudao, "Daddy also plays, is it okay to play it to Xiaoxiao?"
The little guy has heard Si Mi play the piano, and he admires his father's piano level very much. Sometimes I often grind Si Miyu and play with her or something.
When Guan Cancan heard this, he hurriedly said, "Laugh and laugh, you can't pester Daddy like this, Daddy has other things to do, and he doesn't have time to ......."
"Nope. Si Jianyu interrupted Guan Cancan's words, walked to the piano, and hugged the little guy on his lap, "Since Xiaoxiao wants to listen to it, then I'll play it to Xiaoxiao, it just so happens that I am also a little interested in this song." ”
As he spoke, his eyes fixed on the score, he raised his hands, his slender fingers playing smoothly on the ivory keys.
Compared to his daughter's playing, his playing can be said to be much better, although ...... It's still the same mechanical interpretation, but it can play the emotion that each note wants to express accurately.
This is...... Su Ai's song is a song that belongs to Mu Ang.