Under the faint light of the light cluster of science and history, there were so many ghosts filling the entire space that I didn't know how far away, and each ghost was restless, flying aimlessly like huge snowflakes on a snowy day in August. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 The info ghosts resemble a disembodied mass of qi, and take on their own extremely frightening forms, which seem to depend on something rather than their own will. I don't know if they can perceive their own form, I don't know if they can perceive each other, if they can see each other, they won't be frightened? Maybe they only have souls and they can't perceive and react, why are every ghost so ugly, and is it only ugly ghosts who are imprisoned here? There are so many ghosts and the space seems to be limited, so that the air is like a large vat of thick porridge that is constantly stirred.

I remembered what the third uncle said: "Of course there are ghosts!" and the ghosts of Lengjiadian, I am a little mentally prepared for the existence of ghosts, but now I am numb in my scalp in the face of such a situation, if I still have a scalp. I didn't know what I was like, because I couldn't see myself at all, my soul, my mind, and my body, only the shining blade swaying.

"Everyone's busy, let's stop!" No ghost noticed me, maybe no ghost thought I was any different, maybe no ghost saw me at all, but luckily. But I had to find a way to change the situation, and I didn't have the patience to wait. The problem is that there is no sky, no earth, no up, down, left and right, and if it is cosmic space, there are not even stars, except for dense ghosts!

"Who wants to leave this place・・・・・・" I was shouting as an ugly ghost passed forward from behind me, and I passed through the light of my shaking blade, disintegrating miserably, and then gathering again, moving away in a straight line in agony, not knowing what kind of damage my blade had done to him.

"I'm sorry, I didn't mean to ・・・・・・" I shook slowly, and some ghosts noticed, and gathered some, and at one time there were hundreds, more than a thousand of them, surrounded by a sphere centered on my blade light.

"Which of you want to leave?" I tried to communicate with them when I saw the opportunity, but I didn't know if they could sense it.

"It's not a ghost seal, there's no ghost soldier!But what is this?" I can actually sense the communication between them, but my expression has no ghost response! I remember that there was a consciousness communicating with me just now, and now? The ghost that can communicate with me doesn't know if it's still there! Thinking like this, a consciousness is perceived by me, "I can't resist your rays, it's a blade that is washed and quenched with ghosts." ”

No wonder, but what if I stop shaking the blade and those ghosts hit me? I stopped shaking the blade and tried to put the knife back into its scabbard, but it wasn't easy, and the space I perceived was dark again.

"What do you seem to be waiting for?" I said, expressing my doubts.

"Become a ghost soldier, or a yin soldier!"

"What do ghost soldiers do?" I thought I was ignorant like a child.

"Defend and fight!"

"For whom?"

"I don't know, it's just a change, if it's a change. ”

"Am I the same?"

"You, either you set up this bureau, or the people who can communicate with our services. ”

Now I realized, it turned out that the priest was recruiting ghost soldiers, and he needed someone like me who could communicate with ghosts to command the ghost soldiers! What did they want to do? Maybe one day they were going to destroy the world, and I was the leader of it? No, how could they trust me so much? I didn't build any trust with them! I still didn't know what they were going to do, but I knew a little bit about it. "Do you really think I'm dead? What if I'm a living person?"

"No way, even if you're alive, it's not the same, what's the use. ”

"But I want to live!" I expected the other person to say something like "unless ・・・・・・."

"Yes, but even if you are the one who dies and is reborn, you can't really try another way to survive like a living person!" I was utterly disappointed, and my mind was filled with fear and regret and hatred that went deeper than the horror that darkness and ghosts gave me. The rest of the time I spent in this way, thinking about my family, classmates, friends, the people and things I have experienced since I was a child, and I couldn't extricate myself from the pain, but I wanted to cry without tears. Thinking of the third uncle who is still in the mental hospital, and the days of practicing with Brother Cheng since childhood, and the beautiful fairy-like girl in the third year of junior high school, I don't know what Brother Cheng thinks Anyway, I was tempted, but I was preempted by the stinky boy named Wang Zhi, so that I was in the third year of high school but was stuck by a little girl in the second year of junior high school and had nowhere to hide every day. What a beautiful day, such a bright sunshine, beautiful flowers and trees, villages and towns, spring dew and autumn frost, from now on have nothing to do with me, I have to face only endless darkness and endless time.

The waiting time was so long, I couldn't fall asleep anyway, so I kept waiting for the next encounter in despair, and finally it was dawn! I knew the dawn because I felt that I was still in the cabin, and the five lights on the walls were still on, and the things in the room had not changed at all. I went to the bathroom, cleaned myself up, and noticed that the scars on my body showed no signs of getting better, but it didn't matter.

After a while the door of the hut opened, and breakfast was served, and then the priest came and sat down in the chair opposite me, and seemed to be intending to talk to me at length.

"What are you going me to do?" I got straight to the point.

Pastor: "Don't be nervous, it's just a matter of letting you understand something, and we don't know if we're going to use you for anything, but we hope you'll stand with us." ”

Me: "It doesn't matter who you stand with, it's just what to do next?"

He led me out of the hut and for a walk on the edge of a small pond in the valley, surrounded by bright sunshine and beautiful scenery, but I was not so sensitive, just mechanically strolling.

Pastor: "The world is like this, the light you see is just a certain wavelength of shockwaves, more wavelengths of shockwaves can't be seen, of course some can be heard, you can perceive a very small part. The shortest wavelength is shorter than the period of electron vibration, and the longest is the length of interstellar distance. How small human beings are, even psychic people have not been able to perceive the world more. ”

Me: "So what? Humans are human beings, just like fish can only live in water, and they are all happy!"

Pastor: "Happiness? hahaha, do you know what happiness is? Happiness is the definition of human beings, but they haven't yet understood that the less people have, the happier they are, and vice versa. People live for the opposite purpose, desperately wanting to have more, thinking that they will be happier! There is a bacterium in the glacier that lives only in a little bubble of its own. Melt the ice in front of him, and freeze behind him, and all he has is that little space. But that's also life, and in a sense we're all equal, do you think that if human beings understand what happiness is, they should live like that kind of bacteria?"

Me: "If we don't pursue happiness, then why do human beings exist?"

Pastor: "What does your dog think of what you're after? So you don't know what you're supposed to pursue!"

Me: "But what does this have to do with those ghosts?"

Pastor: "Hahaha, ghosts! Yes, they are ghosts, and you don't think there should be anything other than humans and ghosts?"

Me: "Okay, there are fairies!"

Pastor: "There's so much more to the world than that, let's put it this way, how many atoms are in your brain nerve cells, and each atom can split into smaller particles." But what about the fact that there are no particles, and if there were any, they would be quite far away from each other for the individual, moving with each other without having to affect each other. So can you imagine how big this world is? Ghosts and your human world exist at the same time without interfering with each other, and of course there are other worlds, many worlds! Why does all this exist? Does it really exist?"

Me: "Okay, what the hell are you trying to say?"

Pastor: "Everything is now in front of you, ready for the next subject!"

The next subject, what subject? I followed them here purely to find a way to relieve myself, and to coax them for the time being.

The priest took me out of the valley to another place, where there were several small buildings, a playground, all of which seemed to have their own uses. Some offices and some accommodations are just sparsely staffed, and only a few people can be seen in such a large place.

I followed the priest patiently, because I still had illusions in my heart, and I thought about what the zombie in Harbin said, thinking that these people actually had a way to relieve me, but I also wondered if the zombies were also led by these people to let me have this illusion. If I really despair, I can let go of my hands and feet, but what can I do? Find a place and wait for my body to quickly decay and die, and then wander him as a lonely ghost for a thousand years or more?

I was placed in a dormitory, and after that, someone came to take me to lectures every day. The class is very strange, I am the only one who listens to the lecture, I have never attended such a class in more than ten years of school. There are a lot of strong teaching aids in the classroom, such as projections, videos, test kits, astronomical telescopes, etc., but they all seem to be prepared for me alone. This kind of class can't be taken seriously, one-on-one, peer-to-peer. I was so nervous that I didn't feel how nervous I was, and there were no dead ends in what I learned. There were also outdoor fighting classes, where the martial artists who had been defeated under me took turns to teach me their own fighting techniques. I was unceremoniously and took everything I had nutritious into, whether it was useful or not.

Don't think about it, these courses are clearly targeted ,---- history!

The history in the classroom is not exactly the same as the history class in the real classroom, but the general line almost coincides, mainly highlighting the important influence of several family forces on the history of the whole country and the world. It even touches on several major religions, as well as the causes of war, development and progress. After less than two months of listening to the class, I gradually developed a little rebellious mentality. The reason is that the course focuses too much on the influence of family power on history and loses credibility.

For example, it is mentioned in the course: From the Zhang Liang family in the early Han Dynasty, the Zhang family entered the historical stage, until the heavenly master Zhang Daoling spread the way of heaven and went deep into Miao Jiang to finally cure ghosts and ascend to immortals, and set up Zhangjiajie to divide people and ghosts, these still have a certain degree of credibility, because I myself have experienced the ghost world after all. However, he also said that because of the Zhang family's miraculous ability to help Wang Jian of the Southern Song Dynasty build the Diaoyu City, he finally killed the invincible Mongol Khan Jijin Möngke (Kublai Khan's eldest brother) with a whirlwind cannon, which changed history. The reason why it is said to change history is that this Mongol khan is really not an ordinary careerist, he followed the record of his father's fourth prince Torre and swept across the Eurasian continent, slaughtering villages and cities, and finally only part of the European population remained on the islands and peninsulas off the western coast of Europe. It was only because Meng Ke Khan was severely injured and killed by Wang Jian in Diaoyu City that the iron cavalry in Europe returned to the east, thus changing history. If it weren't for that, the demographics on Eurasia would be very different from what they are now!

I am a little skeptical that this period of history must be connected with the strength and control of the Zhang family! I also mentioned the control of modern history, where a certain family instructed its clansmen to take control of high-ranking and powerful positions and worked hard to promote the occupation of the mainland by the island countries, but when they were in a failure, they were assassinated by the radical and angry youths of the time, and thus changed the history that should have been made! These are even more disgusting in my heart, do they all think that the occupation of the island countries is in accordance with history? Such thinking can be described as a great offense against the world! I am even a little angry.

The faculty sensed my emotions in my bizarre comments, and the pastor came to me the next day.

Pastor: "What have you gained from studying these days?"

Me: "There is still nutrition, but there is also poop to pull!"

Pastor: "History is history, and there is no tendency to make any one because of their likes and dislikes." You need to accept the facts!"

Me: "Isn't the so-called family imposing its own will on history? According to the point of view of the course, the effect is quite obvious!"

Pastor: "This is history, and the definition of history is the fact of the past, and we can only accept it, at least in this time and space." ”

Me: "Yes, I feel a little sympathetic to this unfortunate and tragic history, because I feel that I myself am under the influence of one of the families, including the mind, at least this family or some of them have this desire!"

Pastor: "But the ultimate goal for you is to get you to participate in history, to convince you of your so-called desires, including your personal desires. ”

Me: "Does that also include the wish of the bones of that old ancestor in Harbin?"

Pastor: "Of course! It's not surprising how many strange things in history shouldn't have been. When Japan surrendered, Manchukuo died but did not freeze, do you really think that those Japanese surrendered because of their lack of combat strength?"

Me: "The Skeleton Ancestor is really indispensable, but which family is this influenced by?"

Pastor: "It was a betrayal!"

Me: "Betrayed whom?"

Pastor: "Family! ”

Me: "You still don't want to tell me which family you are?"

Pastor: "History lessons will tell you, you need to change your previous thinking, and when you know the cause and root of all this, and accept the real history, you will know!"

Me: "Actually, I still like to talk nonsense, but now my patience is very limited, your so-called course is better to open the skylight as soon as possible to say something, although I have time but I don't want to use it to hold back!"

The pastor's face changed from one face to another, and finally he left angrily. If I saw him before and thought he was like an international friend with a bit of connotation, now I look at his back like a Chinese clown who plays a burlesque, and because of his unsuccessful makeup, he is not a funny and failed clown!

In fact, these days, I have never stopped exploring this place, and I have already been clear about the mountains and buildings. But what surprised me was that there were so many ways to limit my actions as a ghost, and that five-way ghost trap was not worth mentioning. There were places where when I was a ghost, no matter day or night, I saw the pulp blocks in the basement of the cold family shop, and I couldn't enter it at all. Some places were weird spaces, and I was stuck in them for a long time with no direction at all. For a few days, it wasn't until the class could not be carried out that I was accepted and let me back. The most hateful thing is that this place actually has a spherical outer edge that cannot be broken through, and I go straight out of the outer edge and go forward, but it is still this place! I am mad, and I hate my ignorance more and more, if I have a little metaphysical knowledge such as Taoism or Buddhism, I should have a little way to deal with such a situation, but now I am completely confused and at a loss! But one thing is certain, just like this, they are led by the nose here, and it is impossible to find the so-called way to surrender, so if I continue in this way, I will definitely become the bones of that old ancestor in Harbin!

I remembered what Professor Chen told me when I was there with Mr. Chu, that was at least helping me find a way! But now I am facing these people who are controlling me everywhere and have always tried to brainwash me, why do I have to spend it here?

But when I came, I was turned to the opposite side by the bell, and I didn't remember the distance at all, and I didn't even remember how long I walked that part of the road, how can I know where it is?

My last impression was that I was close to Shenyang, and then there were three or four hours after that, if my phone hadn't been changed. Then it is possible that it is within a 400-kilometer radius centered on Shenyang. But this is only an approximation, or is it a case where they don't have a control over my time dislocation. Not necessarily if they had temporally dislocated me. One possibility is to stop in the suburbs of Shenyang, confine me for a few hours and release me. But looking at the mountains and mountains here, it is not like the suburbs of a city like Shenyang. It's also possible that my mind has been confined for I don't know how long, it can be a few days or months, but then the seasons will change, and the height of the sun will be very different. Now I don't have much research on the height of the sun, but I don't feel that much difference. So what kind of place would it be? I guess it should be a place within a 400-kilometer radius of Shenyang. Then I go all the way south to Dalian Seaside, or Beijing.

So do it, flee south! These people will not allow me to escape, if not because their purpose in me has not been achieved, and they will not let me know where this place is, so they will have to find a way!