However, if you are serious, Meng Xiongfei still has a last resort, that is, to commit suicide and die again to see if he can be reincarnated as an adult this time. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

It's just that he has just experienced death once, but he really can't muster the courage to die again, let alone commit suicide. Moreover, he did not dare to guarantee that if he died again, his soul would be immortal and he could be reincarnated again. If not, it won't be a vain death, and maybe something that will be reincarnated again is worse than being a cow.

So, after careful consideration, he felt that it was better to forget it, he didn't want to gamble with his own life. Having died once, he cherishes his current life very much.

Sighing silently, he lowered his head and nibbled on the grass in front of him, chewing slowly and boredly, looking up at the bleak white clouds in the clear blue sky, and couldn't help but curse Chen Cang in his heart.

Today's sun is in the sky, the red sun is shining, the sky is high and the clouds are light, and the breeze is cool. However, this kind of weather is relatively good, which is naturally a very standard good weather on weekdays, but it is really not a good weather when it is put into the hottest summer dog days of the year. Especially in the continuous drought situation of ten days of continuous sunny sunshine and no rain, and then such weather can only be called bad weather.

"Ming repairs the plank road and secretly crosses Chen Cang", they are here the Chen Cang in the record of Zhang Liang to Liu Bang when Chu and Han were fighting. This was a good place back then, Qishan County, where he was a man before, Fengming Qishan, was still the place where the Great Zhou Dynasty rose. But after thousands of years, the climate has changed, and the weather here has begun to become mostly arid. Especially in the summer, when it is a rainy season, it rarely rains.

Therefore, the current weather is not a special case of the impact of an earthquake in a neighboring province this year, but a normal situation, and this is basically the case in previous years. Meng Xiongfei grew up in this land and knew it very well, so he didn't like this kind of scorching weather very much when he was a child, especially in summer.

Swallowing the chewed grass in his mouth, he withdrew his gaze from the sky and opened his mouth to yawn. The heat made him a little sleepy, and he glanced at the figure of an old farmer and an old ox busy in the field not far away, and he closed his eyes and prepared to take another nap.

The old farmer who was plowing the field was the old man Zhao, and the old ox he was driving was the mother of Meng Xiongfei. As for which Niu's father is, Meng Xiongfei doesn't know. He didn't bother to bother either, it didn't matter to him.

As a cow with a human soul and memories, although he is indeed a cow at the moment, it is still difficult for him to see himself as a real cow. It is also difficult to let himself think and look at problems from the perspective of a cow, and there are memories of people, and he doesn't know how the cow thinks. So, for the bull and cow that gave birth to him, he really didn't have any feelings. It is difficult to change the fact that he still treats himself as a human being, and only as a cow.

For his parents, he only recognized the two who were human in his previous life. It's just a pity that they died early in a traffic accident four years ago. Meng Xiongfei was 20 years old that year, and he was studying computer science at a specialized college in the city.

In fact, his grades were not very good since he was a child, so he was not admitted to college after graduating from high school, and instead applied for a junior college. He has been very good at sports since he was a child, and he also likes sports, and he originally wanted to apply for a sports college, but his parents disagreed, so he had to go to learn computers that he was interested in. According to their words, it is always necessary to learn a skill.

His parents used to be ordinary workers in the same factory, and they were born out of their work. After getting along for a while, the relationship was deep, and they began to talk about marriage and formed a family. And then there was him. Later, the factory was in a recession, and it was forced to dissolve and close down due to continuous losses. As soon as the factory fell, there was no pension to take. At that time, they were not young, and they did not have a high diploma, so it was difficult to find a job again.

For a long time, both of them were idle at home, doing nothing all day. After that, the two thought that it was not a way to sit and eat like this, and after some discussion, they took out the bottom floor of the family floor that they had saved for more than ten years and opened a daily necessities store. At first, both of them had little experience and did not manage well, but after gritting their teeth all the way through, they gradually became more and more popular.

But just when the store was gradually improving and business was getting better and better, the two died in a car accident. Fortunately, Meng Xiongfei was already an adult at this time, and after the two went, he simply stopped his studies and came back to take over the small shop left by his parents to run the family business. He didn't like to study very much, and as soon as his parents were gone, no one cared about him, so he boldly took matters into his own hands.

He is an only child, and he is the only son in the family, and his grandparents and grandparents have already passed away one after another, and his parents are basically alone once they are gone. His father was also the only seedling in the previous generation of the family, and he had no brothers and sisters, so he didn't have any uncles and uncles. Only his mother still has an uncle, but he is far away in Chang'an, and he does not have a good relationship with this uncle.

However, his decision seems to be arbitrary, but in fact, it was made after careful consideration, not a hot-headed decision. Not liking school is only one thing, and the other is for the future. You must know that it is difficult for college students to find jobs these days, and there are thousands of unemployed college students every year, not to mention his junior college students.

Although the school guarantees the assignment of graduation, it will not be assigned any decent and good jobs in the future. His store is doing well, and it's a pity that his parents will close and transfer it as soon as they go. Rather than being assigned a bad job in the future, it is better to come back and take care of his rich family business.

And no matter what, he is also his own boss, which is much more comfortable than working under the hands of others in the future, at least he doesn't have to look at people's faces, be angry in a low voice, and be cautious all day long. There is a saying that "it is better to be the head of the chicken than the queen of the ox", which is exactly the reason.

He did have some business acumen, and soon after he took over, he upgraded the small shop into a small supermarket, and the business became even more prosperous. More than two years later, after saving enough funds, the two adjacent shops were put down, and then opened up to expand the scale. Up to now, it has become a small supermarket with an area of more than 100 square meters.

He doesn't have any lofty ideals and pursuits, this kind of life has made him very satisfied, and his biggest ambition is just to make his supermarket the largest in Qishan County and open a chain store in Chencang City in his lifetime.

He often thinks that he may be like this for the rest of his life, living a life peacefully, without worrying about food and clothing, and relaxed and happy. When you want to get married, marry a daughter-in-law, have a child, and then the family is happy, and you will enjoy the joy of family when you are old.

But he didn't expect that his life would have such a catastrophe. It was when he was in his prime that he died young, and he had an accident like his parents. What is especially difficult for him to accept is that death is just death, and he is blind and closes his eyes and knows nothing, but he can't imagine that he can't even die in peace, and he is turned from a person into a cow.

With his eyes closed, Meng Xiongfei couldn't sleep for a while. After all, I had just slept for a while, and although I was still a little sleepy, it was difficult to fall asleep immediately for a while.

I couldn't sleep, so I couldn't help but start thinking crankily. He has now become a cow, unable to do anything, except for eating, drinking, and sleeping every day, he can only pass the time by being in a daze and thinking wildly. Think back to the past, look at the ...... There's no future. What's more, of course, it's still recalling the past when I was a human being, and I can basically only live in memory.

I thought about something randomly, and suddenly I couldn't help but think of the dream I had when I fell asleep before.

He didn't know if an animal like a cow could dream, but he would. Maybe it's because in his cow body, there is still a person's soul living in it. But this dream is also really strange, because it is a dream he started to have after he became a cow, and the protagonist in the dream is also a cow, so to speak, it has nothing to do with his experience as a human being.

People often say that "there are thoughts in the day, dreams in the night", he often thinks about his previous life experiences during the day, but when he dreams at night, he dreams of a cow. Moreover, this cow is very unusual, not an ordinary cow. Jumping out of a big pine tree, and the thunder can't die, even if it's not a sacred cow, it's a bull demon. Legend has it that thunder and lightning in the sky are not monsters that are specially split into spirits?

He didn't know if this dream was portending anything? And if he was reincarnated as a cow, did he have anything to do with this dream, otherwise why did he keep having this dream after becoming a cow? Or maybe the big white cow in the dream, or maybe it was the god of the cow, the ancestor, and the like, all the cows in the world would dream of this?