Lin Qiguang looked at his hand, and a few words appeared in his mind. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ｂｉｑUｇE。 ｉｎｆｏ

Self-inflicted, what you are talking about is yourself. What happened to me now is indeed caused by myself, and if it weren't for myself, I'm afraid I wouldn't have come to this point.

When exactly did this happen?

Lin Qiguang knew that it had happened for a long time, so far away that he couldn't think about it for the time being.

If that's the case, let's not think about it for the time being.

But...... What did you want in the first place, and why did you get to this point?

It's not power, it's out of one's own pursuit of justice.

Yes, it is the pursuit of justice, so second, so shameful, but for Lin Qiguang, it is not just an empty slogan with no connotation.

He waited for justice to be realized all the time, but never, as if justice looked down on him, when they were bullying and beating themselves, those righteous dolls and images were looking at him coldly, as if they were silently mocking.

Lin Qiguang was very upset when he saw it, because Lin Qiguang could know that if they could speak, they would definitely say: "Look, this coward, let him continue to be bullied! Anyway, it's just a waste, and those minor scum are the flowers of the future, and they definitely need to be protected!"

And Lin Qiguang, after that, had a strong dislike for these created idols.

Since you talk about justice, but you refuse to practice it, like the most despicable and shameless hypocrite in the world, you just talk but don't do it, but you push countless people into the abyss.

"Since they don't do it, then I'll do it myself. At the beginning, Lin Qiguang just wanted revenge.

Kill those people, chop them up, and make them into flower fertilizer.

Or just burn them to death, throw them into the water and drown, and then go and frame several other people as copycats, and send them directly to court to be shot.

And this is probably Lin Qiguang's purpose.

This is also his lifelong wish.

After all this, he had a very strange feeling.

Obviously, everything has been completed, and I should be very happy and satisfied.

But why, why is this happening?

There is no happiness, no satisfaction, nothing but one feeling, and that is nothingness.

Nothingness of nothing.

At this time, Lin Qiguang remembered a feeling.

That is when you are killing someone, the pleasure of killing the guy who should be punished but didn't, that is a kind of realization of self-worth.

Lin Qiguang needs this feeling very much, because Lin Qiguang doesn't want to die yet, and now is not the time to commit suicide, Lin Qiguang knows that if he continues like this, one day, he will die directly because of this.

How many people would want to die?

So, Lin Qiguang embarked on this path of practicing the value of his life.

Then, I don't know how long it took, but anyway, it's been a long time.

Lin Qiguang began to change, or rather, was affected a lot.

He began to focus his attention on power.

Strength, at the beginning, was just a tool for Lin Qiguang, although this tool was more and more needed, and even in the end, it was indispensable.

But Lin Qiguang knows that the means are the means, and the ends are the ends.

There is absolutely no confusion between ends and means.

Lin Qiguang didn't know when, but he actually confused the two and began to reverse the priorities.

In the end, Lin Qiguang put his power above justice.

How ridiculous is this? putting one's own means above one's own ends.

Using means for the sake of getting the means is like digging a pit and then digging a bigger one.

Unfortunately, however, that's what Lin Qiguang thinks.

"In this world, in my own power, it is still too small, and the more I try to exercise my justice, the more it takes more effort, the more I will be able to discover my limitations, even if I can kill its masterminds, and they will soon choose another one, and in the end, nothing will change. “

Yes, Lin Qiguang has not become bad, and it can even be said that Lin Qiguang has become better.

He thinks it's his own growth.

"I need more strength! I need more strength! The more the better, the more the better!" Lin Qiguang thought in his heart. "Only more power can save more people, and only more power can make real change. ”

As for another topic that is difficult to mention.

That's sacrifice.

When Lin Qiguang improved his strength, not all of them died voluntarily without regrets.

Most people, no, the vast majority of people, want to live, and there are quite a few innocent people among them.

"No, what the hell have I done? No, no

An innocent man died because of his wrong actions.

Lin Qiguang's eyes went from collapse to madness, and then from madness to firmness.

"No, I'm not wrong...... This is a necessary sacrifice! He died, and he was able to save more people! As long as I could get more strength, as long as I could get more strength, as long as I could get more strength, save more people...... Save more people...... Sacrifice the ego to fulfill the ego...... No one will die again!"

Lin Qiguang's idea at that time was to get more power, as long as he had more power, he could protect more people, and as long as he could protect everyone, no innocent people would die!

Lin Qiguang seemed to be struggling in a quagmire, he took the wrong road, from the road to the quagmire, and then struggled, but the more he struggled, the deeper he found himself in the quagmire.

In the end, Lin Qiguang even lost his faith.

Even the meaning of his own existence has been betrayed, and even justice has been lost.

Then, what is left of me? It is clearly self-inflicted, and this day, from that moment on, is already predestined.

It's just a matter of sooner or later, even the meaning of one's own existence can be betrayed, and it is a matter of time before others betray it.

"Nope. Lin Qiguang clenched his fists tightly. "My body...... There's still a lot of power, and I have to regain what I wanted to do!"