Chapter 5 My abilities can't be so yellow and violent
Jin Shan is happy now, if he throws away the fact that his right leg injury will take two weeks to heal. In fact, because www.biquge.info of the inconvenience of his legs, Jin Shan could only lie bored on his own futon that the muse gave him. "This is the muse's futon!" Smelling the faint aroma faintly coming from the futon, Jin Shan almost fainted happily.
But thinking of the muse, Jin Shan couldn't help but feel depressed, because the muse was really not a qualified nursing staff. "Okay, considerate little nurse. In fact, the Muse kept him entirely like a pet like a kitten, and when he was hungry, he gave him two loaves of bread in a small saucer, and when he was thirsty, he gave him water in a silver-white flask. Anyway, why does the water given to him by the muse smell a strange smell, it can't be rain? Either way, Jin Shan thinks so.
Moreover, the muse is not like other caregivers, who stay with him and chat with him or something. Most of the time, the muse is curled up in a dark corner not far from the dial, sometimes picking up the silvery-white flat flask scattered on the floor, taking a sip of the red grapefruit-colored liquid inside, and then gently putting the flask back in place, in the same position as before, without the slightest mistake. This was the conclusion that Kanayama had come to after a great deal of observation, and in fact, he had spent most of the day observing the muse, the familiar and strange girl.
If the muses are not observed, the mountain of gold will sink into another great and urgent task. That is, to find the legendary golden finger, a must-have plug-in for every traverser.
Jin Shan could sense that there was indeed something strange in his body and soul, but he didn't know what it was, how to use it, and he didn't even know how to open it.
"Is it a mysterious demon bloodline?" Jin Shan thought, the demon bloodline is an indispensable condition for becoming a holy demon, only the awakening of the demon bloodline can cultivate demon power, not to mention those special mysterious demon bloodlines will give the awakened a strange ability, some abilities are very powerful and can even go against the sky, like black dead eyes, terrifying eyes, ice control, blades, rays and other abilities, it is simply a cheat for the protagonists of the original work, and it is easy to kill people by leapfrogging.
"By the way, what the hell is my cheat?" Jin Shan was already a little helpless, and when he tried N schemes, including zazen, chanting mantras, forcibly holding his breath to create a near-death situation, praying, and worshipping God, he had given up on continuing to explore the topic of what was more in his body and soul. "It should be a demon bloodline, I'm afraid I won't know the specific information until I wake up. Jin Shan thought to himself.
And now, Jinshan has more important things to do, that is, to brush the favorability of the muse, uh, no, it is to enlighten the fifteen-year-old confused and ignorant girl who is still immersed in the super tangled question of "being a man or being a machine".
In the original book, Muse is a member of the Evil Detachment with the code name "Queen", and her dream is to become a real human, so she does not hesitate to capture a large number of humans and holy demons for experiments, quite like her father, Dr. Corot, who is the creator of the creation.
And the ending of Muse can be said to be very unexpected and regrettable, for the protagonist in the original book, she gave up the opportunity to become a real human, and used the perfect blood stolen from the Demon Devouring Special Laboratory on the dying protagonist of the original book, and in order to protect the protagonist of the original book, she detonated her domain power and directly wiped out the three core members of the organization. She also died and disappeared forever in this world she hated and loved, leaving no trace, like a cold machine, ruthlessly destroyed after death, not even a trace of temperature will be left.
The muse queen in the original book is undoubtedly hated and loved, for the sake of experimentation, she can mercilessly treat the experimental subjects she captures, and for the sake of love, she can give up what she has pursued all her life, and even give her own life. In the eyes of others, she is a weird, crazy half-human, half-mechanical creature who is seen as her dearest sister and the one who loves him the most.
Therefore, the muse is tragic, she is a combination of machine and flesh and blood, and a contradiction between hate and love, she can give up everything for her dreams, and she can give up all her dreams for love. This is the muse, a woman who makes Jin Shan sigh, a woman who is destined to live in solitude.
But now, "I can change everything!" Jin Shan cheered for himself, he was very dissatisfied with the seemingly poignant but actually tragic ending arranged by the original author for the muse, he wanted to change everything, change those tragic facts, and change the unscrupulous and sadistic behavior of the original author.
Thinking of this, Jin Shan struggled to stand up, dragged his stiff right leg, came to the side of the muse, and then sat down with his ass, due to the excessive movement, he touched the injured right leg, and the pain made Jin Shan grin for a while.
Seeing that the muse was still the same, burying his head between his knees, his long golden hair scattered on the floor, and exuding a dead silence around his body, Jin Shan couldn't help but feel a pain in his eyes. "Sure enough, it's still drilling. "I couldn't speak the language that had just been organized. Jin Shan couldn't help but grab a wine jug on the ground with some urgency, "Well, there's wine." Thinking of the words that wine is strong and courageous, Jin Shan directly unscrewed the lid of the pot, tilted his head, and poured a big sip into his mouth.
"It's ...... Oil!" It wasn't until the liquid entered his throat that Jin Shan reacted, and then his stomach churned, and his neck stretched forward, about to spit out the oil that he hadn't swallowed yet. Just in time to see the muse looking up at him with big emerald eyes because of his actions. "This, this, this and this ......" Seeing the big eyes of the muse, although they were very calm, there was also a trace of expectation hidden in them, Jin Shan's heart was horizontal, his mouth was closed, his throat was strong, and he swallowed the oil in his mouth directly.
"It's delicious, it's delicious. Looking at the muse's increasingly expectant eyes, Kanayama praised as he poured the remaining oil directly into his mouth, and the feeling of the slippery red grapefruit-colored liquid sliding down his throat gave Kanayama goosebumps. "It's all about favorability. Jin Shan smiled bitterly, and when he saw the big eyes of the muse, he couldn't help but soften his heart, and he couldn't wait to take out his heart and give it to her.
The muse watched Jin Shan drink the organic liquid from a wine jug, his big eyes were bent, his small mouth was curled, and he laughed happily, and a sweet dimple appeared on the fat little face of some babies. Jin Shan looked at the smile of the muse, and was obsessed for a moment, and his dark eyes stared at the smiling muse blankly. "It's simply the most beautiful smile, although it's only half, I'm afraid only Shiki-chan's smile and Alyosha's smile can be compared to the muse. ”
I don't know how long it took to be out of my mind, and my mouth that had been slightly open for a long time was drooling, and Jin Shan came back to his senses. Seeing that the muse had regained some of his humanity a little, Jin Shan hurriedly struck while the iron was hot, he wanted to try to enlighten the muse, and did not want this poor girl to live forever in an endless wandering.
"Muse. ”
"Hmm. The muse answered, and there was a lightness in her voice that a girl should have.
"What are you afraid of?"
Hearing Jin Shan's question, the muse did not answer, and a trace of confusion and fear gradually appeared in his calm big eyes.
Seeing that the muse was about to fall into an endless wandering again, Jin Shan hurriedly stretched out his arms and hugged the muse's petite body into his arms. The girl shivered nervously at first, then slowly calmed down, and her forehead naturally rested on Jin Shan's chest.
Feeling the calm of the muse, Jin Shan's heart beating wildly because of the strong embrace of the girl also slowed down. "Muse, you don't have to be afraid of anything, what you care about is not your half-human, half-machine identity, but your memories as a human. ”
The muse was shocked, and there was a hint of thought in his big calm eyes.
"In fact, it doesn't matter what your body becomes, as long as you are still you, as long as you are still a muse, even if you lose your body, you will not feel lonely. What you're afraid of is the part of the memory that you lose because of the brain damage, that's the most important thing for you as a person, as a muse, and you're afraid of losing them, forgetting them, and if even that part of the memory is gone, you're no longer a person, you're no longer that muse. ”
Jin Shan, who is familiar with the muse, knows that the reason why the muse is obsessed with becoming a real human is because she can't remember her own memories, she has always wanted to retrieve her memories, she doesn't want to be a cold machine that doesn't even know herself, so she wants to become a complete human to recover the part of her lost memories.
Hearing Jin Shan's words, the confusion in the muse's eyes disappeared, yes, what he cared about was not his body at all, but those memories of being a human being, feeling that his humanity was disappearing day by day, he felt scared, he couldn't recall more of the previous things, and he was obsessed with becoming a real human being. The figured out muse is no longer confused, but she feels even more helpless, she is afraid that she will never be able to find her memory, and she will never remember who she is.
Feeling the helpless trembling of the muse, Jin Shan couldn't help but hug the girl in his arms, he wanted to give the muse more support, so that she was no longer afraid and lonely. But the muse's helplessness did not ease much, but because of helplessness, he cried quietly, and the low sobs almost tore Jin Shan's heart.
"Don't cry, okay? there's a way, Muse, you'll be able to get your memories back. In order to alleviate the muse's pain, Kanayama finally made up his mind. In fact, there are two ways to help the Muse recover his memory, one is for Dr. Corot to help the Muse recall the past, and the other is the world of the Phantom Eye, the art of wishing for the most real and modifying the most real world.
Compared with the first method, Jin Shan wanted the muse to recover his memory through the second method, because Dr. Corot was really not a good person, and even if he was the nominal father of the muse, Jin Shan could not see the slightest affection that Dr. Corot should have for his daughter.
Thinking of this, Jin Shan couldn't help but say to the muse: "In the mysterious east, there is a powerful empire, the Great Yan Empire, where there are seven holy demon forces, one of which is called Paradise Lost, and the controller of Paradise Lost is an organization called Li, there are many strange people in this organization, maybe they have a way to help you recover your memory." But listen to me, don't contact the Demon Devouring Special Laboratory, the people inside can't fully believe it. ”
In order to help Muse recover his memory, Jin Shan decided to let Muse join the organization according to the original plot, as long as Muse does not contact the Demon Devouring Special Laboratory and does not do those horrific experiments, she will be fine. As long as she has natural access to the protagonist of the original work, she recognizes her brother, and one day, she will be able to recover her memories with the help of the protagonist's phantom eyes.
Moreover, without even waiting for that day, Jinshan believes that he will be able to help Muse recover his memory, as long as he is given time to find his abilities.
"Is this true?" the muse lifted her small face, which was still stained with tears, and looked hopefully into Jinshan's eyes.
"It's true. Looking at the muse's large emerald eyes, Kanayama replied with a smile and firmness. Thinking that this would cause the two to be separated for a long time, Jin Shan inevitably felt a sense of loss in his heart.
"Then will you go with me? The muse looked at Jin Shan with big hopeful eyes again, and his upward face was full of anticipation.
"Uh, no! I'm not strong enough to protect you, but trust me, Muse, I'll be looking for you in a few years, and I'll help you get your memories back. ”
Hearing Jin Shan's answer, Muse couldn't help but feel a sense of loss, but she felt Jin Shan's firm determination, this boy she picked up and brought her a sense of familiarity, always made her believe it unreservedly.
"Okay, I'll wait for you. ”
"Well, please be sure to protect yourself, there will come a day, let me protect you again. Kanayama looked into the muse's eyes and said firmly.
The two hugged each other, as if they owned the whole world, in the next two weeks, the relationship between Jin Shan and the muse was much closer, and the two often wandered around the magic capital together, of course, Jin Shan was naturally carried by the muse, in fact, as the first machine of the creation body, the muse now at least has the strength of the quasi-heavenly position. In human society, this is already the top power.
But he was always carried by the muse, and Jin Shan also felt very embarrassed, after all, the muse is a girl, and girls should be protected by boys by nature. As the wounds healed, the days of separation drew near.
Two weeks later, at noon, the location was a silver-gray edifice with a large spherical opening directly opposite the bell tower.
Jin Shan and Muse sat quietly on the railing of the roof of the building, their four feet hanging out of the roof. In fact, Jin Shan deliberately chose this time to say goodbye to the muse. If you choose the morning, it is too cold, and if you choose the afternoon, it is too sad, only at noon, when the sun is shining, Jinshan can slightly suppress the inner attachment and reluctance.
"Muse. ”
"Hmm. ”
"Take good care of yourself. ”
"You too. ”
"Muse, I'm ......" Jin Shan couldn't say any more, the pain of parting was about to break him, and the tears couldn't stop slowly sliding down his cheeks.
Muse turned her head, she didn't have too many human feelings due to brain tissue damage, but seeing Jin Shan's sad appearance, her heart couldn't help but tighten, as if something precious was about to leave her, and there was a little more sadness in her big emerald eyes. She felt that she should do something, so the muse slowly moved her face closer to Jinshan, and her soft lips kissed the tears on Jinshan's chin all the way up until they touched Jinshan's lips.
"Uh......" Kanayama's eyes widened, not just because of the muse kissing him, but also because of the sound of something breaking from his soul and body at the same time. It's the ability, that's right, the kiss with the muse finally made him awaken his golden finger.
After a closer investigation, Jin Shan finally determined the ability he had acquired. They are "food" and "love", and what the body gives him is the ability to "eat", which seems to be some kind of ability similar to the demon chakra, and Jin Shan can't figure out the use of "food" for a while. And what the soul gives him is the ability of "Love", kissing each other's beloved, you can randomly obtain a certain ability in your beloved.
"It's a very yellow and violent ability. This is Kanayama's evaluation of "Love", and through kissing with the muse, he has acquired an ability that belongs to the muse. "Field, it turned out to be field. Jin Shan shouted excitedly in his heart, the domain power of the muse is like some kind of control, in the domain can quickly obtain all information, and can control his body more perfectly, no matter what he does, he can achieve twice the result with half the effort.
If you want Kingsoft to give a new name to the ability in the field, it is "Xueba Time". "It's a very good ability, it seems that I will live with the hat of "genius" in the future. Jin Shan smiled, more importantly, he finally has the capital to protect his beloved, as long as he is given time, he can grow up completely, and when the time comes, it will no longer be a pipe dream to change everything.
At this moment, Jin Shan thought a lot, but what he gained the most was not his ability, but the love from the muse. "Finally, was it accepted? Jin Shan's lips touched the lips of the muse, he did not make any further moves, he wanted to save the real kiss for the future, until he was able to protect the muse, this was his faith, it was his duty to engrave his soul.
In the evening, on the roof of the building.
The muse is gone, dressed in the battle uniform that Jinshan has turned out of the bell tower, and she is going to the far east, to that place full of dreams and passions, where there are also the people that Jinshan cherishes.
She set foot on her own path, and Jin Shan looked back at the magic capital that was getting farther and farther away from her. I made up my mind that one day, I would return to this place with all the people I cherished, and then live happily together.
Jin Shan is gone, heading towards the unknown autonomous city-state of the Demon Republic, and he has also embarked on his own path, a path called Guardian.