The underworld is full of wind and snow, and the twentieth chapter of the second volume of the different years is like a year of water, which is what is said to be a year of all thoughts, I honestly returned to my hometown and told my parents that Mr. Chu was always on a business trip and quit. Pen Fun Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 info stopped farming at home and honestly became a farmer. When I came home, Dan was at my house! the little girl who stuck to me at school. She came and asked my parents for my phone number, but I couldn't get through.

I took her in my arms and wept, and when I saw me crying, she cried more than I did. I avoided my parents and told her that I couldn't be with her because I had a spell on me that I couldn't break. She didn't believe it at all, saying that I was saying it to get rid of her. I said okay, I'm actually in love with someone else, but she still doesn't believe me. After that, she married me before she finished high school. I had the 100,000 yuan that Mr. Chu gave me and the five gold cakes taken out of the ancient tomb, and I managed some farmland by myself, which was relatively financially abundant, and Dan later gave birth to two sons for me, and I lived a happy and happy life like this.

But in the midst of all this, I have been worried about the charm on my body, although I feel better and better, but health is like a piece of meat in the dog racing field, always leading me to run forward, but never get the deliciousness. Dan also asked me what I always had in my mouth, and even suspected that it was the love object that I had told me that the person I fell in love with gave me, and I said that I lied to you.

There is nothing wrong with being a true farmer, and now my life is getting richer and richer, I have my own beautiful house and my own car. Even though I manage my farmland every day of the year, and I have to manage my income and expenses, it is not much different from the life I dreamed of. Dan is not too pretty, but his heart for me is really unmatched, and what am I not satisfied with? The child grows up day by day and goes to school. The boss opened a welding repair shop in the town and started a family on his own. The second child went to college, although it is not easy to find a partner, but after all, it has always been very promising. The third uncle's condition has not improved, his soul seems to have never come back over the years, the hospital recommended going home to take care of him, and I took him back to my care.

However, whether I was toiling in the fields or lying on the kang and leisurely cats for the winter, sometimes I would suddenly think, is all this true? Is my whole life really spent like this? If there is any difference from others, it is only that I must have a strange bead in my mouth. The dreamlike life passed in such a hurry, but I always felt that something was wrong. I don't know what's wrong, but I vaguely feel that this world is not so simple. When I was fifty years old, I thought back to my life, and of course to the days when I robbed the tombs, and finally I suddenly remembered a problem: I entered the ancient tomb from under the floor of that dark space, and then I escaped through a crack in the ground, remembering that it was in the tourist area of Changbai Mountain in Jilin Province. Is it so hard that the place where I was taken by the priest to study history is in the long white mountains? So those people don't know that I know their secrets? There must be a mystery in all this, I can't think of any mystery, and I am determined to find out. You have to start quickly, you are not too young to walk, and it is difficult to do it.

I often go to the library in the city and county to study some metaphysical works, such as the five elements of Zhou Yi, history and geography, ghosts, gods, Buddhism, and Taoism. In addition, the Internet is a good way to learn, and a lot of information is so easy to find, and many people are surprised that an old man like me would study so seriously.

I also noticed the news events, and there seems to be a silent tacit understanding between the countries of the world, from time to time there is war, and from time to time there is peace. It's like going step by step, although there are many amazing events, but they are all going with the pulse of history.

I'm in my fifties, what else can I think about but reminiscing? After another two years, I still don't think about the study of metaphysics. In fact, this is normal, just like Galileo's concentric circles, the more you know, the more confusion you can come into, and the more knowledgeable people are, the more confused they are. But I was so confused, what was the answer? What answer did I want? Should I go back to the darkness? I thought of another question, why did the cave that led to the floor disappear behind me when I went down to the tomb?

In my study of metaphysics, I have involved a kind of formation that is used as a trapping target, and I carefully compare it with the dark realm I have experienced, and find that the so-called dark realm is indeed a formation. The holes in the formation are all a choice, each choice is a danger in the formation, and it is a mystery to trap the target, and the real formation is not in those holes at all!

I was shocked by my own thoughts, and I broke out in a cold sweat. I'm over 50 years old, is all this an illusion? Parents, wife, children, house, car, rural life! Is it all made by man?

When I returned to my home, I took out the meniscus Mongolian knife and lay on the kang with it in my arms and couldn't help but cry. Suddenly, there was a shock, and it was like five thunderbolts. I remember that after I was separated from the soul of the copper coin, everything felt so weak, and the pain and family affection were delicious, and I was stunned and frightened, and I was like scratching my boots. Although there is a soul resurrection pill that is recorded to be condensed from dendrobium, I will not be able to restore my soul until I die. I still remember that as soon as I came home from the tomb robbery, I cried and wept when I saw Dan, and at that time the Soul Resurrection Pill had hardly any effect! Why did I cry sadly? If the so-called soul escape was solved by me in such an immortal way, then the skeleton ancestors in the church could not find this solution for more than a thousand years? No, it is really not, I can't live my life like this.

Looking at my wife, Dan now has gray hair and fine wrinkles on his face, although he still has charm. In fact, I myself am the same, following my father's and grandfather's genes, there is not much hair left on the top of my head, and my scalp is the same color as the skin on my body! I am already old like this, can I still go after my battle? Can I leave my lovely home, give up my wife and children, and go in search of the so-called Eye? If I go back to the life I lived before I was twenty years old, how will I face all this?

Forget it, just finish my life like this, go to his array, go to his tomb, go to his soul!

However, if I am still trapped in the formation, then everything will not change for me. That is to say, the real me has not experienced this so-called soul rejuvenation bead and this happy life at all, so after I die, I will still wander as an unbounded ghost for thousands of years, becoming the skeleton under the Harbin church, and the ghost dog in the ancient tomb!

I stared at Dan for a moment to see if I could see any clues, and finally took her in my arms, making the little young woman feel uncomfortable. "What's wrong with you, what's the nerve?"

I said, "I want to go out!"

Dan: "Where are you? How long? I want to go out and see it!"

I let out a sigh of relief, "Forget it, you take care of yourself in the future." There are also children, my daughter-in-law is about to give birth, and you will have to take care of it then!"

Dan: "So where are you going? Can't you go after a while?"

Me: "It's a very important thing, in fact, it's long overdue! I'm sorry, I really hope you will understand me in the future! You have to know that I really love you, and I really can't bear you!" She was so frightened when she heard this, I couldn't comfort me again.

In the summer of 2038, I packed up my sword and copper coins and went to the church in Daoli District, Harbin, waiting for an opportunity to enter the basement. Finally in the dead of night, but there was a vigil in the church, I remember when I was twenty years old, there was no one in the whole church except the priest, how could I think of sending someone to keep vigil now? It didn't matter, I found the little door and sneaked into the basement, there should be a secret door leading to the place where the skeleton was. But it was a very small basement, similar to what I had seen here that year, but there were no secret doors at all. And now, even if I don't have the Soul Restoration Orb, I can't leave the soul and observe this church like that. He came to the church during the day and asked the staff inside if there was a foreigner who was a pastor here, and those people said that there was one thirty years ago, but since he disappeared since then, he has never returned, no one knows where he went, and he has been reported missing. I have no clue at all, and I can only break into Changbai Mountain again.

This time I was fully prepared, compass, GPS, mobile phone with condoms, climbing lines, oxygen tanks, waterproof flashlights and cold light sticks, as well as food, raincoats were also prepared, and all were backed up, and I also bought pistols and bullets on the black market, and even prepared some explosives to deal with the giant beast. I rented a better Paladin SUV in Tonghua, drove all the way to the small village called Shiwudaogou, and then went all the way north to find the underwater cave that the giant beast took me out of.

Now I'm an expert swimmer, and I have an oxygen mask, so I don't have a problem diving at this depth for as long as I want. It's just that thirty years have passed, and even if everything in the water hasn't changed, it won't be easy to find the underwater hole with my memories at the time. I searched for a day, and finally found it, and my memories of that year were a little vague, but I understood the situation. Carrying gear and gas cylinders, dive into that rough underground cavern. I'm a little too old to bear it, and I'm a little worried about the fact that I still have such a high crack to climb. It's not that I'm worried that I won't be able to go back, but I'm worried that there will be no results this time. For thirty years I have been more and more confused, and if I don't get an answer, will I go through my life like this? But I still don't have a clue, I don't even know what kind of answer I want! But how can I die in peace without solving the doubts in my heart?

I didn't meet the monsters I used to be, but I was very tired of walking, and I walked in the underground cavern for twelve hours. After a full rest, I climbed up from that crack for another two hours, and finally entered the ancient tomb, of course, not on the side where there were zongzi and ghost dogs. Everything is still the same in the tomb passage and the side chamber, and I still haven't been able to find the thief hole!

There is no suspense in all this except for fatigue, and I have figured out a little bit in such a dark environment, this tomb is a treasury prepared for me, and the treasures here are at my disposal, which is to let me live a rich life in this world with peace of mind. When I lived my life like this, what were the people who trapped me with the formation doing? In addition to celebrating my success, were they still laughing at my stupidity and incompetence? Thirty years! Thirty years have passed, what has become of me in real life? It's over! There is nothing left, and I have been deceived to finish my life. At this moment I really felt hopeless, what I lost was not a struggle, not self-esteem, not money, but thirty years of prime time. Now that I am dying, what else can I do? I have been imprisoned for thirty years in a happy life, and even if I return to my original world, what can I do to remember and pay tribute to my youth?

Touching my thinning hair, looking at my old skin, I remembered that my beautiful life was all fake. If you really know it's fake, it's okay, but the problem is that you don't even know what is real or fake. My family, my lover, my wife and children, do they all really exist? Will anyone really be sad if I die here? What kind of expectations did my family have waited for me for 30 years in that real world? Even if everything is true, what can I do without me? My children have grown up, and I have no regrets about my wife and family, and I have disappeared for 30 years in the real world, and no one will remember me! Forget it, forget it, just because I didn't come to the world.

It's been a long struggle, a few days. In the end, he sat in the middle of the tomb, pulled out a Mongolian knife, put it on his shoulder, and cut his carotid artery fiercely, ending his life of failure!