Chapter 185: Selfishness

The wind at the top of the mountain is a little strong, with a bit of wildness, but when you look down from the top of the mountain, you can feel the shock of 'seeing all the mountains at a glance', the earth is in full view, the mountains and forests and animals become a single ink spot, and you can touch the sky with a raised hand, which makes people feel open. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info

This is also the reason why Qin Ji must climb the mountain, in the previous half a year, he would basically bypass such a mountain, but once he ran into the mountain when he was chasing the mutant beast, and ran to the top of the mountain as soon as he chased it, after killing the mutant beast, he stood on the top of the mountain, feeling the fierce mountain wind, and all the previous killing breath disappeared.

Wen Qianluo and Wei Ming have been staying in the base all the time, although they have also gone out before, but they may have had problems with their mood after a long period of stable life, the most obvious is Wen Qianluo, Qin Ji felt that she was about to lose her original vigilance, although she tried her best to hide it, but there were still traces to be found.

Looking for a flat land, Qin Ji took out the tent in the space, and after fiddling with it for a while, a spacious military tent appeared on the leeward side of the mountaintop, and now there is not enough time, I am afraid that it will be dark before they go down the mountain, and it will not be easy to hurry at that time.

"Are we going to sleep in here today?"

After admiring the scenery, Wei Ming walked to the entrance of the tent and looked at Qin Ji inside with expectant eyes. Just now he was thinking about where to sleep tonight, when he turned around and saw a tent appear in front of him.

"Of course. ”

Qin Ji nodded, laid out a blanket, put three soft pillows, and walked out of the tent.

"We slept here tonight, it's not safe down the hill. ”

He rubbed Wei Ming's head and explained to Wei Ming that although it was not necessarily safe on the mountain, it was much better to defend only one direction here, which was much better than defending in all directions under the mountain.

"It's nice here, it's just a little less popular. ”

Wen Qianluo retracted his gaze looking into the distance and said with emotion to Qin Ji. She doesn't like to be lively, but now only she, Qin Ji and Wei Ming are left, and she always feels that it is a little too quiet, this kind of life is very good, but once it is a long time, she will always be a little anxious, and jealous and eager to contact people.

"We're only here once in a while, we don't stay here forever. ”

Qin Ji was suddenly a little tired, he hoped that Wen Qianluo would stay with him all the time and not feel bored, because they were cultivators, they had to endure loneliness, they might have a long life in the future, if it was just one day Wen Qianluo started to get tired, he was really not sure that Wen Qianluo would give up everything outside and only be with him.

"That's good, it's always felt like a lonely place, I like the scenery, but I don't want to stay here forever. ”

Hearing Qin Ji's words, Wen Qianluo smiled, although something happened on this outing, she still felt very happy.

Qin Ji lowered his eyelids, he nodded to Wen Qianluo, retreated to the tent, staring at the corner of the tent in a daze, and Wen Qianluo thought that there were still some things in the tent that Qin Ji hadn't done well, so he didn't care, because the expression on Qin Ji's face was too little, coupled with Qin Ji's deliberate cover-up, Wen Qianluo didn't find anything wrong with Qin Ji.

He likes Wen Qianluo, there is no doubt about this, he can do anything for her, and nothing can shake him, but what if he does all this Wen Qianluo doesn't like and doesn't accept it?

He had never realized the difference between the two human individuals so deeply, all his habits had been formed, and Wen Qianluo's various habits had already been carved into her own blood and bones, if they wanted to be fused together, they had to throw away some of their habits and become their common habits.

Qin Ji is quiet, even if she finds a mountain forest for a long time to cultivate, there is no problem, but Wen Qianluo said that she doesn't like it here, she prefers the base, there is no noise here, and there is a little less popularity, so she won't stay long.

This kind of cognition makes Qin Ji unable to get angry even if he wants to, because they are not wrong, but there will be all kinds of contradictions together, the two of them are basically people with no emotional experience, and they have always been alone, to put it more seriously, they are both very selfish people, and they don't know how to get along with another person for so long.

Qin Ji felt that it would be good if Wen Qianluo could always think according to his heart, but Wen Qianluo, who thought completely according to his heart, was just a puppet, and he would definitely not like Wen Qianluo like that, so this would produce a paradox, what exactly did he want.

Do you want Wen Qianluo to fit with his spirit, or is it because Wen Qianluo is the opposite of him that he likes Wen Qianluo? Qin Ji can't tell, if he can explain it clearly, it can be measured by a concept, maybe it can't be called feelings.

But what Qin Ji is afraid of is that he will get tired of it, tired of such disharmony, and in the end he will abandon Wen Qianluo, or even himself, his previous life is very good, no one will care how he lives, and he doesn't have to think about how others live, he just needs to take care of himself.

However, when he thinks about being with Wen Qianluo, he always unconsciously considers Wen Qianluo's feelings, can't help but care about Wen Qianluo, will be frightened, and will have a wealth of joys, sorrows, and sorrows, he is obsessed with such feelings, so that he feels that he is still a living person.

Qin Ji suddenly didn't know what to do, two emotions were tug-of-war, one was the original habit, the other was a fresh emotion that was contrary to his original habit, if it was before, he would not hesitate to choose himself, but now he is not sure.

He is a very selfish and selfish person, so selfish that all emotions are stingy to express, this selfishness has been rooted in the depths of his soul, he thought that such selfishness had been diluted when he was not faced with a choice, but now he finally knows that he is still the original him, and there has been no essential change.

"Qin Ji, let's make a fire and cook, do you have a lighter?"

A head poked out from the mouth of the tent, and Wen Qianluo came over to ask Qin Ji's opinion. Seeing that it was about to get dark, they hadn't eaten yet, and if they dragged it on, they would have to eat dry food, although she had eaten a lot of fruit before, but now she had digested it.

"Yes. ”

Qin Ji turned around a little stiffly, he got out of the tent, went outside and began to find some branches to make a fire, he didn't look at Wen Qianluo from beginning to end, it looked very strange.

Wen Qianluo looked at Qin Ji's departing back and bit her fingers, how did she think something was wrong with Qin Ji? When did it start? It seems to have started when she said she didn't like it here? )