Chapter 40: Meditation

How to write it?

What to write?

What kind of tone should it be written?

What should be the style in which it should be written?

Should......

Hung above his head by the sword of Damocles' fate of 'Twenty Years of the Principality of Thun', even at the sumptuous dinner table, Aubner looked absent-minded and unsavory. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info

However, it was fortunate that Duke Illya did not appear at the table because he had other important matters, so even though Abner's behavior was rude, and Rosie's butler who was in charge of serving them did not say anything, but only expressed a few words of concern, and after being perfunctory by Abner, they did not continue to ask.

Then, after eating this unknown dinner, he went to the study on the third floor of this villa, led by Rossi's butler.

However, in fact, the only places where books appear are the shelves on the wall opposite the door, and the desks in the center of the study, which are made of precious wood.

Neither the desk nor the shelves were filled—Abner guessed that most of the vacant spaces were originally stocked with materials and documents. Because I was going to use it today, those things were removed in advance. After all, letting an outsider see the inside information of the Ellis family is not good for either himself or the Ellis family.

"Mr. Felix, according to the orders of the Duke, you are free to use this study tonight. Steward Rossi, who had led the way, had opened the door for Abner and activated the magic crystal lamp.

Then, pointing to the position parallel to the desk, near the window, there was a red string of unknown material with a heart-shaped transparent pendant at the bottom, which had a very feminine style, "If you need anything, you can pull this rope, and someone will come in a while." ”

"Well, I see. Thank you, Mr. Rossi. Is there anything I need to pay attention to in the study, though?"

"Basically, it's gone. "Your Excellency the Steward bowed slightly—as the butler of the Ellis family's assistant patriarch in the royal capital, he was well aware of the nobles and officials of the royal capital. So he had a good assessment of Abner, the 'son of the nouveau riche', who was neither humble nor arrogant, but also polite and well-mannered: "Well, then, I will not disturb you for now, and I wish you a good evening, Mr. Felix." ”

"You too, Mr. Rossi. ”

......

What to do, what to do, what to do?

When the butler had left and brought the door to him, Abner had abandoned his pretense of composure, and had shown his true face of irritability and nervousness, and kept walking up and down the room, muttering to himself in his heart.

- The reason why he did not read it directly was because of Abner's fears - if this study was to be monitored by magic tonight, the consequences would undoubtedly be worse than if he had been assigned to the Duchy of Thun for twenty years.

The first thing to rule out must be works of art such as poetry and poetry from the East and the West - art comes from life, and if a boy who has never been out of the royal capital writes works that do not conform to his own 'painting style' at first glance, he will definitely be doubted. Of course, maybe it would be okay to use a few sentences in a future article, but for now, absolutely not.

Second, things that are too advanced are often summed up by old people who have rich life experience and accumulated knowledge through their own life experience. Given Abner's age and knowledge, it was still not appropriate.

And then ...... Uh-huh, and then, uh-huh...... I'm so annoyed! What the hell should I write! It seems that there is no one of my age who can write it at all -- do you want to write your own goose goose goose goose or ninety-nine multiplication table?!

Isn't Nima a cheat?!

No, no, don't calm down, swearing and complaining can't solve the problem at all, and then think carefully about what is barely in line with your identity......

First of all, you can't have too deep thinking, secondly, you can't detach yourself from life, and thirdly, you can't ...... What else is going to do?

What else is going to do?

Completely clueless!!!

The villain in his heart almost scratches his hair, but there is still no useful idea - in the absence of any accumulation of knowledge, writing anything may expose his own problems, but if he does not write something, he will be sent to the Duchy of Thun, where birds do not lay eggs...... Ahh!!hhhh

Growling, stomping, growling, plucking—all of which are in the mind, of course, but outwardly in the form of Abner's increasingly hurried steps, furrowed eyebrows, and unkind eyes...... is like a **** student who is only twenty minutes away from handing in the paper, but has not yet had a clue about the 800-word essay.

Write something for inspiration!

Helpless + impatient, Abner took out the method he used to write essays, and was ready to write something casually to find the state - maybe the written thing is not qualified, but as long as he can write something, maybe he can use it to find the state - it's better to try it!

So, what to write about?

How about writing a diary that has been put down for 14 years?

March 16, fine.

Today was the last day of the week at the Academy, and Heyman and I were invited by Her Excellency Duke Elijah Ellis's butler to her villa in Foster District, and had the privilege of meeting His Excellency the Duke himself, who was very cold and for some unknown reason...... Then she gave me a big problem.

Dinner was in the dining room, very rich, but His Excellency the Duke himself did not come, and it was said that there was something very important, and we were guided by Rossi Butler and a few maids, the appetizer was Acna salad, the first soup was said to be cooked with the eggs of some kind of monster, the main course was carefully fried boned steak and roast meat - also said to be some kind of meat of the monster, which I did not pay attention to, and finally a delicious dessert and a very good, mellow black tea.

Then Steward Rossi led me to the Duke's chamber, and after a period of meaningless 'reflection', I began to write in my diary, as above.

......

Nima, this is a completely meaningless account! Is he a person who eats and waits for death?!

???

A faint sensation seemed to flash through Abner's mind.

Is he a person who eats and waits for death?

Seemingly, there is a little bit of a clue......

I am not a person who eats and waits for death, I am a very self-motivated person.

Therefore, my life is very fulfilling.

Well, life is very fulfilling, so you can write some insights about life.

Perception of life......

A man's life should be spent in such a way that when he looks back, he will not be ashamed of his inaction...... Stop, stop, the world doesn't need communist iron warriors right now!

That, people are inherently dead, or heavier than Mount Tai, or lighter than a feather. So, be a person who is beneficial to the people, a person who is moral, and a person who is free from low tastes...... It seems that Li Desheng's thoughts are not very compatible!

No, no, no, it should be said that any perception that applies to society as a whole is not appropriate.

So, can it only be those personal perceptions?

With the elbow on the desk as the fulcrum, and the ten fingers crossed under the chin, Abner posed a pyramid shape that was very classic in his previous life.

What about personal life insights......

Geisibo acted in "Zhou Yi", Zhong Nieu wrote "Spring and Autumn", Qu Yuan was exiled, Naifu "Lisao", Zuoqiu was blind, and "Chinese" was born...... The sages of Daqi are angry and do what they do.

Forget it, I'm not so miserable that I was chopped up, so I still don't want to copy Tai Shigong's "Report to Ren'an".

However, it is not easy to think about yourself - whether it is in the previous life or this life, even if it is not as good as Taishi Gong, it is not comparable to ordinary people.

After all, he is a **** senior in high school, and he is still a guy with quite good grades and can rank among the top few in the school - the price is at least four meals a day, five to eleven, books are heavier than people, and the desk drawer is always stuffed with health medicines, coffee, chocolate and other items that increase HP and MP, and he has half a day off on weekends......

But it was also worth it, and in this repetitive, over and over again, almost equivalent to hell for the lazy and the weak-willed fellows, Abner persevered to the end, his spirit and will were sublimated, transformed, and became a strong-willed, tenacious, and scientific outlook on the world, life, and values—which is why he was finally able to adapt to the world.

I have nothing to fear anymore.

At the end of that time, Abner maintained this view.

So, now there is nothing to be afraid of.

Thinking like this, a faint, former smile appeared on his face.

PS: First of all, thank you for the 100 tips from the book friend 'Fallen Swordsman' last time, and the 588 points of the tip this time.

Secondly, the third year of high school really tempers people, whether it is physical or will, which is the true feeling of the zodiac sign. In the above, those manifestations that were once the norm in the classes of the horoscopes (books are heavier than people, and they vary from person to person). If you are not in good health, you will not be able to persevere, let alone be mentally firm. As long as everyone can stick to that mental state after the third year of high school, I think they can definitely become a winner in life.

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