Distracted Confessions (Medium)

In the world of online texts, readers are most tired of those fake, big, and empty things, and mending the sky is one of them.

Think about it, too, I'm just an ordinary person, I've read a few books and written a few paragraphs, and I don't know how to deal with this kind of topic.

For example, the two chapters that were updated today, those words about human nature (which I think is part of the way of heaven), tired the one I wrote!!!

As a result, don't think about it, I didn't have the luxury of expecting it, if it doesn't cause disgust or even curse, it's already the result of the feelings accumulated above, and it's the big guy who gives me face.

I know this, so do you want to write it down like this?

The answer is yes. Since I have started and come here, of course, I have to write down, and I try my best to write down my understanding, right and wrong, right and wrong, likes and dislikes, etc., which is the freedom of the reader.

I write what I wrote, and what I wrote doesn't mean that I am correct, nor does it mean that I think it is necessary for everyone to accept it, but at the end of the day, I am still writing a story, a story that I love, devote, obsess, rack my brains, and at the same time have pain, resentment, and occasionally annoyance to write.

The story was conceived by me, and I tried my best to turn those virtual things into reality, such as calling the way of heaven Gaia, the immeasurable eons into people, the judge of the Yin Division coming to the yang world, and also concretizing the image of the anti-heaven among the living beings as mad spirits. I tried to deal with them by making them intersect with the protagonist in advance, or indirectly connect with them, and eventually meet each other.

I don't want to take away the process of mending the sky with a lot of misty words, but to make him specific to one matter after another, one contradiction after another. These treatments are useful, but they are not useful enough, for the simple reason that my realm is not enough.

To be honest, I can't tell, so I can only guess, write and think while guessing, and go back and revise it from time to time. How do other beings of the same level as heaven deal with problems, how do they view human beings and those things between human beings?

I don't know, and there are very few people who believe the world knows.

If you don't know, you can't write it really, and the things that can make it cool in the past are completely useless here, because they are the heavens, and the existence of the same level as the heavens;

I can only blame myself, I took the topic too big but didn't estimate my strength well, and the result is like this, I wrote it, and I have to write it down.

It's already hard, and what's even harder is that I find that I don't have enough knowledge, and there are many things that I feel in my head, but when I describe them, I either can't do it, or I do it, but I don't have the "evidence" to prove.

It's really troublesome, and I'm tired of talking about it with no conclusions but no evidence.

Lack of contradictions, or empty contradictions, can't create too many cool points, I have to talk about happiness. In the volume of the Son of Heaven, I use the writing style of urban literature to talk about some trivial things, and this is the purpose. Of course, at my age, I don't think much about this kind of thing, and I think those bits and pieces represent happiness, not recognition.

Again: I understand, I know, but I'll still write like this

(To be continued......)