Chapter 80
It's been a while since Lyle gained his power from the mysterious voice, but Lyle feels like his heart is gradually changing. Pen | fun | pavilion www. biquge。 info
In the past, he would be sad for a long time because of the death of a cat, but now he even takes the initiative to kill the cats when they come over, and in his eyes they are just beasts that should be killed.
In the past, when I saw someone being bullied, I would always involuntarily step forward to help, but now I feel that it is a pleasant thing to bully someone who has no resistance.
What's even more terrifying is that every time I wake up from my sleep, I always unconsciously have an extra murder weapon in my hand, sometimes a knife, sometimes a scissors, and once even a blood-stained knife.
Even he didn't know where he got these things from.
When he first became the guard of Lord Vis Stirling, he still got up early every day to exercise, and now he felt that there was no point in exercising, and it was also that he already had such a strong strength, what was the point of exercising strength.
Master Dolan came to him a few times, but after seeing him like that, he didn't say anything and left without saying a word. That's probably a sign that Dolan feels that he has no place to cultivate, but he doesn't need to be mentored by Dolan's big guy anymore, and now he can easily do many things that Dolan can't do, even though he looks thin.
Although he didn't tell Dolan any of this, he didn't feel the need to tell Dolan that he could easily break through stone slabs, pull up willow trees, and even kill a cow by throwing a stone. The goal that had been maintained was now gone, and only a faint emptiness remained.
Lyle didn't know what to do anymore, and he didn't even feel the need to protect Vis Sterling.
Her mother, who had taken care of her since she was born, must have noticed the change in herself, but she was stunned, was she afraid of losing her son if she said it, or was she afraid that she would kill her? However, Lyle, who has stayed with his mother since he was born, has also discovered the changes in his mother, his mother is becoming more and more haggard, and his gray hair is becoming more and more, needless to say, it is naturally a broken heart for himself, if it is the previous Lyle, he will definitely worry about his mother, but unfortunately the current Lyle has long forgotten that emotion, and he has become like a walking corpse, not knowing what to do, not knowing who he is, and not knowing the meaning of his existence.
Have you ever had the idea that you shouldn't have received the mysterious power in the first place? No, it's a pity, it's not at all, if you can still have that idea after you become like this, then maybe you have a day of redemption, but it's really a pity, and I don't have any regrets at all. The emotions that occupy my heart every day are only emptiness.
Why is this happening? Have you lost something important? The answer is yes, but what kind of thing has you lost? You can't say it, you don't feel anything, you don't have any emotions.
That day, Dolan, who had been his mentor, called him out of his home.
"What did you do?"
"What?"
"I ask you, do you know what you've done?"
"Did I do something? Didn't I do nothing? I spent my days doing nothing, and I was in a mess. ”
"You!"
"Do you know that your mother is dead?"
"Oh. ”
There's no emotion.,Just simply think.,Then it's dead.,Anyway, it has nothing to do with yourself.,Although in the eyes of the world,Mother died.,I should be the most related.,But I don't know why.,In his eyes.,It doesn't matter.。
"Tell me why you're like this. What about that upright, righteous young man of the past, where was he hidden by you?"
"I've been here all the time, but I've always felt that nothing matters. ”
"Pick up your sword. ”
"There's no need for that. ”
"I command you, take up your sword!"
"Oh. ”
Still maintaining an indifferent appearance, Lyle raised the sword in his hand, and when Lyle's hand touched the sword, his indifferent eyes actually ignited a spark.
And all this performance is seen in Dolan's eyes, that is, this young man still has the attachment to this pair of swords.
"Ready, Lyle boy, I'm coming!"
As he spoke, the giant sword envoy brandished a huge sword and rushed towards Lyle, without a trace of strength reserve, but with all his strength. Dolan had seen a similar situation to Lyle, who was his former vital comrade-in-arms, and after receiving the power of the mysterious voice that he also heard so often, the guy became indifferent to everything, as if his soul had been sacrificed to a demon god, he killed his father, forced his mother to commit suicide, and pushed his lover off a cliff for the reason that he thought they were too annoying.
At first, seeing that Lyle's blazing eyes were replaced by a pair of empty eyes, Dolan thought that he was wrong, and thought that Lyle just didn't wake up, but he didn't expect it to become like this, it is estimated that Lyle also sold his soul to gain power from the mysterious voice, and the next moment, this speculation became a fact.
He just waved his sword slightly, and he didn't see any signs of power at all, and the short and thin iron sword easily bounced away with the full force that Dolan had been training for a long time.
"Sure enough, you!"
Dolan adjusted his posture and launched several attacks in succession, the greatsword in his hand as nimble as the rapier. However, Lyle didn't make any superfluous moves, and even yawned, and blocked all of Dolan's attacks with a single move.
"Ah, it's boring. ”
The voice that came from the air of Lyle was a weak voice, and it was clear that even the movements were as if they were lifeless, why was every blow slashed so powerful.
Damn, Dolan took a few steps back and regrouped his posture.
Obviously full of flaws, but he was able to block all his attacks with the minimum amount of force, how did he do this? Even if it is the power given by the demon, it is too rebellious, this is simply unreasonable.
That's right, that's how there is no common sense, as long as you accept my power, you can also get this power without common sense.
"And then become that lifeless look? Who would accept such a thing! Get out of here!"
Whoa, whoa, you will accept it, and whoever hears my whispers, no matter how upright, is destined to accept me.
"Get out of here!"
As he spoke, Dolan slammed the big sword to the ground with all his might, and the big sword stuck straight into the ground.
"What's the matter, Lord Dolan, aren't you still going to fight? Why did you throw your sword on the ground? ”
"I don't need a sword against you at all!"
"Haha, what are you still trying to do? I can't help myself with a sword, not to mention that I don't even have a sword now? ”
"With that kung fu taunt, you attacked it, are you afraid of me?"
"Who would be afraid of a guy who doesn't have a weapon, so be careful of getting hurt. ”
Lyle ran towards Dolan with random steps, no, although the movement was soft, but the speed of movement was not slow, and in an instant, it was in front of Dolan's eyes, and the bright iron sword was about to cut into Dolan's body.
But Dolan didn't panic in the shreddest.
The sword that slashed at him was grabbed by him and entered the white blade empty-handed
However, Lyle's weapon is more than just this iron sword.
There was a violent thump in Dolan's abdomen, and then the whole person was knocked into the air, and after spinning in the air for a few weeks, he fell heavily to the ground, and a mouthful of blood spurted out of his mouth.
"Ah, it's really vulnerable, obviously looking so strong, but still weak like this, with such a weak body holding the title of the first retainer under Weiss, won't this be a shame for Lord Weiss?"
"That's not your turn to sell your soul. ”
"Yes, but it doesn't seem like you're in a good position right now, right? Maybe I can make it easier for you. ”
"What are you going to do?"
Lyle picked up the greatsword from the ground and swung it with ease, something he couldn't do before.
"Send you to hell. ”
Lyle threw his greatsword at Dolan.
Suddenly, two figures appeared in front of Dolan and blocked the fatal blow for Dolan.
"Didn't I say that I told you not to come? ”
"You're still like this, can't we share it a little?"
The broadsword made Bodiak and Shadow stand in front of Dolan like a bulwark, protecting him.
"Are you going to fight three to one? I'm still a teenager. ”
"No, you're not even human. ”
"Hahaha, I actually said that I am not even a human, are you blind or what's wrong? Am I not a human being?"
Lyle's expressionless face suddenly took on a lot of emotion.
"Hey, hey, didn't you say that if you become like that, you won't care about anything, and where does he get all these negative emotions from?"
"Not really. ”
Dolan struggled to his feet.
"It's not that there are no emotions, it's that there are no positive emotions. ”
"What?"
That is to say, you can very easily let him be contaminated with negative emotions, and once those negative emotions are contaminated, they will not leave him, but will accumulate more and more, and the stronger the emotion, the stronger his power will be. ”
"And what's the matter? Then he didn't have any emotions before, you can't beat it anymore, and now that negative emotions have accumulated on him, don't we have no chance of winning at all?"
"Attention, he's on the move. ”
Bodiak smiled bitterly at the shadow and said, "I'm really sorry, you just returned to Yangdu, so I want you to accompany us to deal with this mess." ”
"It doesn't matter, this is the mission of the man who bears the path of shadows. ”
Dolan also picked up the greatsword.
"Let's deal with him together and free the boy. ”
In the face of the young man who rushed over, the first to attack was the broadsword envoy Bodiak, because he was in a hurry to set off this time, he didn't bring his shield, but without a shield, he was also an excellent broadsword messenger, and the chopping and slashing were very good, and every blow was really threatening Lyle, and with his attack was the shadow who was good at changing attacks, although the weapon he used was a dagger that was an inch short and an inch dangerous, but it had an attack speed that was completely incomparable to the other two, and the direction of the attack was all the key point of Lyle. This forced Lyle to quickly defend his gaps.
And these attacks are all for Dolan, when Lyle is busy defending, Dolan has cooperated with his teammates to prepare for the attack, in the super fast attack and defense, a little flaw will lead to failure, and Dolan's sword is prepared for this blow.
Dolan had been accumulating a blow for a long time, and it hit Lyle in the back.
However, Lyle deftly dodged the attack, but this blow was not ineffective, on the contrary, the quickly attached Shadow and Bodiak made Lyle unable to recover from the imbalance for a long time, and then Dolan's second blow came, and this blow was much more powerful than the previous one, because Dolan had gradually recovered from his injury.
At this moment, Lyle couldn't hold on, although he still dodged Dolan's blow, but the flaw was greatly expanded by the impermeable attack of Shadow and Bodiak, and Dolan's third pursuit hit Lyle's iron sword at once, knocking the iron sword in Lyle's hand away.
I don't know if the battle with the three made Lyle feel more emotional, and after the iron sword in his hand was knocked off, Lyle quickly jumped and left the attack of the three, and then disappeared without a trace.
Unexpectedly, none of the three of them could muster the strength to chase after them.
All of them fell to the ground and gasped for breath because they had exerted a lot of physical strength.
"He actually escaped. ”
"Is this letting a demon go? ”
“......”
The three of them have their own ideas, and the only thing they have in common is that they all feel that they should kill Lyle here, or they will cause great trouble in the future.
"I don't know what Lord Vis will think of that boy. ”
Bodiak said.
"Everyone has the pursuit of power, but there must be no idea of getting something for nothing. ”
"Hahaha, teacher, your student has run away, and he is still here to tell us. ”
Shadow sneered at Dolan with a wry smile.
"Yes, the student has already left. ”
There was only sadness in Dolan's tone, such a beautiful family was ruined like this. Dolan blamed himself a little.
"There is no guarantee that the forces of evil will take advantage of the wavering emotions of human beings, Dolan, don't blame yourself. ”
"If I had been his age when that voice appeared, I am afraid I would not have been able to resist the temptation. ”
"Anyway, let's go back first, Master Vis is still waiting for us to report. ”
"That's right. ”
"By the way, how did Lyle's mother die?"
"Suicide. ”
"Huh?"
"There will always be only one enemy, not humans, but the evil forces that have been hiding in the shadows, ready to take control of the hearts of men. ”
"But we can't hurt them, Dolan, can you kill that voice that tempted you?"
"Can't do it. I don't even know where his essence is, but if I find it, I'll definitely make him pay. ”
Lyle ran through the fields panting, and after escaping from his master, he went back to his house, and saw his mother hanging from the room, and he lowered her from the rope, and before he could say anything, he heard the footsteps of Soso outside.
When the guards opened the door, the room was empty, not even Lyle's mother's body was gone, except for an empty rope loop hanging from the beam.
Taking his mother's body with him, Lyle ran out of the capital and buried her in a quiet place with flowers. There is grass. There are trees. There are birds, there is water. In the battle with Dolan and the three of them, although all the negative emotions Lyle obtained, but in every negative emotion, there was love for his mother, only for his mother, he couldn't hate it, even if it was negative emotions all over his body, only his mother could make him feel at ease. He knew very well that his mother died because of him, but he couldn't bring his mother back to life, and his sinful karma couldn't be washed away since he beat him and caused his mother to die.
Lyle knelt down in front of his mother's simple grave, and he couldn't organize his feelings for his mother until he eliminated all the emotions in his body, and even if he only let him retain the emotion of hatred, he could awaken the love for his mother, which was buried in his roots. Yes, even if the world is apocalyptic, this emotion cannot be erased.
He does not pray for atonement, he only asks for forgiveness, because the one who deserves his atonement is gone, so he will not atone for anyone anymore, and the seeds of hatred that have been planted in him have sprouted, and in a short time they will grow into a source of hatred, and from then on, he will return to this world as a demon.