Chapter 18: Overcoming Fear
Chapter 18: Overcoming Fear
"How...... in order to overcome fear" Chen Yang took a deep breath and fixed his smell. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
"There is no way, you can only rely on yourself, if you can't get out of the shadow in your heart, then you will be entangled by fear for the rest of your life, until you die" The big yellow dog shook his head and said helplessly. It didn't tell Chen Yang that Jiuying's fear was its innate supernatural power, which was difficult to unravel, but it was afraid that it would hit his self-confidence.
"Really...... Is there no way" Chen Yang's eyes were bloodshot, his fists were clenched, his nails were pinched into the flesh, and the blood dripped to the ground, as if blooming bright red flowers.
He is very unwilling, Ah Gong's business has not been completed, he can't die yet, he must not die, but his fate is ill-fated, he is afraid that after he dies, Ah Gong will be very disappointed.
"It's not that it can't be helped, it's just ...... Nine deaths, one life," the big yellow dog thought for a while and spit out a sentence.
"What's the way to ......" Chen Yang heard this, as if grasping a life-saving straw, and hurriedly asked.
Don't say that there is only one chance to die, he will not let it go, and now in this situation, he can't even calm down in cultivation, let alone anything else.
"Death and then life, first melt and then behead, but it's just ......" The big yellow dog pondered, a little hesitant.
"It's just ...... what" Chen Yang saw that it was hesitating, and his heart became even more impatient.
"It's just that the method is extreme, if you're not careful, you'll be swallowed by fear, and then there's nothing left" The big yellow dog could only say it when he saw him so impatient.
"Say, how am I going to die and be born," Chen Yang said after stabilizing his mood a little.
"The way is that the emperor will arrange a small phantom array for you, stimulate the fear in your body, and then you will merge into the fear, find out the source of the fear, and cut it off, but the method is thought up by the emperor, I don't know if it is feasible, choose not to look at you" The big yellow dog stared at Chen Yang and said, if he didn't dare, then it would leave here and let him fend for himself, because he would be like this in this life, and there would be no higher achievements.
"If not, I will soon be swallowed by fear or wait until Jiuying comes to me, there is no life at all, it is better to Bo, there is still a chance" Chen Yang's eyes were red, the blue tendons on his forehead burst out, and his teeth were bleeding.
He doesn't want to die, now there is a chance in front of him, he can't hesitate, once it passes, then he can really only wait for death, and only Bo can have a glimmer of life.
"Okay, this emperor has to admire you, you give me those spirit stone fragments, this emperor will arrange a phantom array for you now" After the big yellow dog finished speaking, he picked up the spirit stone fragments that Chen Yang threw aside, and then scattered around Chen Yang, and then stood up like a human, pinched with both claws, and half a incense time, a small phantom array that could only be formed around Chen Yang.
"Are you ready, this phantom array can only last for one incense plant, you have to complete it within one incense time, otherwise you will be consumed by the fear that is aroused," the big yellow dog shouted.
"Good ......" Chen Yang looked at the surrounding phantom array and gritted his teeth. He was already determined and would not be defeated by this fear.
After seeing that he agreed, the big yellow dog didn't speak again, and opened the phantom array.
When it opened the phantom array, countless images appeared in Chen Yang's mind, and Chen Yang found that he had returned to the tribe, and the familiar environment made him feel at home.
"Ah Yang, don't run around, your father just came back from hunting a rabbit, and my mother will make you rabbit meat to eat at night," a woman shouted, seeing that she knew Chen Yang very well between her eyebrows.
"Mother, mother......" Chen Yang turned his head, froze, and then ran up excitedly to hug him, shouting with a whimper.
The word mother hasn't appeared for a long time, and I can't remember how long it has been.
"Alright, alright...... How old are you still crying, go back with your mother to make rabbit meat for you to eat" The woman touched Chen Yang's head, and said kindly and took Chen Yang back.
"Ah Yang is back, today my father beat you a rabbit, and let your mother come back to you to make rabbit meat to eat later" Back at home, Chen Yang saw his father, who had a not very good-looking smile on his face, but he couldn't hide his father's love.
"Daddy...... Yang misses you so much...... Let's never be apart again...... Okay?" Chen Yang whimpered and hugged his parents, the doubts in his heart had long been abandoned, and now he could only be with his parents again.
"Silly boy...... How can we be separated, we will be together again," his father patted Chen Yang on the shoulder and said with a smile.
Chen Yang snorted, but he didn't let go of his hand, he was afraid that his parents would disappear as soon as he let go.
"Alright...... Well, my mother will make rabbit meat for you, this is Ah Yang, your favorite food" Mother left to make rabbit meat.
Chen Yang looked at his mother's back with happiness on his face, he had forgotten that this was the magic mirror, and he felt that he had returned to his carefree life in the past.
In the evening, the whole family ate a big rabbit, Chen Yang hadn't eaten his mother's cooking for a long time, so he ate a lot, and drank a lot of wine with his father and talked a lot.
Day 2......
Chen Yang woke up and found himself lying on the table, thinking that he should have been too happy to drink too much last night, but why didn't his parents take him to bed? It is estimated that his parents also drank too much last night, and shouted a few times with doubts, but they didn't reply, could it be that his parents haven't gotten up yet?
"Daddy...... After entering the room, I found that my parents were not there, and the quilt was still folded there and had not been moved, so I was anxious, and hurriedly ran out and shouted.
"Arrest this kid, he's a traitor to our tribe. ā
"It was this kid who made our tribe face destruction, so that we had no inheritance, and killed him"
"Kill him...... Kill him"
Looking at the angry insults of the clansmen, they wanted to kill him.
Ah Gong came over disappointed, saying that he did not fulfill his promise, did not bring back the inheritance treasure, in order to give an explanation to the clan, he was going to kill him today to appease the anger of the clan.
A group of angry clansmen arrested him and escorted him to the square, he didn't move, tears fell from his eyes, he was not afraid of death, but it was meaningful to die, but thinking of Ah Gong's extremely disappointed look, his heart was tingling, unwilling.
Watching the clansmen pick up their weapons, with a hideous face, slashing at him, feeling his body split again, blood covering his eyes, and finally he heard the laughter and curses of the clansmen, there was no fear in his heart, only unwillingness.
As soon as the picture turned, he saw Jiuying in a black void, staring at him with indifferent eyes, and he saw Jiuying with mockery in his eyes, mocking him for being weak and weak, and mocking him for being vulnerable.
He didn't feel the same fear as he did the first time, he had already experienced death, he had experienced the abandonment of his people, the departure of his parents, what else was there to fear?
"I won't...... Again... Fear... You will no longer be afraid of you...... So...... You go to die" Chen Yang gritted his teeth, stopped word by word, he had no fear, he only was angry, and finally rushed straight forward.
He is not afraid of the gap with it, no matter how weak he is, there is an unquenchable flame in his heart, which can burn him and turn into a brilliant streamer, even if death brings fear to the enemy.
The fist hit the nine babies, and the time froze, looking like an ant punching an elephant, which made people feel funny.
Wow......
A baby's cry broke the silence, and Jiuying's mocking eyes turned into fear and unwillingness, and finally turned into a black aura that drilled into Chen Yang's eyes.
Chen Yang saw the Nine Babies disappear, his heart was relieved, and before he could be happy, he saw a breath left by the death of the Nine Babies enter his eyes, and then he felt that the world was spinning, and all the pictures disappeared.
To be continued......
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