Chapter 333: A Tale of Revenge

Blake said with some regret, "After all, after so many years in Azkaban, it is not easy for me to keep the Animagus transformed for many years, and I can still remember some things. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ”

"I don't know in my head, and if it weren't for self-blame and resentment, I wouldn't have survived so long. I didn't know why I didn't want to die, as if there was some task that I hadn't done, so I didn't rush to die. ”

"The one I remember most is James Potter, and I can remember him vividly. He is like me on the other side, and he is also a cocky boy with an empty mind, and we became good friends when we first met. ”

"It's like we've discovered another self, and from the moment we know each other, we become confidants and are inseparable. There will definitely be no brothers who are more compatible than us. We all like to break the rules and ignore all authority. ”

"Jaime is more of a rule-free player, a Quidditch player who will take any opportunity to show off to others. ”

"Together, we are lawless in the academy and pride ourselves on breaking the rules and changing traditions. We volunteered to be friends with werewolves, we practiced the Animagus Transfiguration in secret, and we traveled to and from Hogwarts at night. ”

"We keep breaking the school rules, we keep playing pranks, the teachers are not as smart as us, they can't catch us, they can't do anything about us. Dumbledore was a man who didn't care about anything, and he didn't care about things in the house. ”

"We were arrogant, arrogant, and so beautiful. The boys adore us, the girls like us, we think we are the kings of the world, we are so invincible. ”

Blake was in a trance reminiscing about the past, trapped in a long memory, the only thing he had, "After graduation, we joined the Order of the Phoenix to fight Voldemort's forces together. Even then, we thought we could save the world. ”

"I don't know why I would stupidly propose to change the secrecy halfway through, when everything is fine. Like I don't know, why the stupid James Potter would agree to this proposal. Like you said, it's a trick that no fool can fool. ”

"There are spies among us. I know this, I come from an old dark magic family, and our family supports Voldemort. I had been suspicious of Dumbledore early on, and his suspicious gaze couldn't hide from my eyes. ”

"Maybe it was the whispers of the devil, who planted the seeds of betrayal in my heart, made me make an unforgivable mistake, and made me propose to change the secrecy. Maybe it's the hatred of Dumbledore, I hate his suspicion of me, I hate the way he looks at me. All in all, things got out of hand in the little trick of two daring idiots. ”

"The inexplicable restlessness and uneasiness led me to propose to replace the Secret Keeper with Peter Pettigrew, and the Dark Wizard couldn't catch me, so I decided to make the game a little more difficult and play tricks on them. No one would have believed that James Potter would be foolish enough to choose the cowardly, inconspicuous Peter Pettigrew as a secret. ”

"James Potter agreed to this stupid trick, maybe we were too idle, maybe we were too arrogant, we didn't inform Dumbledore, we didn't even tell Lupin. We quietly practiced this boring little trick, like all our pranks. ”

"We look at people with condescension in our hearts, watching other stupid hats get tricked by us, just like the countless pranks we used to do in school. I fantasize that Voldemort and they'll all be chasing me, and they'll never find out that we've secretly changed the Secret Keeper. ”

"They would never have imagined that someone would choose a stupid and cowardly person as a secret, and that would be the biggest joke in the world. ”

"However, this time we became stupid, we were too self-righteous, we were too arrogant. We mess up, we break our brains, and we bring them to life in a prank-up way. Then James Potter played himself to death, and he killed his innocent wife, and I played myself into Azkaban, and I played myself crazy. ”

Blake laughed hysterically, the skin on the skeleton's face was even more distorted, and in the sunken eye sockets, there were ghostly eyes. No one can tell whether he is a living person or a dead ghost at this time.

"I thought I was keeping alive in Azkaban because I didn't want to die too quickly, and I wasn't ready to face Jaime and Lily. ”

"It wasn't until I saw the mouse in Fudge's newspaper and Peter Pettigrew that I finally understood that the reason why I wasn't dead, that I wasn't a ghost, that I didn't die, that I didn't survive, was only because my mission wasn't done. ”

"It's like a story that I used my stupidity to make Peter, to kill my best friend, and to kill myself. The story isn't over yet, and I haven't killed him yet. ”

"I always thought that the end of the story was that I would kill Peter Pettigrew, and I would gnaw off his head, complete my revenge, and end all my mistakes. ”

"Now it seems that in this story, I am just a villain's clown, and this is not my revenge story. I'm old, and I'm going to die in revenge on my friend's son, and it seems like that's not bad. ”

"Kill me, it's your revenge story, do it, Harry Potter. ”

Blake looked straight at Harry, with a blank look on his face, and it was all over. His story is over, he is really tired, every **** night and night for twelve years, resentment and guilt, gnawing at his soul.

There were also dementors absorbing his spirit, and the long-term transformation of Animagus continued to torment him, and he was already insane.

Only self-disgust and hatred, unwilling to see Jaime and Lily's guilt too early, sustain his existence. He didn't live or die, he didn't live anymore, just to see Jaime and Lily later.

He said with a flat face, "To be honest, I'd rather see Jaime and Lily later, I'm too cowardly, I let Peter Pettigrew go twelve years ago, and let him go again twelve years later, I really underestimate him, that inconspicuous follower, that cowardly little guy, but he played with my life ruthlessly." ”

Harry pointed his wand straight at Black, who was surprised by his words, and Blake's words disturbed his heart. His mind was in a mess, and he regretted that he shouldn't have listened to Blake's nonsense.

"The truth is bad stuff. "But refusing to accept the truth will only be worse." Accepting that your father is a mortal, a mortal who can make mistakes and is a little stupid, is the only way to go in life. ”

(To be continued.) )