This is a necessary confession, if you have a friend who has read it in an old book, please skip it.

It has been two years since the completion of "I am the Pride of the King of the Emperor". So many things have happened in the past two years, the most important of which was the one that forced me to stop writing in the first place. My child was hospitalized for a serious illness, and after being discharged from the hospital, the electroencephalogram was abnormal for a long time, and the municipal hospital could not diagnose and treat it, so he went to Changsha Children's Hospital, which became the beginning of a nightmare. After a series of tests, one of the attending physicians determined that the child had a terrible lifelong illness that my wife and I could not believe our ears. In order to confirm, we registered as an expert and found an expert professor in a certain department of Changsha Children's Hospital, and the result was the same.

This incident became the biggest haze for our whole family and even our parents, and in order not to stress our children, we silently endured this fact without letting any neighbors or friends know, and began a long career of seeking medical treatment. Every week or every few weeks, I have to go to Changsha to see the expert number, although it is more difficult to register, but it has never stopped. The medicine prescribed by the professor is expensive, there are many imported drugs, and it also explains that there must be side effects, and we can sign it before we can give it to the child, and the hospital is not responsible. What else can we do for the sake of our children's illness?

In this way, after suffering for more than a year, my wife's spirit was on the verge of collapse several times, and she often hugged me after the child fell asleep and cried bitterly, and I could only comfort her every time, but what should I do myself? I couldn't confide in any of my friends, I couldn't let the people around me know, and I couldn't let my child live under the pressure of watching from an early age! I had only one belief at that time, I couldn't collapse, I couldn't collapse, otherwise the family would collapse.

After several follow-up visits, the child's condition not only did not improve, but, according to the professor, became more and more serious and became uncontrollable. During a follow-up visit, we brought a small gift to the expert professor, and the professor said sincerely: I can't solve this disease, the medicine is basically useless, you want to go to Beijing, it is estimated that you will have to have a craniotomy. How old is the child? Our whole family was almost desperate, and I understood my wife's feelings at that time, what happened to the child, she couldn't survive.

With a glimmer of hope for Zuihou, my wife and I overcame difficulties, took a long leave at work, and went to Beijing. In Beijing, thanks to the daughter of my wife's cousin's uncle, that is, my sister's family. My sister and brother-in-law arranged a temporary vacant house for us and gave us a lot of help, I am really grateful to them. So, with our children, we temporarily settled down in the unfamiliar capital.

I originally thought that it was already difficult to see a doctor in Changsha, but I didn't know, I arrived

After visiting Beijing, I realized what it means to be really difficult to see a doctor. I once went to Beijing Children's Hospital twice in the early hours of the morning to line up numbers, but none of them could be lined, not even ordinary numbers, let alone expert numbers. In desperation, we had to buy the number from the dealer at several times the price, and found an expert, who asked us to do an inspection first.

Then check that it is still going to be numbered, as they say "normal."

It was our turn to wait until seven months later, so we had to find the dealers again and pay us more, and those people were so powerful that they were checked on the third day. Then, find a dealer to buy an account to see an expert, and then check...... And so on and so forth. We live in the Lenovo Bridge area, and every time we go to the children's hospital, we have to leave before dawn, and then squeeze a long bus to the bus, sometimes we can't eat for check-ups, and we have to negotiate with the number dealer......

It's hard, and it's really unbearable.

These months in Beijing are enough to be unforgettable, but for the sake of the children, everything is worth it!

According to the experts' judgment, the child only had some kind of similar fluctuations in the electroencephalogram, but there was no such terrible disease! We were ready to go bankrupt and have surgery, but when we heard the news, we were filled with joy and sorrow. In order to confirm, we looked at another expert (naturally inseparable from the dealer's handwriting), and in the end, the judgment of the two experts was the same, and my wife and I were relieved.

At that time, I had two thoughts: the first was regret that I didn't come to Beijing earlier, and the second was anger, anger at Changsha Children's Hospital, which made my child take medicine with side effects for more than a year! These drugs had a great impact on the body, so the child's health became very poor and he often fell ill. ,

I originally wanted to go to Changsha to ask for an explanation, but my wife said that when I was taking medicine, people had already asked you to sign, and I would bear the consequences, and it was estimated that it would be useless to find it. The most important thing is that the child is okay now, don't make any more extraneous branches, don't let the child have pressure on himself, peace is a blessing.

After coming back, in order to help the child recuperate, he took half a year off from school. Then, after some more experiences, I took out a loan to buy a second-hand house and started a new life.

In the child's original situation, I had no way or energy to write a novel again, so I wasted it for two years. But in the past two years, there are still many ideas, characters or plots that pop up in my mind from time to time, and I always habitually record them, even if it is just a few words or a sentence. Just last month, I watched these coherent or independent plots go back and forth for two days, and finally decided to try to continue to "write".

Even though it's been two years since the last book, and even though the popularity may have been completely zero, and even though I'm not in good health, I still can't resist the urge to write. Those characters, those plots seem to be a kind of living existence in my mind, and if I write them, even if I don't get the approval of others, it is not in vain that they come to this world. So, I took the plunge and got in touch with the previous editor-in-charge again.

To my surprise, the editors did not forget about me as an outdated little person, and gave me a lot of support and help, which gave me a lot more confidence to start over.

Zuihou once again thanks the old friend Wudao, thanks to the new friend Xiaozhen, Orange, thanks to this platform, thanks to all readers and friends, and sincerely wishes all friends peace, health and happiness!