This is the first time she has heard a wolf howl, the wolf she saw in the zoo never barked in the past, but she heard the first sound and knew that it was a wolf howling, when Grandma Jiang was still alive, she often said that the wolf howl could be heard in the village at night, the sound was the same as the child's crying, she never knew how the wolf howl would be like a child's crying, and now, she knew, the voice was sharper than the child's crying, not pure crying, as if laughing in the yin.

Until now, she didn't know how she came that night, she just hugged Jiang Fengfeng and ran all the time, I don't know how long she ran, so long that she didn't know when the wolf howl had dispersed from her ears, so long that it seemed that she opened her eyes and saw the small earthen house where she was temporarily staying.

She had never thought the house was so good, so good that it seemed like the broken wooden door was glowing.

Holding Jiang Fengfeng and leaning against the wooden door, Jiang Feifei shook all night, and when she got up the next morning, Jiang Fengfeng touched her face and asked: Sister, why are you crying.

She didn't know when she cried.

From that day on, she never went out after dark, nor did she let Jiang Fengfeng leave her eyes, in the dead of night, she tried not to think about whether Jiang's father and Jiang's mother would be like her, and heard the wolf howling in the middle of the night, and even ......

No, definitely not.

Whenever she was weak and afraid, she looked at Jiang Fengfeng and told herself that she was not alone.

When the rations were gone, she went to look for them, and at the end of autumn, there were actually a lot of things to eat on the mountain, but she didn't know many of them, and they were all wild fruits that couldn't fill her stomach.

It's enough for her and Jiang Fengfeng to eat.

One day, she even found taro, which she had fallen from a tree while climbing a tree to pick wild pears.

A large area, spreading a small half of the mountain.

She was so happy that she didn't care about her broken knee, holding the taro on the ground, and she laughed like a fool.

At noon, they ate boiled taro.

It's just that this taro doesn't taste very good, hard and astringent, she didn't know who she heard when she was a child, taro and potatoes are seed to be poisoned, maybe born and raised in the mountains, never poisoned.

She doesn't know how to poison it, and she doesn't know if she can eat taro that has not been poisoned, but she has never heard of anyone eating taro who has been poisoned.

Seeing Jiang Fengfeng secretly throw it away, she also taught him a lesson very seriously and forcibly fed him two.

But while eating Jiang Feifei, she felt that her tongue was numb, and her head began to feel dizzy.

It can't be really poisonous, right?

"Stop the car!" Speaking with one mouth, Jiang Feifei herself was startled.

"It's not a good car." Jiang Fengfeng also turned his head with a bitter face.

"Stop the car, stop the car." Jiang Feifei was frightened and slapped the "taro" in Jiang Fengfeng's hand, and ran out to pour out the pot. Then he took Jiang Fengfeng and ran to drink water and rinse his mouth desperately.

The mouth became more and more numb, and her head became more and more dizzy, Jiang Feifei couldn't stop being scared, she didn't know that this taro would be so powerful if it wasn't poisoned.

What she regrets most now is that she forcibly fed Jiang Fengfeng two, and the most important thing is that Jiang Fengfeng is only three years old this year!

She couldn't help crying while rinsing Jiang Fengfeng.

Jiang Fengfeng was already very uncomfortable, and when he saw his sister crying, he also cried together.

While crying, he shouted inarticulate to his parents.

But fortunately, the astringency in his mouth faded after gargling a few times, and slowly, his head was no longer dizzy, Jiang Feifei held Jiang Fengfeng and knelt down on the shallow mountain stream.

Tired and hungry, Jiang Fengfeng cried and cried and fell asleep. Even with his eyes closed, he was still whispering to his parents and shouting that Feng Feng was hungry.

Listening, Jiang Feifei couldn't help crying again, she thought that the big piece of taro could hold them for a while, but the taro couldn't be eaten.

What to do? What will I do next? Jiang Feifei is just a twenty-year-old young girl, in this barren mountains and mountains, there is no food, only a three-year-old child depends on each other, she doesn't know how to go down, where to find food, and the wolf howls from time to time in the forest at night, all of which are always sharpening that immature young heart.

The weather is getting colder, and she will hold Jiang Fengfeng every day and stand on the forest path to look, but she has never seen Jiang's father and Jiang's mother again.

Three days later, snowflakes fell in the sky.

The fine snowflakes were blown away by the mountain breeze in the forest, staying on the branches and treetops that had not faded green, dotted with stars, shining in the warm winter sun, Jiang Feifei raised her head and smiled softly while stirring a few dandelions in the pot, it's winter, it's already winter!

They are not afraid of the cold, because there are a lot of clothes in the car, but they are afraid of hunger, winter comes quickly, the forests in the mountains are the same as them, and they are not ready, they are caught off guard by the sudden arrival of the wind and snow, in order to cope with the severe cold of winter, they successfully survive until spring, and the green leaves on the branches quickly turn yellow and fall.

The few wild fruit trees around also quickly threw off the burden of their branches and began to enter winter.

All she could find was fewer and fewer things, and she was frightened by the "taro" once, unless it was particularly certain, those familiar and ambiguous, she didn't dare to eat them again, the taro last time was lucky, and again, she didn't want to add two dead bodies to the mountain.

But looking around, she only knows dandelions, this can be eaten, she used to hear high school classmates say that this thing can be mixed with blanched water.

The water boiled by the dandelion will be bitter, but she is reluctant to pour it, and feeds the dandelion to Jiang Fengfeng, she picked up the bowl of bitter soup and plucked her nose and poured it in one go.

The warm soup swept through the long-hungry stomach and overshadowed the anxiety that was about to move.

She was still very hungry, but she could only lie to herself, her stomach was already full, full, so full.

But before she could put the dishes and chopsticks back, the false lie was broken by the louder and louder bowel sounds.

You still have to find something to eat.

Resigned to his fate, he picked up Jiang Fengfeng and slowly walked towards the pine forest next to him.

She hadn't eaten enough for a few days, and she couldn't hold Jiang Fengfeng anymore. And Jiang Feng Feng ...... Although she tried her best to feed Jiang Fengfeng in the past few days, he still lost weight day by day.

Of course, she was thinner, and her stomach rang so loudly that she couldn't help but reach out and press it, through the down jacket, sweater, autumn coat, she could easily touch her ribs, and couldn't help laughing, if she had to jump up happily before.

The wind was getting stronger and stronger, and they were walking more and more hard, Jiang Feifei felt as if her feet hadn't been lifted at all, just dragging on the ground, Jiang Fengfeng had already fallen twice, but neither she nor Jiang Fengfeng opened their mouths to say that they wanted to go back.

Because they haven't found today's dinner yet.

Already very tired, Jiang Fengfeng walked slower and slower, but they still found nothing, Jiang Feifei was reluctant to stop, and tried to widen her eyes as she walked, for fear that something would be leaked by herself.