Chapter 196: Unrelated Persons
"I haven't had such an experience. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 info" Teng Yun thought deeply and said, "It's about many, many important things, memories, friendships, beliefs. So, I wouldn't say that I can understand your pain. He patted the girl on the shoulder, "But you can take me as a listener, or you can wipe your tears with my clothes." I'm here with you. ”
Su Ruiwen nodded slightly, "You won't comfort people," she said sullenly, "But, thank you, that's enough." She buried her head lower, "Give me another hug?"
Teng Yunshen hugged the girl, and she laughed.
"What's wrong?"
"Xiaoxiao may not be what you think. In front of you, she is always one-sided, in fact, she likes to stick to me and be coquettish. Su Ruiwen also hugged Teng Yunshen, "Everyone always makes fun of us, saying that we can't do without each other." And I think it's nice to stick to her. She needs me. She relied on me. I think I was born to be that kind of character. Su Ruiwen retracted her hand embarrassedly, "Now, I think it's good to rely on others." ”
Teng Yunshen knows that both boys and girls will like Su Ruiwen. She can be relied on.
"It's just you. I can't think of anyone else. Su Ruiwen let go of Teng Yunshen, "This is not limited to this moment. Not a stranger, not a colleague, not even Xiaoxiao. Yun Shen may be the most suitable person.
"This shows that I have other ways out than to be a thug. I can go and be a psychiatrist. Teng Yunshen made a joke.
The girl clasped her palms together: "I'm sorry for making such and such an abrupt request. ”
Teng Yunshen reminded: "We don't have to keep repeating the process of apologizing to each other. ”
Su Ruiwen raised her hand to wipe the wet marks on her cheeks. "It's good for me to say what is in my heart. However, that's not all. She said, "I'd rather talk about you." ”
"I have the answer. My hands don't hurt. ”
"Trust me," Su Ruiwen shook her head, "the change may be more profound than you think. She leaned against the wall, looking a little tired, "I killed that man with a clear conscience." Even so, I was miserable about it. There is enough evidence to make my judgment, and I am convinced of the correctness of the death, and I have no regrets. It's just that at the moment of his death, the pain still lingers and lingers. ”
"It can always pass. ”
"Is this a temporary symptom? Maybe, maybe not. No one can say what kind of impact it will ultimately have on us. Even if it dies down, we may not be safe and sound. It may even resurrect after a long, long time, coming out of the corners of your heart and dragging your fragile you into the darkness. Sometimes, being mentally prepared doesn't mean we're going to be stronger when we take hurt.
Teng Yunshen nodded.
"I thought of you. I've been watching you for a long time. I knew you long before you knew me. Yun Shen, you are a pacifist who has no quarrel with the world, right? Mai Ke said that you are a killer, and her vision is very accurate, but not every killer is suitable for killing. Talent and ambition are two different things. ”
Teng Yunshen stretched out his hands: "We don't have a choice. ”
"No, you still have the opportunity to choose another way of life. That's what I'm really trying to say. You've got time to get out of this fight. ”
"You know me. ”
Su Ruiwen bit her lip: "But I will still try to convince you." ”
"You don't allow evil wizards to go unpunished. Therefore, you kill that person, even if he was once your friend, you will not hesitate to do so. I think the same way as you. Every evil wizard we let go can cause harm to others, and that kind of damage is irreparable. That's why I had to be part of this fight. We don't just kill them to survive, not just to punish, we do this to prevent future disasters. We don't even have the power to show mercy, and lighting a cigarette at a gas station is not a crime?"
"I understand. I get it. Su Ruiwen squeezed Teng Yunshen's palm, "You have stepped up to protect this city, and you have made it your duty to kill the evil wizard." However, not everyone has the obligation to become a warrior. Except for a few sensationalists, most people want the death penalty for the most heinous criminals, right? But how many people can sign the approval form? How many people can put a needle in a vein? I have no mercy for the evil wizard, I only care about you. Such a way of life will gradually consume you. ”
"I'd rather be a killer, a killing machine of the walking dead, than regret my weakness. There was a time when innocent people were victimized in front of me. Every now and then, I think of their faces. That's the far-reaching harm. But it's not just hurting, it's what motivates me to forge ahead. ”
Su Ruiwen closed her eyes, "In such a situation, it is natural that you are not willing to stay out of the situation. She said, "We'll talk about that later." Come on. I'll introduce you to some people. ”
"How are you?"
"Much better. ”
Teng Yunshen changed the subject: "Does this facility belong to the White Moon?"
"Nope. Su Ruiwen opened her eyes, "This is my friend's residence." I took it as a refuge. Guilt rose and fell in her tone.
Teng Yunshen stretched out his arms and gestured: "It's well decorated." ”
They continued to move, groping their way to the light behind the darkness.
"She's such a lovely person. "But she cares a lot about privacy. Don't ask her questions, that will make her nervous, I've ......"
The girl sighed.
Teng Yunshen heard a noisy voice. When Su Ruiwen mentioned the owner here, she used the pronoun "they". Teng Yunshen knew where her guilt came from. Su Ruiwen deliberately emphasized that her friend was particularly interested in personal space, but she brought a large group of frightened wizards here, disturbing their peaceful lives.
Su Ruiwen suddenly stopped Teng Yunshen.
"I had an idea. She threw a faint emotion into the killer's mind. "They might take you lightly. I thought you could help me find the traitors hiding among them. She took a bottle out of her pocket and said, "Drink it." ”
She quickly recovered.