Zheng Xiaofeng knew that she remembered those past events again.

Cheng Ruxue was stunned for a long time, and took out the photo of the archaeological team from her pocket, the appearance of Cheng Di on the photo was blurred, but she could still see it. The situation had always been so dangerous that she didn't even have time to look at the photos again, but now she could finally calm down and savor the taste of her heart with peace of mind.

Her nose was a little sore, but for some reason, she didn't cry this time, maybe because she had cried enough about it.

Whether to be happy or sad, she didn't know, and in an instant many words came to her lips, making her can't help but want to tell the person in the photo. After all, she is just a little girl, and people at this age may be strong when they are alone, but after all, they still hope to meet and rely on. How she wanted to tell her father all the things she had suffered all these years, and then threw herself into his arms, and he stroked her hair, and listened to him say those comforting words.

How much she wanted......

If my father had never had an accident, what would I be like now? Cheng Ruxue couldn't help but think. Maybe it's going to school, studying, meeting many friends, living an ordinary and interesting life, growing up, finding a job you like, and marrying a good family. The mother will not die depressed because of this, and the family can be safe and harmonious...... What a beautiful picture, why do beautiful things never belong to you......

Thinking about it, Cheng Ruxue couldn't help but laugh bitterly, it turned out that knowing her father's whereabouts more than ten years ago and knowing that he was probably in danger, this was the only gift God had given her for so long.

Zheng Xiaofeng heard this wry smile, and Yu Guang looked at her cautiously, in fact, his heart had already begun to fluctuate. He suddenly felt that he and Cheng Ruxue seemed to have become a type of person, and similar encounters unconsciously resonated in his mind. Some people say that there is never empathy in this world, but at least at this moment, he saw in Cheng Ruxue's body that only belonged to his own warm and cold self-knowledge.

"Actually...... None of us saw your father's body along the way...... I didn't see your father, which is good news, isn't it? ”

blurted out, without having time to think about it, for the first time, Zheng Xiaofeng actually opened his mouth to comfort her. Cheng Ruxue shook her head, almost unable to believe her ears.

She looked up at him in a daze, as if asking, "Are you talking to me...... Are you comforting me......"

Zheng Xiaofeng reflexively turned his gaze to the side, and said with a somewhat cramped breath: "I think that the notes of those archaeological team members say that your father is so powerful, I think it is possible for him to leave here alive, just like us." The reason why he never showed up may be because of other difficulties. ”

This sentence seems to be communicating, but in fact, it is to avoid the question in Cheng Ruxue's eyes.

No, Ruxue still smiled faintly and said "thank you", although this is only a speculation with a small chance, but from Zheng Xiaofeng's mouth, it still makes her feel very warm in her heart. To be honest, Zheng Xiaofeng's heart is already a little shaken at the moment, maybe ...... At least in front of this person, I don't have to be so hard-hearted. He hated the world, but there was really no need to hate her, no need to hate someone as pitiful as himself.

"What do you want to do if we get out of here alive?" Zheng Xiaofeng thought about it, and asked the question that Dong Que had not yet had time to get an answer to, "I hope you don't follow me anymore, go back to the village, or find a place you like, live with peace of mind, you deserve such a life." ”

This time, Zheng Xiaofeng's tone was no longer hard, he really changed a little, and Cheng Ruxue felt it.

"But I think you are more worthy of such a life than I am, and if you have to run around, how can I be willing to be calm." Cheng Ruxue put away the photo and compass, and her tone suddenly became extremely firm, "I want to repay you, whether you want to or not." ”

Zheng Xiaofeng thought that he would be angry again, but he didn't, this time he had it, only questions remained.

"Repay? Did I give you anything? ”

Sure enough, Zheng Xiaofeng didn't know about this matter from beginning to end, and Cheng Ruxue felt that it was time to tell him what was in her heart.

"Of course, you have given me too much...... Cheng Ruxue smiled, the smile was sincere, clear, clean and flawless, "I deserve that kind of life, this truth is what you told me, you told me three years ago......"

Zheng Xiaofeng gasped, he didn't remember what kind of person he was three years ago. He stood up and walked out, looking at the yellow sand outside the cave, as if he saw his own path in the past and in the future. All the hearts that are obscured by the sand and dust actually longs for someone to save them one day, but the owner of the heart is often never aware of this.

……

"Zheng Xiaofeng, your sentence is up, and you can be released from prison."

Zheng Xiaofeng, who is penniless, actually doesn't have too much worry in his heart, his father still has many friends, and he also has some friendships with them, he believes that those people will definitely be willing to help him tide over the difficulties.

"Uncle Wang, long time no see!"

At the door of a villa, Zheng Xiaofeng happened to meet someone who had just entered the door, and he greeted him with joy, but what he saw was a stinky face that was both surprised and disgusted.

"It's you?!"

"Yes, Uncle Wang, I just came out today, and I came to you as soon as possible."

"Looking for me? What do you want me to do? The man rolled his eyes suspiciously, and then Zheng Xiaofeng saw that a woman in the villa hurriedly ran into the house, obviously looking at him for a moment, but pretending not to see him coming.

That was Zheng Xiaofeng's former suitor, and those confessions back then are still vivid, but it's basically just that you have to make an alliance. When Zheng Xiaofeng saw this scene, he looked at Uncle Wang's strange expression again, and a sense of foreboding suddenly rose in his heart.

"Uncle Wang, you know my current situation, I want to ask you to help me, can you ...... first?"

"Zheng Xiaofeng, are you crazy?" Before he could finish speaking, the words were diverted by the man, "Zheng Xiaofeng, you are a person who has been in prison, you know better than me who your father is, why do you still have the face to come to us?" Our Wang family also wants to be famous, so that others can see and associate with people like you, how else can we be people? ”

Zheng Xiaofeng was stupid for a moment, he didn't expect such a scene to happen.

"Uncle Wang, why don't you know who my father and I are? When you and my dad were doing business, our Zheng family provided you with so many conveniences......"

"Stop, stop, stop! That's because you don't like to make money, but it's not me who takes advantage of you! You also understand and understand us, it is better for us to draw a line in the future! ”

So saying, the man closed the door and left without looking back.

"Uncle Wang! Uncle Wang! ”

Zheng Xiaofeng shouted unwillingly, and did not get a response for a long time.

"Perhaps, there was some misunderstanding...... Not everybody will be like this......"

Thinking about it, Zheng Xiaofeng began to visit one trip after another.

"Uncle Zhong, I'm ...... now The situation is not ideal, I would like to ask you to help......"

"Uncle Li, I'm a little short of money now, can you lend me a little money first......

"Uncle Song, I really can't find anyone else to help, you and my dad had the best relationship back then, can you ......?"

"Uncle Zhang! Can you open the door? At least let me see you! ”

Until the end, Zheng Xiaofeng came to the last family he knew.

"Boy, where did you hurry up and go back, fortunately my daughter didn't have a relationship with you back then, otherwise she would have to be unlucky with your whole family!"

Scolding, blatant insults, sweeping the floor, none of these people have the slightest pity.

"Bad luck with your whole family! ……”

The man's words kept echoing in Zheng Xiaofeng's ears, and he began to doubt himself, doubt the world, it turned out that the victim, was there something wrong......

……

"If you can't get help, it looks like you'll have to find a job for the time being."

Zheng Xiaofeng came to a company, the door of the company hung a sign to recruit sales managers, this is his old business, he believes that he can do well, and now he has not lost the courage to start over.

……

"What?! Have you been in jail?! The interviewer was suddenly shocked.

"Hmm...... There's a reason for that, listen to me......"

"Wait, no, I seem to have seen you somewhere, you, you, aren't you the murderer of the Zheng family!"

"I ......"

"I'm sorry, our company doesn't need people like you, please leave as soon as possible!"

"I ......"

"Security!"

……

That was the case until nightfall.

Zheng Xiaofeng walked on the street, and the cold wind blew and made people shiver. The crowd was bustling, coming and going, and in Zheng Xiaofeng's opinion, it seemed that any of them had a smile on their faces.

"Mom, this sugar gourd is so delicious......"

"Today's report card has been sent down, and I took the third place in the exam, and the whole school is hey!"

"Jay Chou has a new song! I'm so excited! ”

"Xuan, marry me, I will be good to you for the rest of my life!"

Everyone has their own happiness, Zheng Xiaofeng obviously looked at them with his eyes, but his brain didn't seem to feel anything anymore.

"I understand that the world is dark...... ...... for me"

Late at night, at the Yongding overpass, Zheng Xiaofeng looked at the foul-smelling bridge hole full of beggars and homeless people, and finally realized that this was the only place for him to stay.

……

Human change is never achieved overnight, just as freezing three feet is never a day's cold. If one day, you find a person full of despair about the world, then he must have been covered in bruises.

And if the wound doesn't heal on its own, the best solution is to see a good doctor.