"Yan Lijia! Yan Lijia! ”

Dong Que had to rush into the dormitory building, tearing his throat and shouting, there was only him in the building with an empty echo, and there was no second person to answer.

"Yan Lijia! Where are you?! ”

Dong Que panicked and was in a hurry, so he hurriedly ran into the corridor and kicked open the door of one of the rooms. There was no one, and he immediately went to look at the other room, and in a very short time, he kicked open the doors of all the rooms on the first floor.

Zheng Xiaofeng and the others followed with slow and heavy steps, and as soon as they entered the door, they saw Dong Que rushing towards the second floor in a hurry, and everyone had a bad premonition in their hearts, and the already sad mood undoubtedly added a heaviness.

"Yan Lijia! It's me! I am back! I'm back looking for you! ”

No one responded for a long time, Dong Quede's heart was already in turmoil, cold sweat slid down his eyebrows, and he was alone on the entire floor running back and forth like a madman.

No one was found on the second floor, so only the third floor remained, if she was still there.

Dong Quede's hands have begun to tremble, how he hopes that Yan Lijia will appear in front of him in the next second, don't scare him anymore, something is really going to happen, he can't stand such a change, he just feels that his life is about to get proud, you must know that a poor sour dick, a charlatan, can be liked by someone is what makes him look forward to and get a new life, but often at this time, people are the most unacceptable to fall into the abyss.

is like Zheng Xiaofeng, who used to be a child of a wealthy family, on the day of his eighteenth birthday......

"Don't, don't ......" Everyone followed Dong Que all the way up, and Zheng Xiaofeng was also silently praying in his heart.

"Yan Lijia! I know you're alive! ”

Another door was kicked open.

"You've survived so many dangers before, how could you die this time?!"

Another fan.

"I'm already back for you! The first moment I received the news, I came back with the main army to find you! So many people have come back to save you, you won't die! ”

Another fan.

"Answer me quickly! Come out soon, okay! Don't scare me anymore! ”

Another fan.

"I said I would always protect you, and I would do it! From now on, I will not leave your side for a single step! I promise! I promise! I-"

When another door was kicked open, Dong Quede's voice stopped abruptly, and the person suddenly stopped at the door in a daze, staring at a certain direction in the room with red eyes.

When the people behind saw his reaction, they instantly realized that something was wrong with the situation, Zheng Xiaofeng, Cheng Ruxue, Zhao Wanbi, Lei, Lilith, and everyone hurriedly "hula" and surrounded them.

Yan ...... Face...... ...... "Dong Que muttered, his lips suddenly began to tremble, and his feet moved step by step towards the room, and that step looked like a cerebral thrombosis patient who had been suffering for more than 20 years.

Everyone gasped, Zheng Xiaofeng couldn't help but slap his eyes suddenly, this damn retina actually made him see the scene he didn't want to see.

I saw Yan Lijia sitting on the ground next to the window covered in blood, her face was pale, her chest had no ups and downs, her eyes were looking at the direction of the door sluggishly, and there was a huge opening on her neck, and the blood had already dried up.

The windows were shattered, the glass was scattered all over the ground, making the room a mess, and the red curtains fluttered in the wind, brushing Yan Lijia's face from time to time.

Dong Que had to jump all the way and came to Yan Lijia's face, was stunned for a moment, and suddenly knelt down with a "poof".

Cheng Ruxue's eyes turned red unconsciously, twice, they had already saved this girl twice, but who would have thought that they would end up like this in the end.

"No...... This is not true......" Dong Quede's face was expressionless for a while, and the person seemed to be in a trance, and stretched out his hand in a daze, wanting to touch Yan Lijia's face. It was close at hand, and he touched it, but the cold body temperature instantly penetrated his heart.

"Why...... Why is this happening......"

Dong Que said, the expression on his face suddenly became extremely painful, his two eyebrows gathered together, his mouth was almost ninety degrees grinning, how collapsed he was, but not a single tear flowed, a heartless bastard, after more than 20 years, he really didn't know how to cry.

Yan Lijia was lying quietly beside a line of blood characters, which seemed to have been written by her on her deathbed:

Brother Dong, I'm sorry, I'm actually not worthy of you, there are many things about me that I haven't told you the truth......

It came to an abrupt end, and she couldn't even finish a complete sentence.

"Ahh ——————" Without warning, Dong Que suddenly raised his head and yelled, the voice spread throughout the room, the corridor, the dormitory building, and the entire camp, echoing again and again, suddenly changing his voice, he shouted his throat, but he was still shouting.

Seeing this, Zheng Xiaofeng hurriedly rushed over and tried to pull him up, but he couldn't pull him up no matter what. Zheng Xiaofeng had no choice but to kneel down together and hugged Dong Quede's shoulder.

"Dong is missing! Cheer up! ”

was shaken back and forth more than ten times, Dong Que had to stop his throat, and the corners of his eyes seemed to be a little moist at last.

"Why...... It's not fair......"

Everyone stood silently inside and outside the house, watching helplessly, Zheng Xiaofeng gritted his teeth and listened to the crying until late at night......

…………

The bodies of the victims were disposed of in a centralized manner, and the situation forced them to be simple, and since then, there are no traces of these people in the world.

In the early morning, Zheng Xiaofeng and Cheng Ruxue walked back and forth in the camp with a bottle of beer, and finally found Dong Quede, who was also drinking, on the wall.

"Hey-" Zheng Xiaofeng called him, and Dong Que had to take his gaze back from the distant city and look at the two people.

The two of them sat next to Dong Quede left and right, and Zheng Xiaofeng took the initiative to kowtow with him with a bottle, and said, "Wine has to be drunk by several people." ”

Dong Que glanced at Zheng Xiaofeng, then at Cheng Ruxue, smiled bitterly, and said, "It feels weird to let your couple sandwich me in the middle and drink with me." “

"You don't have to pick and choose." Cheng Ruxue said, "I've never tasted what wine tastes like." ”

Dong Que smiled bitterly again, raised the bottle, and the three of them took a sip together.

"It's unpleasant." Cheng Ruxue didn't say anything, but her expression was already obvious.

The breeze blew, Dong Que didn't speak, but he still took the initiative to open his mouth for a long time.

"You say, is God punishing me, because I've always been a piece of shit."

Zheng Xiaofeng sighed and said, "Don't make trouble, God will put people like us in his eyes, we are no different from ants in his eyes." ”

"That's right." Dong Que took another sip, stretched out his hand, and pointed into the distance, "Blame me, you say, is the road from Qiongya to Lanke really so far, how... I walked for three hours to get to ......."

"If you have to talk about it, you have to blame me." Zheng Xiaofeng said, "I still haven't been able to protect the people around me." ”

Dong Que glanced at him, but he was still amused by his words.

"Okay, don't make a fuss, now you're not stupid, you're no longer the kind of person who will blame yourself for the responsibility that doesn't belong to you, in fact, I also understand that all this is the fault of Bliss, if you want revenge, you have to find him, but I really can't think like this...... Before she left, the person she thought in her heart must be me, do you understand? ”

Zheng Xiaofeng paused, his lips moved, and finally said, "I understand." ”

Yan Lijia stared at the dead eyes at the door, what she wanted to see at that moment was really self-explanatory.

To be honest, Zheng Xiaofeng and Cheng Ruxue didn't know how to comfort him now, after all, his grief was still different from that of the two of them. The two of them could come out because they met someone who could change them, but Dong Que walked in because he lost the person who could change him.

"I only hope that you don't live like the one I used to be." Thinking about it, Zheng Xiaofeng only has this one sentence to say.

"I won't, you can rest assured." Dong Que nodded very seriously, indeed, judging from his current state, he is far from being as grief-stricken as Zheng Xiaofeng back then, "I don't have a heart and lungs to get used to it, how affectionate you really make me suddenly become, I really can't do it, although I hate myself very much now." ”

"We are all on the road from sentimentality to heartlessness, this is the normal state of life, you don't need to hate yourself."

While Zheng Xiaofeng said this, he was really envious of Xu Qingyun in his heart, only he had already completed this journey early, and he couldn't even satisfy him without heart and lungs.

Dong Que smiled again, fortunately, laughing is better than crying.

"Seriously, between me and her, do you want to say how deep the relationship really is, no, we've only known each other for a few days, although we have also said that we like each other, but we really haven't gotten along seriously......" Dong Quede's tone at this time was a little unclear whether he was talking to himself, "But this is also the place where I feel that I can't swallow this breath the most, obviously we have a good start, I feel that my life can finally usher in a change, and we may have a good ending, There are so many beautiful reveries waiting for me to realize, but ...... I really didn't think about it, why, can anyone tell me what it is......"

Indeed, sometimes life is like this, many things, not to mention whether the ending is good or bad, may not even have the ending itself at all, Yan Lijia wrote down before her death, there are still a lot of truths that have not had time to be said, and even these truths can never be known. This is the world, and it will bring a lot of things to an abrupt end, leaving no way for people to continue to suffer, it's not like a work of art, it's not dramatic, or that's the biggest drama.

"But the road still has to go forward, what else can I do, if I say it in the tone of the fourth master, I probably will feel that if I am really defeated by reality, I will feel that I am very faceless and unqualified."

Zheng Xiaofeng really wanted to try to say those truths that sounded outrageous, but were actually very simple, even if he couldn't fully understand these truths himself.

Dong Que was just listening hard.

"Lao Zheng, I am beginning to understand a little, why do you want to protect the people around you so much, why do you feel so persistent that you are not strong enough."

"Why? Tell me about it? ”

Dong Que thought about it, but said something that didn't sound like an answer: "I won't be immersed in pain for as long as you, after all, I have really only known her for a long time...... I was just...... I don't want to be in the mood like this anymore. From now on, I will no longer be greedy for life and afraid of death, I will never be lazy and slippery, I will travel all over the world, read all the things in this world, and write seven or eight volumes of "Hundred Ghosts Night Walking Urn" for it! I'm going to be the best head in the history of any door! Learn spells that are stronger than all my brothers! I am...... I don't want to feel like this anymore......"

Zheng Xiaofeng and Cheng Ruxue were stunned for a while, they really didn't expect to be able to say such a thing from Dong Quede's mouth, not to mention, he was obviously still very melancholy when he said this.

It doesn't seem like such a heavy sentence, but when you taste it, you don't want to have such a mood anymore, and it's still very desperate......

When you meet that person and realize that you are willing to do your best to protect her, you find that you are so powerless, and it is often too late to work hard at this time......

Fortunately, it's not too late for the future.

Don't ask for everything to go well, but to be worthy of my heart, it seems that people will always have a trace of pathos when they say this, and feel that not asking for everything to go well is just a helpless choice as a last resort, but in fact, being worthy of my heart is often more precious than everything going well.

That's what hard work is all about.

The morning sun gradually rose, and the camp ushered in the dawn again, and the gentle sun shone on the earth, and the figures of the three men were beautifully outlined.

"With your words, I'm relieved, it seems that we don't need to persuade you anything."

Zheng Xiaofeng sincerely expressed his admiration for Dong Quede this time, and he understood by himself that this was great wisdom.

The three of them stood up together, bathing in the dazzling sunlight arbitrarily, Cheng Ruxue was the first to raise the wine bottle, and the wine bottles of the three people leaned tightly together.

"Then I wish we all ended up being better versions of ourselves, I'll do it first."

Seeing Cheng Ruxue raise her head and drink it all, Zheng Xiaofeng and Dong Que glanced at each other in surprise, and couldn't help but smile and stretch out their thumbs.

Zhao Wanbi stood at the door of the military factory, looked at the three people from a distance, and couldn't help but sigh faintly: "It's really ...... Everybody needs a compass......"