The plot of this work is currently ending rapidly.,It's predicted that there should be only a few chapters left to finish.,Readers who have been following me can feel that I've been struggling after it's put on the shelves.,To be honest, this work I'm writing very hard later.,Of course, it's not just a busy relationship with overtime work at the end of the year.,But the "unreal" that keeps emerging when writing.。

This sense of unreality had already begun to emerge when I was writing "Love Song", because at that time there were some big fluctuations in my own love life, so much so that I had already begun to suffer a little when I wrote the story of Su Mo and the three Yili. Then in the past 2021, I was busy with work, there was no opportunity to contact the opposite sex at work, and I would brush up on various social platforms in my spare time, and in various circles, all kinds of gender antagonism events poured into my brain, trapping me in the information cocoon of male and female antagonism.

This information cocoon is a terrible dimensionality reduction blow to me, a single dog author who writes about pure love, just like when you are stacking some sweet bridges between you and me, a voice will keep popping up in your head to laugh at you - it is not laughing at you for only being worthy of eating YY dog food, but questioning your work is too "fantastical", which is downright unrealistic.

In the past, I have been trying my best to depict some innocent love between two young people who are mainly childhood sweethearts, hoping that readers, including myself, can always yearn for and love a stable and long-term intimate relationship. But I found that I couldn't do it anymore, and I couldn't expect my words to make readers feel it.

Is it the "maturity" brought about by the change of years? It's 2022 and I'm 26 years old. And in my circle of friends, the friends who used to love games so much, because of their busy work, have not had the opportunity to get together to play games, and now they finally stay up until the holidays, they would rather lie in bed than get up with us, and I don't feel a trace of love for life in the conversation with them, and even a little prospect for the future.

So...... Under the influence of such an environment, I can no longer be able to depict a very sweet and sweet, yearning love, not to mention that I set a goal for myself very early on, if I can't write about my grades until I am 25 years old, I don't want to write anymore. If it's just for the income of the manuscript, the cost performance is too low compared to my current job, and my health has not been very good recently, so I have already moved the idea of not continuing to write for a long time.

But that's it, when I think about putting it down and not writing, some new ideas and inspirations start to emerge in my mind, driving me to open a new pit and send it again.

Maybe for me, writing is no longer about getting paid, about popularity, or whatever, it's more like a form of self-expression, a part of my life, and a kind of struggle against the saying that "some people die at the age of 25, but they don't go to the grave until they are 70".

That's the only way I can fight.

All in all, this is an advance preview of the end speech, why is it so easy to write a casual feeling...... It's much faster than writing QWQ

This month will take the time to give a good ending to the catastrophe.,The new pit is expected to be after the year.,But it's definitely not going to use this pen name anymore.,On the one hand, the incident of the love song was tormented by cyberbullying.,On the other hand, it's because its style will be quite different from the work of this pen name.。

The beginning of the new book should be a very sad theme, I will benchmark it with "Dream Space", Dream Making is a silhouette of my high school life, so there are many readers who like it before graduating from the college entrance examination; The theme of the new work will be a workplace-oriented story.,Write the silhouette of my own social animal life.,It's no longer a story with the theme of love and running throughout.,It's also a new attempt.,It's expected to be released in March.,The rest of the words will be left until the end of the speech.,Thank you for seeing this.,I wish you a happy New Year's Day again.。