In the past, when Xiao Jinglian thought that Zhan Ying didn't love her, she listened to Zhan Ying unconditionally, but now that she knows that she loves herself to the core, she will not oppose him.

However, this matter is an exception, so she insisted on meeting Lu Ziqing alone, even if she died, she would not suffer, because she would die no matter what, it was better to let her death be meaningful, in case a miracle happened.

When she didn't know the truth, she was dying of pain.

Now I know that if she can't be with Zhan Ying, she will definitely fall in love, and she will die of depression in a short time.

If she is with Zhan Ying, the end will still be death, no matter what, she will die, so she wants to give it a go, maybe only by dying in the hands of Lu Ziqing can she resolve the slightest pain in her heart.

The curse was placed by her, no matter how many lives passed, she always saw Zhan Ying protect herself with her life, and always be cold to her, even taking advantage of her.

This is tantamount to resolving the contradictions, which can only make her more and more painful, aggrieved, helpless and crazy.

What Xiao Jinglian thinks is that only by exchanging sincerity for sincerity can it be possible to dissolve her heart knot, and miracles can appear.

Xiao Jinglian said to Zhan Ying very seriously: "It depends on the nobles to guide the way, it depends on oneself to walk, growth depends on experience, and it is necessary to cross others before oneself. ”

Zhan Ying asked puzzledly, "What do you mean?" ”

Xiao Jinglian sighed and said: "With you by my side to protect me, the resentment in Lu Ziqing's heart will never be vented, and seeing you caring for me, she will never be able to find her reason back." You will always be hostile to her, so it is difficult for you to make her not hate me, she can't get out of the horns, she can only hate me more and more, and she refuses to calm down and listen to me. ”

"What are you wasting that time with her!"

"You! Smart life, but always confused in this matter, the curse she gave to the two of us, only by untying her heart knot, can there be a 1 in 10,000 chance to break the curse, so this time is not wasted for her, for you and me. Interacting with people is like looking in the mirror, you smile at her, you have a chance to get her smile back, you lose your temper with her, do you still expect her to be good to you! ”

Xiao Jinglian's words woke up Zhan Ying, and Zhan Ying felt that what she said made sense, so she sent her to Lu Ziqing's door and turned to leave.

Zhan Ying wanted to wait at the door, but Xiao Jinglian didn't let him, because she was afraid that he would not be able to control it and go in to save her, and she would also stimulate Lu Ziqing at the door, so in order to let Lu Ziqing be out of sight, she simply let him hide away.

Looking at the back of Zhan Ying leaving, Lu Ziqing went to open the door for Xiao Jinglian, and after Xiao Jinglian entered the house, Lu Ziqing couldn't wait to ask, "Aren't you afraid of death?" ”

Xiao Jinglian sat down unhurriedly, then stretched her waist before slowly speaking: "You know better than anyone that I will die sooner or later, so why ask knowingly." ”

"Passive death and active death are two different concepts."

"It's the same for me, sooner or later I have to die, if I can die in your hands and reduce your pain a little, I think it's worth it."

"The way you look now is really annoying, but seeing your sincerity and driving Zhan Ying away, the resentment in my heart has disappeared a lot."

"Did you feel it, it didn't hurt that much?"

"Yes. And a lightness that I have never felt before. ”

"Angry hurts, people who love to be angry not only grow old fast, but also die fast, you and I are now age, it is the best time in my life, or let's travel the world with our companions!"

"How do I see people like this now?"