Chapter 60: Love Hurts! I cried in pain!
"I think sober people know that what happened between me and Li Liyan is not a big deal, and it has nothing to do with a few people.
That's just a very common situation in the world, and maybe some of you who are watching the live broadcast have had a similar experience.
Such an ordinary thing is now making a lot of noise, and it has even been on the hot search.
To be honest, I'm ashamed.
I'm just a singer-songwriter who has just stepped into the music scene, so why has I attracted so much attention?
So, I don't want to delay everyone's time too much because of this matter today, so I will use a song to express what I think, right?
The name of the song is called - "Notepad". ”
After Yang Yue finished speaking, many people were a little confused.
Most people came here to hear how Yang Yue explained, or to learn something about the relationship between Yang Yue and Li Liyan.
Some people thought that Yang Yue would cry in the live broadcast about how much he loved Li Liyan, so much so that he did something out of proportion, and then asked for forgiveness with a sincere face.
Some people also thought that Yang Yue would hate because of love, and in turn accuse Li Liyan of betrayal of her feelings in order to win sympathy.
But no one expected Yang Yue to say such a thing indifferently, and the main emotion seemed to be guilt for occupying the public's time?
Also, what the hell is it to express what you want in a song?
Do you want to treat this much-anticipated live broadcast as a new song online new song press conference?
Finally, what about the people who said it was good to open the video?
For all the above reasons, the barrage that had been swiping the screen in the live broadcast room stopped for a few seconds.
Then it brushed out with even more turbulent momentum-
"That's it?"
"Crying, this is not the melon I want to eat!"
"You just don't want to apologize to Goddess Yeon publicly?"
"How do I think there is some truth in what the anchor said? The celebrity's feelings changed, and a bunch of people watched. Bored. ”
"I just want to see the anchor show his face!"
"Isn't it true that you're too ugly to show it?"
The barrage didn't brush for two seconds, and adults who were watching the live broadcast found that the live broadcast room that originally only had painting pages had changed.
In the soft light, a man stands in front of a microphone with a guitar on his shoulder.
There is no doubt that this person is Yang Yue, and he is also deeply affectionate.
As a result, the barrage in the live broadcast room was broken for another one or two seconds.
It was really Yang Yue's appearance that surprised most people.
Not only is it not ugly, but it is very handsome.
is not the feminine beauty that prevails in the entertainment industry today, but is handsome and fresh, like a big brother next door who walks in the sun.
In addition, anyone who understands can see that the camera does not turn on the beauty, and it can only be said that it is a little particular about the lighting.
It can even be seen that Yang Yue did not wear makeup.
Therefore, what is presented in front of everyone's eyes now is Yang Yue's truest appearance.
It can be said that at this moment, many Yankong female viewers unconsciously changed their positions, and they had a thought in their hearts: Li Liyan, such a talented and handsome man, actually dumped ???
It's really a full woman, but she doesn't know how hungry a woman is!
Even some male viewers don't have so much malice towards Yang Yue.
Because although Yang Yue is handsome, his appearance is not so high that other men want to punch him in the face when they see it.
And Yang Yue's face makes people think that he is an honest and credible person.
As for those barrages who have always said that Yang Yue is ugly and so ugly that they dare not show their heads, they dare not show their heads.
When many people were still surprised by Yang Yue's appearance, Yang Yue played the guitar.
Start singing.
Focus.
Conscientious.
"Open the notepad that you carry with you
Many things are written about you
You hate being left out in the cold
Habit is waited
Loneliness is looking for me~"
The sound of the guitar flows naturally, as if it is integrated with Yang Yue's singing.
Yang Yue's singing voice was clearer than the voice he had spoken before, and the feeling of suppressing a certain emotion was also more obvious.
The people who noticed these before didn't know what Yang Yue was suppressing, but now they could vaguely feel that Yang Yue was suppressing his emotions and his pain.
"I saw how I was writing
Put yourself behind the humble
Waiting too long for you
I think you'll cry
And what is happiness and happiness~"
Yang Yue closed his eyes, bowed his head slightly, and was completely immersed in the song.
"Notepad" was a famous song of a diva in Yang Yue's previous life, but the song was composed by a man, so even a man is easy to empathize with him.
"Love hurts, it hurts to cry
Tired of crying
The diary is full of persistent pages
Record your goodness
Like addictive poison
He lied to me repeatedly~"
The song has not reached the real climax yet, but many women who watch the live broadcast room are already red-eyed, especially women who have experienced a breakup, and they can't control their tears.
Zhang Qingshan is one of them.
She was originally a singer with a very high singing quotient.
The so-called high singing quotient means that it is easy to empathize with the song and deduce the emotions in the song.
Zhang Qingshan can experience some of the feelings in it if she has never experienced it, not to mention that Yang Yue's song is almost her emotional experience.
In fact, the outside world is right, she did have some paternal tendencies in the past, that is, she liked mature men older than her.
This is because she grew up with her mother and lacked fatherly love in her life.
In her senior year, she met Cha Ke Ju, and then participated in the Supergirl competition with the help of Cha Ke Ju and won the runner-up.
After that, Zha Keju was the agent, and after working together for a few years, she gradually developed feelings for Zha Keju.
At first, she also knew that the age gap between the two was too big, and it was not suitable for them to fall in love, and the relationship would most likely be opposed by many parties, including her mother.
Not to mention, at that time, Cha Keju was still a man with a wife and children.
Zhang Qingshan never wanted to be a junior, so she has been trying to control her emotions and has not shown it too much.
But soon after, when she learned that Cha Keju and his wife were divorced, she couldn't control her emotions.
Although she didn't confess directly to Cha Keju, she also hinted many times, almost explicitly.
Cha Keju didn't find out, and kept leading her to do another thing, that is, to terminate the contract with the Blue Bird agent and create her own independent studio.
She did as Cha Keju said.
I have to admit that Cha Keju is very qualified as an agent.
After leaving the Jade Bird Agency, her resources in the mainland decreased sharply, and Zha Keju led her to the world, and to a certain extent, she achieved success, making her the first female singer in China to go international.
After singing successfully in the first stop of Citigroup, she was so excited that she publicly confessed to Zha Keju at a domestic concert without notifying her.
In fact, this is also a little careful thinking of hers.
At this time, Zha Keju had actually expressed his willingness to be with her in private, but he didn't put it on the surface.
Since Cha Keju was reluctant to announce it, she forced him to announce it.
Even if she will suffer from gossip, as long as he is still standing by her side, she is willing to face it.
However, to Zhang Qingshan's surprise, after she announced her relationship, Cha Keju was not very happy, excited, and even a little reluctant - these are all things she found out when she recalled later.
At that time, she was only intoxicated with her own emotions, thinking that Cha Keju was moved by her.
In fact, Zha Keju did confess and propose to her on an informal occasion.
After that, the two got engaged.
Originally, after getting engaged, the relationship between the two should have heated up quickly.
But at that time, she was busy with her singing career in Citi and Europe, and on the other hand, she had to cope with her mother.
She can not care about the opposition of others to her relationship with Cha Keju, but she can't care about her mother's feelings.
After all, she was raised by her mother.
In the past two years, she has never found out that Cha Keju is only perfunctory to her emotionally.
It wasn't until two years ago that her mother and another friend suddenly told her that Cha Keju had a "little girlfriend" outside and had been seeking shares in the company (the original studio was upgraded) that she finally knew what she was going through.
And then there was the unforgettable pain.
Break up with Cha Keju.
I remember that before the breakup, she asked Cha Keju if she had ever really liked her.
Cha Keju said yes.
It's just that the two are not suitable, and she is too focused on her career, so that feeling gradually fades.
Zhang Qingshan just wanted to laugh when she heard it.
It turned out that in this relationship, she was the only one who loved her unforgettable.
The other is just a scratch at the edge.
It's so shallow that just because of a little difficulty and obstacle, you can empathize with other loves.
That kind of liking can only be said to be like, right?
It's not worth saying love at all.
"Love hurts, it hurts to cry
Tired of crying
Ambivalence is always forced!
Persuade yourself to let go!
Close your eyes and let you go!
Burn the diary and start over~! ”
Zhang Qingshan couldn't control it anymore.
Dropped the phone on the swing.
Throw yourself on the swing too.
I cried bitterly with my face up, and my tears flowed uncontrollably.