Chapter 32: Who Am I?
Chen Hong gradually didn't know how long he had been hugging Xia Mi, at least when the two of them reacted, it was already eleven o'clock.
The eleven o'clock class in the middle of the night in 07 is not like the later generations with various taxi apps, this point is almost impossible to take a taxi, the road is long, it is inconvenient to walk back, and there is no hotel nearby.
can only let Chen Hongjian deal with it at Xia Mi's house for one night.
Originally, this was probably a distribution room, but after the electrical circuit was renovated, the equipment was removed, and such a west-facing room was vacated, and there was no bathroom.
A bed in the center of the room, a blue sheet, an old-fashioned chest of drawers in the corner, and a gas cooktop and an old-fashioned double-door refrigerator in the corner on the other.
The curtains are white lace curtains and dark cyan velvet curtains, and it is difficult for people living in a room with such huge floor-to-ceiling windows not to care about the curtains.
That's all there is to it.
Natsumi was wearing white lace pajamas, and a thin blanket covered her body tightly.
Chen Hongjian slept on the floor next to Xia Mi's bed, with a white sheet-covered mattress under him, and a pillow printed with a relaxed bear, and the yellow bear sat in the corner of the pillow with a serious expression.
Covered with a white quilt, Chen Hong gradually seemed to be surrounded by a faint fragrance.
Obviously, these pillows, sheets, mattresses, and quilts were all used by Xia Mi, and although they were washed, they also had the smell of Xia Mi's body.
In the silence of the night, the two men also remained silent.
The lights were not turned off, and Chen Hong's long shadow spread to the wall.
Natsumi buried her face under the blanket, revealing only her nose and eyes.
"You...... Can you go and close the curtains? ”
Chen Hong gradually lifted the quilt, in fact, he went into the quilt without taking off his clothes and pants at all. Although it was possible to stain the quilt and sheets, he was more worried about other issues.
Brush.
The curtains were closed, and Chen Hong gradually walked to Xia Mi's bedside again.
"You...... Why are you ......?"
Natsumi said softly.
The little dragon girl with cute tiger teeth no longer rejects this boy from approaching her, but she is a little instinctively nervous.
"Turn off the lights, otherwise how can you sleep?"
Most of Xia Mi's body suddenly got out of the quilt, and a pair of small hands protected the switch of the light.
"No, I like to sleep with the lights on."
This looks like a barbecue that protects food.
Chen Hong looked at her suspiciously, and said with a smile: "You won't be afraid of the dark, right?" ”
"Nonsense! Not at all! ”
Xia Mi is like a cat that has been stepped on by the tail, and it will blow up all of a sudden.
Chen Hong gradually glanced at the huge floor-to-ceiling window.
Yes, if you don't cover the windows tightly in the dead of night, you can be scary.
Has she been living like this all these years? No one cooked for her, no one to accompany her, no one to talk to her, and sat alone in bed in the silence of the night.
"From tomorrow onwards, stay at my house."
"Huh? Why. Xia Mi seemed to remember the events of the day, and subconsciously wrapped a blanket and covered her chest.
Chen Hong's face gradually turned red, and he also remembered the charming scene during the day: "I...... I...... I'm ...... It's really not ...... Nothing else. Looking at Xia Mi's increasingly wrong expression, Chen Hong gradually added, "My house of one hundred and ten square meters has two bedrooms and one living room, and the remaining room is empty anyway." Besides, you don't even have a toilet there, and it costs money to go to the bathroom to take a bath, and you have to go out to the public toilet downstairs to go to the toilet, which is inconvenient. I have a bathroom and a kitchen there, and I don't have to pay you rent, so I will make amends to you. ”
Chen Hongji's mouth was like a machine gun, and he told a long list of reasons. Natsumi looked at him suspiciously, staring into his eyes, as if to see some hidden desire in his face. But obviously Xia Mi was going to be disappointed, and Chen Hongjian didn't have any miscellaneous thoughts except for some shyness and guilt.
"Well, for the sake of your sincerity, I'll try to stay for two days first."
Just when Chen Hong gradually breathed a sigh of relief, Xia Mi bared his little tiger teeth and looked at him and said, "Don't do anything crooked, otherwise see how this girl cleans you up!" ”
Chen Hong nodded desperately, somehow feeling a little lucky in his heart.
After what should be said and done, what should be done is done, and the rest is naturally sleeping.
Chen Hong was gradually knocked unconscious by Xia Mi once, his head still hurt a little, and he soon fell asleep.
He slept okay, sleeping on his side to the right and not snoring.
Natsumi looked at the sleeping face of the boy under the bed towards him, but he didn't feel sleepy.
What's wrong with her today?
Now is she Xia Mi or Jörmungad?
If it was Jörmungad, she should have imprisoned the boy and tortured him and interrogated him until he revealed the identity of the mysterious "Odin".
However, it is a little more likely that she may be Natsumi now.
Because she seems to have been disturbed by this boy.
Jörmungård had a dragon's heart, and it was impossible for a boy to disturb his mind. And Natsumi only has a human heart, and she will be upset because of a boy.
In fact, she has been a little unclear about who she is over the years.
Originally, he was just trying to blend in with human society before he was reborn in human form. Although there were many difficulties at first, as the dragon king who was the best at imitating the dragons, Jörmungard observed all kinds of people around him day after day. After a long period of observation, there is no flaw in the pattern of behavior exhibited by humans. But she was afraid of making people suspicious, so she began to live in isolation.
She seems to be enthusiastic and lively, and she can talk to anyone, but she doesn't have anyone around her who can be called intimate.
She is a very lonely person in her bones, and sitting in bed every day and watching the sunset is the loneliest time.
As a half-blood, blood mourning is something that cannot be escaped.
The sense of superiority that comes with bloodlines, building a tall wall between half-breeds and ordinary humans. The great alienation makes it impossible for the half-breeds to identify with human society. But their non-dragon identity makes them have to live in human society.
However, pure-blooded dragons will also not recognize themselves as having such a bloodline because of their blood rank. Wandering between pure-blood dragons and pure-blood humans, a great loneliness arose in the hearts of half-bloods who were unable to get close to both races at once.
There are almost no like you in this world. The so-called huddle for warmth is the sadness from the sorrow of the half-blood blood, so that they have to get together.
But she is not a half-blood, but a noble primordial species, Jörmungad, the king of the earth and the mountains! Her pure and noble bloodline is also the best in the world of pure-blood dragons, but every dragon is also so lonely and lonely. They don't have the idea that they are the same race as each other, they are all enemies, and all they have to do is kill them and devour them. Make yourself stronger, and then devour more pure-blooded dragons until you have a powerful force that no one can devour you.
After all, the noble Black King Nighod, who has endless power, has never made his children happy, if he can, if it weren't for the coercion of the Emperor Yanling and the strength of the Black King, "I can take his place" would have become a thought engraved in the hearts of all pure-blooded dragons.
The so-called dragon king is just a patient with serious blood mourning sitting on the throne. The only companion who can be called a close twin.,In addition to the deep feelings for you.,But also with the violent idea of devouring you.。。
Jörmunga was lonely, with only his mentally retarded brother by his side for endless years. But after turning into Xia Mi, what I felt was a greater loneliness, not the loneliness of being a dragon king without relatives, nor the blood sorrow of being a half-breed, but the fusion of these two emotions, and after the degree of loss in Xia Mi's identity gradually intensified, this loneliness became more and more intense.
Born as a dragon, but with a human heart. She couldn't tell if she was Natsumi or Jörmungader, and if it was, why would she still have the ambition to become Hela and open up all the Nibelungen's revenge on the world; If it was Jörmungandr, then why would he still have the careful mind of being a human girl and torment himself.
This loneliness is as huge as a glacier in the permafrost outside, piled higher and higher in the snow wind year after year, never melting, higher and higher, sharper and sharper. But one day, when the weight of loneliness exceeds the limit, it will collapse, and the avalanche frenzy will swallow the whole world.