The students of Xia Qin's class, organized by her and Concubine Huang, moved among the gathered classmates, trying to keep the scene in a stable order.

The road on the side of No. 2 Middle School is not open to traffic, and the open space in front of the supermarket is also very open, and dozens of students in Xia Qin's class are scattered in the crowd, and they only need to shout occasionally.

Concubine Huang, who has always stood with Xia Qin, can't understand these star-chasing peers.

She glanced at her usual quiet tablemate.

This bespectacled, soft-spoken sister has forgotten that she is a maintainer of order, and now because Meng Shi's two sentences are just a song written for Chen Ziyu alone, she is about to cry.

This is a fan of Chen Ziyu, and he gives her headphones every day, which loops "The Wind", "Fish, Fish", or the management of Chen Ziyu's live broadcast room.

Chattering in the morning self-study, whose song did Chen Ziyu cover last night, how long he fought with black fans, guessing that behind those vests, a few of them were sour dogs from the school.

Concubine Huang was speechless to her.

What can these singing, dancing, and acting in TV series, the so-called stars bring to them?

She really didn't understand.

Concubine Huang's hometown is in the countryside of Guangxi, and since she can remember, her parents have been working in Hezhou all year round.

They work in an outsourced workshop in a shoe factory, with their father driving shoes and bags and their mother making shoes and bags.

Large factories have a New Year holiday, and more shoes and bags are outsourced than usual, and the wage is higher.

The couple went home for the New Year, and the time spent was converted into thousands of dollars.

And if you don't do it during the New Year, the outsourcing factory will call the person who is on the top shift, and you may completely knock out the class.

When they come back after the New Year, there will be no place for them.

When this happens, the two need to find a new factory.

As a result, they basically do not go home for the New Year unless necessary, and often choose the season in May and June when they go home every year.

So Concubine Huang and her brother have lived with their grandparents since they were children.

When she went to school, there was no primary school in the village, and she had to go to the town, and he sat on the back of his brother's bicycle until the third grade.

Later, my brother went to high school in a county town 50 kilometers away, and my father brought back a new pink bicycle, and after teaching for a few days, she could also ride a bicycle.

Turn the saddle to the lowest, ride on your toes on the flat ground for a while, stand uphill for a while, and lift both feet up and swing downhill, and you will be at school after a few cycles.

Later, on the eve of junior high school, the town's middle school went to other towns because of the lack of students.

Eventually, her parents brought her here.

Concubine Huang has been attending Yangjiang No. 2 Middle School for a year and a half, and has never stayed around the school after school because of things unrelated to the study campus, and she has not made any friends.

Concubine Huang felt lonely all the time in this place that was about to be rated as a prefecture-level city and could be called a city immediately.

But this loneliness is not because of the economy, because of status, because of the situation of parents.

It is not because of the prosperity of the city, the backwardness of the countryside, the superiority of peers in the city, and the plight of one's own family, which brings about a gap in reality.

Her loneliness is psychological.

Concubine Huang feels this, early self-study and discussion of the funny videos she watched last night, boring online dramas, speaking dialects between classes, and discussing where to play after class.

They never even planned their lives, never took reading seriously.

Concubine Huang despised them in her heart.

Just now, Xia Qin, the head teacher, said to her: "The teacher doesn't let you cater to anyone, some of these common emotions you feel are meaningless, and you discard them after judging for yourself."

But there are also some things that are felt and cultivated in their own growth, and it is real.

We don't need to oppose for the sake of opposition.

Because sometimes, we also rebel in order to resist the majority.

It's not really a rejection of universal emotions, maybe it's just that you don't like the vibe, and everyone flocks to it. ”

Concubine Huang didn't approve of it in her heart, she knew very well that she was not opposing for the sake of opposition, not to show sobriety, to despise the atmosphere of swarming.

She has a clear goal, she has a favorite university, so she doesn't need all the stars and entertainment that her peers care about.

If it weren't for Xia Qin finally saying:

"During the summer vacation, the teacher went to Sijiu City alone to watch his concert, and I sat there, not knowing what tens of thousands of people in the venue were shouting for, but I could feel a kind of power. Can you accompany the teacher and go and see again? ”

Concubine Huang will go home as usual as soon as she gets out of school today, no matter how lively it is, she won't take a look.

"Classmate, please don't go any further! Students in the back, please keep your distance from each other! ”

Concubine Huang shouted to the classmates who had the intention of squeezing in front, pulled away from the table and grabbed her hand.

I really don't know where such a thin girl has so much strength.

"Liu Jinwei, you calm me down." Concubine Huang glared at her and asked, "What can she give you?" ”

"The sparkling man who guides us to be the best version of ourselves!" Liu Jinwei was like a fanatical religious element, and when she spoke, she raised her hand and shouted, "Come on, Chen Ziyu!" You sing really nicely! ”

Chen Ziyu was attracted by her shouting, and she smiled like a flower and waved her hand vigorously.

The sparkling person who guides us to be the best version of ourselves.

I sat there, not knowing what the tens of thousands of people in the stadium were shouting for, but I could feel a power.

Xia Qin and Liu Jinwei seem to be talking about a feeling.

"Hello tomorrow."

Concubine Huang, who had been facing the students since the beginning of the performance, and who had maintained order, turned around and looked at Meng Shi, who was carrying the small bridge on her back and plucking the strings.

In the calm sound of the piano, the crowd that was still restless just now seemed to be calmed down and quieted down.

Concubine Huang stared at Chen Ziyu, who carefully swallowed a mouthful of saliva, and her cheeks were red because of nervousness.

Is this the person who Liu Jinwei called "sparkling" and can guide her to become the best version of herself?

No matter how you look at it, it's just a small seed held in the palm of Meng Shi's hand......

In the next second, Chen Ziyu took a deep breath and spoke:

"Look at us yesterday, we're far away."

"In the middle of Destiny Square, wait."

"The shoulders of Namo Lake, the more you run, the smaller it becomes."

"The partners who used to go forward side by side were separated after raising a glass of blessing."

"It's just that that night, I kept it deep in my heart."

In an instant, Concubine Huang was pulled back to school by her classmates with her classmates with her clean and clear voice, chasing each other.

For a moment, yesterday when I came home from school and waved goodbye to my partner at the entrance of the village, it has become a long memory.

"When I grew up, I could only run."

"How scared I was, I fell in the dark."

"Hello tomorrow, smile with tears in your eyes."

A person leaves the countryside where he grew up, leaves the familiar environment, familiar people, comes into contact with different lifestyles, different people, studies hard, and keeps running.

Concubine Huang was stunned.

She felt a crack open in her heart.

The "little seed" that was still in Meng Shi's palm just now seemed to absorb the nutrients of the wind and rain in an instant, sprouted, stretched her body, and used the grown leaves to reflect the sunlight on the sky to her heart.

It's an unspeakable power.

Xia Qin turned her head to look at the student who had closed herself with pride, raised her hand slightly, and placed it on her shoulder.

"Every time I cry, I run with a smile."

"While losing, we are searching."

“……”

"When I go in the opposite direction, find courage in the corner of the stairs."

"Shaking his shoulders and crying, asking himself where he was."

"Time always lies, and I've never lost those shoulders."

[This song is simply written for small fish? You're writing me in every sentence (tears)]

[Don't say it, how much is it, I must buy it online]

[Is it really so exaggerated, to be honest, I can't feel it, so let's make a studio version, I'll listen to it a few more times]

[I heard all your calculations in Siberia]

[The first time I failed to take the graduate school entrance examination, my friends who graduated from college went their separate ways, and I cried]

[Is she live streaming on Beep Station?] 】

【In Douyin】

"When I grew up, I could only run."

“……”

"I'd rather go to middle school and play with the kids than come here, Gan."

Jiang You and Meng Yuyuan sat on the bench on the side of the road, watching Meng Shi play the piano for Xiaoyu with the bridge on his back in the live broadcast, and scratched his head irritably.

I was annoyed that Lao Meng had guessed the progress of things again.

Just now, he asked Meng Yueyuan if "Flowing Summer" would win an award at the "Chu" Film Festival.

Meng Yuyuan said yes.

He asked Meng Shi again if he would come to Xining to receive the award, and Meng Yueyuan said no.

Meng Yuyuan said:

"I don't know what "Flowing Summer" was like originally, I don't know what "Flowing Summer" he originally wanted to look like, but now this branded thing will not be what it was originally."

"I came to Xining, hoping that he would come to Xining too, but he won't, at least not this time, because that's not what he wants."

Not long after speaking, Meng Shi took the band and Yi Xiaoxiang to hold a "concert" at the school gate.

"Why, you and Meng Shi are not as familiar as me and him, why do you know what he thinks."

Jiang You was very unconvinced, "And why would his character let others change his things?" Brand it and put it on display? It's not in his personality and it's not cool at all! ”

Meng Yuyuan said: "Isn't it cool? ”

Jiang You tugged at his hat, "Isn't it cool to let others manipulate him, change his thinking, and then pretend not to come to the scene?!" ”

Meng Yuyuan said, "Do you think he is a pretentious character?" ”

Jiang You pulled down his hat, covered his eyes, and said, "No." ”

Meng Yuyuan said: "It's not like that. ”

Jiang You ripped off his hat, looked at Meng Yueyuan, and asked, "So why?"

"Because Liu Xia and his parents don't need him to be cool, because the village called Yaoshan doesn't need him to be cool."

Yang Yi's voice came from behind the two.

82 Chinese Net