In the tenth month of the lunar calendar, the snow town is already covered with snow.

Zhang Tianliang took pictures with his dog and tourists in the snow town.

He wanted to go to Hengdian to be an actor, but his parents didn't agree, so he begged his father to let him try it once.

He said, really no, I'll come back to see the forest farm and live with you, okay?

Over and over again, from summer to winter, my parents finally nodded.

My father said that he would go again after the Spring Festival.

Zhang Tianliang couldn't wait, so he took the 1,000 yuan given by his mother and set off to hide from his father.

It is said on the Internet that Hengdian is cheap to rent, the weather is changeable, the consumption is low, the transportation is convenient, and there are many opportunities, so just go.

He went on the road full of longing, arrived at Hengdian and took a tricycle straight to the film and television city.

Sneaking in, the imitation of the Forbidden City made him excited for a while, and he watched the crew filming everywhere.

Happy like four dogs did not take tourists, so they pulled him alone and ran happily on the snow.

It was already dark in town.

He didn't go to the hotel, he went to the Internet café with his luggage.

Zhang Tianliang saw someone on the Internet saying that if he wanted to receive the play, he had to go to the old man at four o'clock in the morning, and if he went late, it would be gone.

He decided to spend the night at an internet café.

The network manager of the Internet café has already seen too many people like him who drag luggage and are dusty.

I turned on a machine for him, stretched out my hand to point out the direction, and continued to watch the video.

The computer is against the wall, with four seats in a row, and the middle two seats are already occupied.

One is bald, one is wearing a hat, and the one wearing a hat also has headphones on his head.

Zhang Tianliang glanced at the screen of the two, playing Hearthstone with a bald head, and watching the cards in his hand was playing dirty herd.

A hand of cards from the opposing warrior seems to be very cool.

The one with the hat is playing, a game that Zhang Tianliang hasn't seen anyone play for a long time.

Zhang Tianliang put the luggage against the wall, pulled out the sofa and sat in, the whole person was attached to the back of the chair, the sofa in this Internet café was very large and quite comfortable.

After sitting down, Zhang Tianliang suddenly didn't know what he should do, and looked at the computer screen in a daze.

After a while, I remembered that I hadn't reported my safety to my family, so I called my mother's phone and was picked up.

From north to south.

The mother of the child is worried.

Mom is holding her phone and waiting.

Zhang Tianliang said that he had arrived, and then talked about the various buildings that Hengdian imitated.

said that he had watched other people's filming.

It's not hard.

It's similar to taking pictures with tourists with dogs, just standing, just making expressions, there's nothing that can't be done, acting, he knows this emotion after reading books, it's not difficult.

As he spoke, he felt the man in the hat sitting next to him staring at him.

Subconsciously turned his head to look.

The man's eyes were sunken and his cheeks were thin.

At night, the lights of the Internet café are very dim, and the characters who are constantly slashing and killing on the screen, shaking his face are bright and dark.

This person's mental state made Zhang Tianliang think of a word - Sanhe Great God.

People who originally had the dream of making money and getting rich were ruthlessly shattered by reality.

They work hard, but they can only wander on the edge of the city, and after being abducted and deceived by black intermediaries and black factories again and again, they slide into a penniless situation.

I work every day, wandering around Internet cafes and cheap rental houses.

And the bald head seemed to have encountered something happy, pressed the corners of his mouth with two fingers, and endured it very hard to keep himself from laughing.

The hat-wearer heard his laughter, turned his head to stare at him, reached out and tugged at his collar, and cursed in his mouth:

"Are you sick, I'll take a boat and rent a car, and come over for four hours to play games with you in an Internet café."

The bald head laughed while hiding, and said in a coaxing tone:

"I know you're in a hurry, but don't worry, whether you're hungry or not, buy instant noodles for you to eat."

I couldn't help but laugh and said, "It's the same as taking pictures with dogs and people, hahaha." ”

The hat-wearing one was even more anxious, screaming to kill him, the fluttering action was so great that the headphones and hat fell on the couch together.

Zhang Tianliang felt that this person was a little familiar, and before he had time to think about it, his mother was asking about food and accommodation on his mobile phone.

He said that he had just eaten a bowl of noodles, ten yuan and chicken legs, not to mention that he was in an Internet café, but said that he had opened a hotel, thirty yuan, and the bed was very comfortable.

said that the prices of Hengdian are very cheap, and they are all convenient policies for actors.

He didn't add the word "masses" in front of the actors, and the chicken leg noodles were eighteen yuan, and the Internet café spent thirty-five dollars on the night.

After a few more words, the two sides fell silent, and after a few seconds, the mother said that if it was not good, she would come back, and sighed again, saying that it was almost the New Year, and she should not leave.

Zhang Tianliang said in his heart that he had been said by tens of millions of people, and if he didn't mix well, he wouldn't go back. I just didn't say it.

He hung up the phone, and a cigarette flew over, caught between the keys of the keyboard, and stood up.

The bald head who threw the cigarette was like a child, and cheered: "Good fellow, stand up, Daji." ”

The hat-wearing ignored him, his eyes staring at the screen, as if he wanted to vent all his grievances on those dense creeps.

Zhang Tianliang saw the bald head grabbing both sides of the sofa with both hands, moving, and after waiting for someone to face him, he said, "Dude, come to chase your dreams?" Where did this idea come to you? ”

Zhang Tianliang looked at the cigarette standing in front of him and said:

"Do you know Fang Kurong? We are fellow countrymen, he used to play tricks in Hengdian, and now he is famous, we are the same, at the beginning, he also took pictures with dogs and people in the snow town. ”

He saw that the two of them didn't react when they heard the name, and hurriedly opened the web search.

Then turn the screen around and let the two of them look at the search results.

As if this were his resume.

In fact, he has played a few supporting roles, and his name has only appeared in the cast and crew of several plays.

Zhang Tianliang looked at the bald head and gave a thumbs up, and then said with satisfaction: "I can be like him in the future, so that my parents can see me on TV." ”

The bald head asked, "How old are you?" ”

Zhang Tianliang said: "Nineteen. ”

The bald head nodded and said come on, you can do it, the future is yours.

Zhang Tianliang picked up the cigarette and returned it, saying that he didn't smoke and smelled the smoke uncomfortably.

The bald head took the cigarette, lit it, and said, "This is the smoking area, whether it is your own choice or not, you have to endure the smell brought by others, the rules are like this." ”

Then he continued to start beating Hearthstone, still dirty, and not a minute was screaming from the fast attack.

Zhang Tianliang felt that this person was weird, so he covered his mouth and nose with his sleeve, and said sullenly: "It's okay, you can smoke it." ”

At this time, the man wearing the headphones suddenly handed over the phone and said:

"Add a friend, when did you decide not to do this job as simple as taking pictures with dogs and people, tell me and make me happy."

Zhang Tianliang stared at his sunken eyes, stretched his head forward, and said firmly:

"You won't wait until this day! Even if I do leave here one day, I will say, I will regret it for a few years, and I will regret it for a lifetime! ”

The hat-wearing shrugged and said, "Performing in a group is not as simple as taking pictures with dogs and people. ”

Zhang Tianliang still stretched out his head, but his tone softened a lot, and said, "That...... I'm sorry, I know it's not easy, just to comfort me......"

Before he finished speaking, he listened to the hat-wearing man continue: "After you have been mixing for a long time, you will know that in fact, the group performance is a job that dogs can do, and it is meaningless." ”

Zhang Tianliang clenched his fists, turned his back, and ignored him.

At four o'clock the next day, Zhang Tianliang, who had not slept all night, rushed to her husband.

He didn't pay attention to the two people who were following him.

At the entrance of the old union, many people sat there with nothing to do.

couldn't sleep, Guan Bin, who had been cutting grass all night in the Three Kingdoms, hugged his arms with Meng Shi and squatted behind the crowd.

Listening to the person in front of me saying that he knew the assistant director of a certain crew, when he would make some money together and invite him to consume, maybe he would be able to get a good role.

There is also a so-and-so director who found a very beautiful life assistant.

Speaking of life assistants, a faint burst of laughter spread through the crowd.

Guan Bin yawned, touched the stubble on his hand, moved to Meng Shi's side, leaned his shoulder on his, and said in a voice that could only be heard by each other: "These are actors who have not yet become actors." ”

He pointed to Zhang Tianliang, who was pulling the luggage and squeezing forward, but didn't know what he was squeezing forward for, and said:

"These people are stubble after stubble, and none of them can cross this threshold, and it is useless for you to tell him anything."

Meng Shi took it out of his arms, and handed over the warm fresh milk that he had just bought from the breakfast shop, and said:

"They are all young, very low-level, they are not professional, they are not even actors, but they have a common belief that they will succeed."

"The iron Hengdian, the flowing water daydream." Guan Bin remembered Zhang Tianliang's expression when he pushed away his mobile phone, and said with a straw in his mouth:

"My starting point may be a place that they will never be able to reach in their lifetime."

As he spoke, he plunged the straw into the bottle.

As soon as he debuted, he was the second male in a costume drama, maybe all these people have been playing in Hengdian for ten years together, but they don't have the lines he said in one of the dramas, and there are many pictures.

Guan Bin said mockingly: "But what I have paid, where can they imagine when they squat here?" ”

"I was admitted to the drama with love and ideals, and after several years of professional training, I started to take on the play, they just thought that the actors made money, so they squatted there, looking forward to hitting the luck."

Meng Shi took out a bean paste bag in a white plastic bag and said:

"In this world of acting, those quotes about dreams, success and hard work, coming out of their mouths, have a little bit of a daydreaming meaning."

"You are outside their world, you are a theater watcher, and you can clearly see that no matter how inspirational you are, the future of these people is still dark."

"There may be a handful of accidents, but the vast majority will become cannon fodder, but no one can change them."

"Society is alien to young people, and without the guidance of these daydreams, how can they withstand waves of setbacks and disappointments."

Meng Shi took a bite of the bean paste bun and raised his hand to put his arm around Guan Bin's shoulder:

"And those who are getting older will have fewer and fewer big words such as dreams and ideals on their lips."

"After the polishing of reality, they recognized some things and figured out some things."

"The slogan under the enthusiasm is boiling and floating, and when the blood is a little colder, what is precipitated is confidence."

"But people with confidence should not say to those who daydream, don't dream so much, don't think that hard work will definitely succeed."

"The sophistication brought by old age belongs to the years, and the persistence of young people, even if it is the persistence that can be seen at a glance that will definitely hit the wall, also belongs to the young."

"Young people can tolerate trial and error."

"People often say that after hearing so many truths, they still can't live this life."

"But only in the adventures of personal experience do I know why I still can't live this life well after hearing so many truths."

"Real life will teach a person what kind of assistance is needed to be true."

"It takes some other blessings to succeed."

"What others say is what others say, and what you understand is your own conclusion."

"Therefore, when a young person says that he regrets it for two years and does not regret it for a lifetime, don't be in a hurry to pour cold water, they are looking for their own way and exploring their own truth."

Meng Shi pinched Guan Bin's shoulder vigorously and said, "Now you, although you are older, your blood has not yet precipitated into confidence.

Also shouting ideals and love.

I haven't realized my own truth yet.

That's why I'm never asking you how to navigate this role. ”

Although he is older, his blood has not yet precipitated into confidence? Haven't realized your truth yet?

"You're damned!"

Guan Bin pondered for a moment, and took the bottle to Meng Shi's mouth, "Dare to love me for being old and vegetable, right?!" ”

……

Waited until the sun came out, and finally a car came.

The people who had been waiting for a long time were all hula.

A person got out of the car.

Raise your hand and point to someone, "That bald head and the one next to you, you two come here." ”

As soon as Guan Bin wanted to get up, Meng Shi grabbed him and waved his hand to signal not to go.

The man cursed and continued to point people.

The car drove away, and the people lazily retreated.

Zhang Tianliang looked at the two people who were surfing the Internet together, and followed a glasses that seemed to be very open.

Guan Bin followed Meng Shi to the other side and said, "Didn't you bring me here to play tricks?" ”

Meng Shi looked at him like an idiot and said, "Are you stupid, do you really think that no one will know you if you lose weight?" ”

"Then why did you call me to Hengdian?"

Guan Bin aimed at a garbage can on the side of the road, and just threw the empty bottle with the shot.

He felt much better in his mental state.

The baby bottle hit the edge of the trash can and popped out, Meng Shi bent down to pick it up, and said, "Let's find Ye Shangmo." ”

Guan Bin was stunned and said, "It's not a good person, right?" ”