Chapter 49: The Choice (Burying the Pit, Not the Knife) (1/4)
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During the winter vacation, Chu Zihang did not return to China.
Schneider was not worried that Chu Zihang would further study in a foreign country alone, and Chen Hongjian also took Xia Mi to celebrate the New Year in the capital.
Mainly, he didn't think about how to tell his parents about Xia Mi, and Xia Mi didn't seem to be ready to meet his parents. Only during the Chinese New Year, when the two sides spent the Spring Festival together on the video call, Xia Mi shyly said goodbye to Chen's father and Chen's mother.
Chen's father and Chen's mother saw Xia Mi from the video call, and they were quite satisfied with their son's vision.
It is never an exaggeration to say that the country is alluring, and Xia Mi is also a student in the preparatory class of the High School Affiliated to Peking University, and will go to Kassel Academy to study together in the future, and he happens to have a companion with his son.
And just when Chen Hongjian and Xia Mi were enjoying the last days of winter vacation, a phone call broke their sweet life.
"What? Early Start? It's been a semester now, have you made a mistake, teacher?
No, I'm not saying you have a problem with your brain, I'm saying that I can't keep up with my studies at the Kassel Academy right now.
Who said I taught myself all the courses in my first and second year of college!
No, I really just study casually, and I get a zero score in the exam.
Zero points also come in? Teacher, you can be reasonable!
Feed? Hey, hey? ”
Chen Hong gradually hung his head and sat on the sofa with a helpless face.
Xia Mi looked at the frustrated Chen Hongjian and couldn't help asking, "What's wrong?" ”
"The teacher asked me to enroll early, and I counted as a 07 student." Chen Hong gradually lay on Xia Mi's lap and appealed.
Natsumi did not respond.
Chen Hong gradually enrolled in school early, which means that the two are about to be separated temporarily.
In terms of emotion, she also doesn't want to be separated from Chen Hong.
However, because of this boy, his plan has been delayed again and again, and it has not progressed for a long time.
The spring night is bitter and short, and the day is high, and the king does not rise early from then on.
Hmm, Bai Juyi's words still make sense, you are the king of the earth and the mountain, Jörmungad, you can't continue to fall!
"Then you can go." Natsumi seemed to use all her strength to say this.
"Well, why don't you come with me? Anyway, you're a faster learner than I am, and you're not afraid of not being able to keep up with Kassel's classes. ”
"Nope. I still have my own business, and I don't want to go to the Kassel Academy until I do it. Xia Mi's tone suddenly became very stiff, and he directly rejected Chen Hongji's proposal, and he didn't even make up an excuse.
Chen Hongji's heart fell a little silent.
In this tone, she is not Xia Mi, but Jörmungad.
Obviously, his chin was against the soft thigh of his beloved girl, but he felt that he was leaning against the thigh covered with dragon scales, hard and cold.
Chen Hong gradually said nothing, got up and returned to his room, closed the door and began to silently clean up.
Natsumi also returned to her room and locked the door.
And behind the two doors......
The two leaned against the door at the same time, recalling the moments when they got along.
(Natsumi)
Like him, is it Xia Mi or Jörmungad?
I don't know who I am now, but I seem to really like him.
Natsumi slipped on the ground against the door, and unconsciously, two warm tears flowed from her eyes.
But, do I, who touched him with a complex purpose, deserve love?
Xia Mi should be worthy of love, that is a jumpy, lively, simple, and love to take advantage of a girl.
However, Natsumi is just a personality that I simulated in order to hide my identity in human society.
And I, Jörmungad!
The king of the earth and the mountains, Jörmungad!
How can a dignified first breed like a half-breed?
I seduced him for Odin's brand!
Now that I know about Odin, I should kill him, devour him, and take the Odin brand from him! Instead of flirting with him here and living a cohabitation life as a small couple!
(Chen Hongji)
What do I love, is it Natsumi or Jörmungad?
What would I do if one day, Natsumi disappeared and there was only Jörmungård in this world?
Kill her?
For the first time, Chen Hongjian felt that he didn't know enough about his girl, and he was not ready to get along with him at all.
He never thought about what he would do if Natsumi disappeared one day and was replaced by Jörmungad.
He didn't think about whether it was Xia Mi or Jörmungad who liked him.
Or did neither Natsumi nor Jörmungadr like themselves and only touched themselves for Odin's imprint?
Chen Hong gradually sat on the ground weakly, holding his head with his hands, looking at the traffic outside the window, he remembered the giant floor-to-ceiling window in Xia Mi's house.
She is a lonely girl, just pretending to be very cheerful, pretending to be very jumpy, but in fact she is also a fool who is afraid of darkness and loneliness at heart, otherwise why do you have to sleep with the curtains drawn? (The west-facing window does not have to worry about the morning light)
The king of the earth and the mountains is not afraid of darkness and solitude.
Aren't I also a lonely person, though?
Pretending to be very free, pretending to be very talkative, but in fact, except for Chu Zihang, no one can really become my friend.
Am I not a lonely dead child?
Chen Hong gradually raised his head, it was dark early and fast this season, and the sky that was still with the afterglow of the sunset just now was already dark, only a crescent moon hung in the night sky.
I remember hearing someone say that in today's increasingly developed industry and increasingly serious pollution, few people will look at the starry sky.
The chimneys in factories and the exhaust fumes emitted by cars pollute the pure sky and people's hearts.
If someone is still at night, they look at the starry sky with the purpose of appreciation.
Such a person must be lonely.
She is also a lonely person, and he is also a lonely person.
We are all people who observe the world as spectators.
It's just that she observes the world as a dragon king.
I, on the other hand, observe the world as a time-traveler.
Chen Hongjian couldn't convince his lonely self to hurt the girl who was also lonely.
He can't be as ruthless as Chu Zihang.
Obviously, the room of the two people is only separated by a wall, and Ming Ming just went back to their respective rooms.
But I'm already thinking about her.
Whether it's Natsumi or Jörmungad, he loves both!
In the final analysis, Xia Mi and Jörmungad are just two personalities of the same person, and it is a big deal to open a harem legally!
He likes Natsumi, but if one day, Jörmungadra wants to destroy the world, as long as I don't hurt the people I hold dear, and become a knife in her hand to destroy the world, what's the matter?
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PS: This chapter looks a bit watery, sometimes it's a third-person perspective, and sometimes it's an inner monologue, but I have to water. The content of this chapter is a pit, buried for the future plot.
After all, the mentality of the little dragon girl in the original book is also very complicated, Xia Mi and Ye Mengjiade, two personalities from one but completely incompatible, fight and devour each other, and even make the little dragon girl herself have cognitive difficulties for a while.
The choice is not only the choice between the two of them on whether to go to the Kassel Academy now, but also the choice of how to face each other.
Well, I won't knife the little dragon girl, don't worry, I'm not that old thief.