Chapter Ninety-One: You Don't Have a Chance
"Now, Rintaro ......"
"Talk to me after you're done smoking."
"Oh......"
Katase Yorai extinguished the cigarette that she had just smoked twice, and not even a third of the cigarette she had just smoked in the portable ashtray she carried, and she blinked: "I'm done." β
"......" Rintaro miscalculated that Rai Katase's obsession with smoking and how much she wanted to talk now caused the plan to deviate: "You're wasting money. β
"Well, if we are in our family, such a little willfulness can still be tolerated. Shouldn't we talk about something more than that? β
"I don't think there's anything to talk about, Miss Yanglai, you should try to feel the beauty of this world quietly, instead of being so noisy all the time." Rintaro sighed.
"I'm the type who thinks it's better to be lively...... So let's talk about something first, shall we? β
"There's nothing to talk about. I don't even have hobbies that make up a common topic, so it's best to stay quiet. β
"No, I don't. Like, well...... Rintaro Do you want to strive for perfection? β
Rintaro nodded indifferently, "Everyone is striving for perfection, but the degree is different. β
"yes, it would be better if it was perfect. But it doesn't feel like it's easy to achieve perfection. Yorai Katase nodded.
ββ¦β¦ There are no perfect people in this world. Rintaro found that he seemed to like the feeling of pointing out the country: "I told your sister before, there are two opposite results in the eyes of different people, maybe you will look perfect in the eyes of someone, but if you change someone, your advantages may also become huge disadvantages, who can say for sure?" β
"But we don't have to meet everyone's expectations of ourselves, do we?" Yolai Katase spread his hands: "I'm not the same as Kohoshiri, I'm not so naΓ―ve to think that I can do everything well, I just want to pursue what I think is perfect." β
"If you say that, then there is no need to discuss it at all." Rintaro looked at the sky, as if it would make him look a little more incomprehensible: "I think I'm perfect now, no matter what I'm doing wrong or doing right, that's the most perfect state, so I'm not going to change it...... This state of perfection can only be a goal to pursue and a tool to spur oneself, and it will not really exist. β
"Well said, Rintaro." Rai Katase applauded, and Rintaro always thought that she would turn to such a compliment to attack her rhetoric, but she seemed to be just that: "I also think that perfection is impossible to achieve, so I just need to keep it in a state that makes me feel happy." Oh, sure enough, Rintaro you know it very well. β
β¦β¦ Rintaro didn't know what to say, so he could only remain silent.
"That being said, it's tiring to look perfect." Yorai Katase sighed, "However, I sometimes doubt that there are still perfect people in this world. β
"Like yourself?" Rintaro looked at Yori Katase with the eyes of "you continue, I'll watch you perform", and the latter laughed: "Hahahaha...... If it were me, but it's a pity. Rintaro, you may not believe it, but there are people I know who behave perfectly. β
"I don't know who you're talking about, but I still think that there is no perfect person in this world, and even if you think the other person is acting perfectly, it's just something that you can see. Those things that cannot be shown in front of outsiders can be seen by no one except those who are particularly close to them. Rintaro didn't really agree with Rai Katase.
ββ¦β¦ Rintaro, I think what you just said is a bit dark and not positive enough. Don't you believe that there is truth, goodness and beauty in this world? β
"I believe it, but you said that all these things are in one person, so you better forget it."
"Hmmmm......" Katase Yorai hugged his hand: "Indeed...... I used to just hear her say how perfect she was, but when I asked that person, I always saw him roll his eyes...... Sure enough, there are still no perfect people in this world, right? And the situation of their family is quite strange, well......"
As he spoke, Katase Yorai nodded herself.
Rintaro was a little curious about the person Katase Yori was talking about, but he didn't take the initiative to ask, which wasn't good.
"So, then Rintaro, do you think there's any point in showing your perfect side in front of others?"
"Being able to get the approval of others makes things work more smoothly, and so on." Rintaro paused: "In short, this kind of thing that needs to be deliberately expressed, is basically an effort to get the approval of certain people, if you feel tired, it proves that you don't really like this, on the contrary, if you don't hate it, you probably won't feel very tired, and even if you're tired, you'll probably feel happy." I think that's the biggest difference. β
"Although I'm just a future manga artist who likes to draw doujinzhi and comics, but when I'm at home, I'm a perfect sister who can do anything, and will be relied on and praised by my sister, and at the same time become happy, this feeling?"
I feel very subtle inexplicably, but it's strange and weird to be able to come up with the weird feeling.
Rintaro thought about it carefully and nodded, "It should be...... It's not too much. β
"Suddenly I became happy." A bright smile appeared on Katase's face again: "Thank you, Rintaro. β
ββ¦β¦ I didn't do anything. Rintaro was polite, then turned his head to look at the sky, and the wind was light.
"Plus, I've decided." Katase Yorai's words didn't seem to be finished, she still looked at Rintaro with a smile on her face, which made Rintaro have a very bad premonition.
ββ¦β¦ What did you decide? Rintaro asked.
"I've decided that I'm going to ask Rintaro to give me what you ask me to do in a while."
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Rin Taro suddenly breathed a sigh of relief: "What are you excited about, I think you can almost prepare my two dinners." β
"Rintaro, you don't have a chance."
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Rintaro was confused.