Chapter 200: Suicide Attempt
People, the biggest difficulty is to know themselves, many times always like to attribute their own faults to other people's problems, but can not ask themselves, can not see their own shortcomings.
Just because he put himself in the wrong position and gave himself and others a false hope. Even if you know that it is wrong, you must persevere, because there is hope, but also because you are unwilling.
But if one day his faith and efforts are ruthlessly crumbled, that unforgettable sense of despair and remorse will completely overwhelm him.
Yu Xiaoqing is like this, after waking up the next day, he has been standing in front of the mirror for two hours.
Looking at his face full of exhaustion and vicissitudes, Yu Xiaoqing was a little confused. I work nearly 20 hours a day, and I can stand and never sit down, and the careful plan that I have worked so hard to devise is actually wiped out under two mouths.
Oh, that's ridiculous.
There is no longer a need to attack, and if you insist on going your own way, it is tantamount to letting the soldiers go to their deaths with guns.
The battle is like this, and the Chinese soldiers deserve to die!
So what is the meaning of one's existence?
Grief is greater than heart death, thinking of this, Yu Xiaoqing, who is disheartened, can no longer raise the slightest desire for life.
Silently opened the drawer in front of the cabinet, and there were several pistols in his usual collection. If you look closely, there are really a lot, there are Colt revolvers, Browning, Mauser pistols...
Gently stroking these pistols, Yu Xiaoqing felt that they were not suitable, he closed the drawer with a bang, and pulled out an M1911 pistol from his waist.
Familiar with the gun, it can be regarded as following him for many years, but the rifling in the gun is still like brand new. Except for a few damned officers who have been killed with this gun, it seems that they have never been stained with Japanese blood.
He loaded the bullet and stared blankly at the M1911 in front of him, the beautiful pistol that would soon see off the end of his life.
There was nothing to think about, Yu Xiaoqing closed her eyes and slowly put the pistol to her temple.
Don't be... Everything I loved......
"Oops!"
Zhang Lixian, who happened to come to visit, had a full view of this scene, and before they had time to say anything, He Shuguang rushed over with an arrow and grabbed Yu Xiaoqing's arm with a gun, while Zhang Lixian and Li Bing went up to hold him down left and right.
"Bang!" A gunshot rang out!
Yu Xiaoqing blushed and struggled desperately, and the hand held up by He Shuguang was pressed on the trigger. Bullets pierced the roof, and the flying ash scattered over the heads of several people.
"Let go of me!"
"Master, calm down!"
Yu Xiaoqing couldn't break free, and kicked Li Bing's crotch with a backkick.
"Ouch, mother, ......" Li Bing shrank to the ground holding his crotch on the spot.
Seeing that there was no one and he couldn't control the crazy Yu Xiaoqing, Zhang Lixian immediately decided that he fell to the ground, and He Shuguang even bit Yu Xiaoqing's arm with his mouth.
"Ahh
Another gunshot rang out, and Yu Xiaoqing let out a low roar, but it was really unbearable to bear the stimulation of the pain, and finally the gun in his hand was seized by He Shuguang.
Why? Why didn't you even let me die!?
I don't know how many years I haven't cried, Yu Xiaoqing, at this moment, there is actually a line of tears left in the corner of her eye.
"Master, calm down, this won't solve the problem." Seeing Yu Xiaoqing like this, Zhang Lixian was heartbroken, for fear that the teacher he respected would not think about it and commit suicide.
"Yes, Master! Don't think about it, we're all still there, as long as you say a word, I'll still rush to Nantianmen! Li Bing was also constantly comforting him.
"Shut up! Spank, hit, you spank! Go and call the doctor. Zhang Lixian scolded angrily, is this guy low in emotional intelligence? It's really a pot that can't be opened.
The two also pressed Yu Xiaoqing to the ground, and then He Shuguang suddenly remembered something, he took out the letter in his pocket, and was hesitating to show it to Yu Xiaoqing.
"What is this?" Zhang Lixian asked hurriedly.
He Shuguang tore open the envelope with a horizontal heart, and there were only a few words on the white paper, but it made his eyes shine!
"Master, look at this, Liao Mingyu's letter to you!"
Liao Mingyu? Are you going to continue to humiliate me?
Yu Xiaoqing, who was in despair, actually came to his senses when he heard those three words, and he opened his eyes angrily and swept to the line of words, but wanted to see what else that bastard had to say.
The content of the letter surprised him, and Yu Xiaoqing asked blankly, "Is this really what Liao Mingyu gave me?" ”
"It's true, before leaving, Captain Liao instructed me to hand over this letter to you as soon as you wake up." He Shuguang replied.
"Here, the doctor is here, hurry up, give the division a tranquilizer!"
At this time, panting, Li Bing ran in from outside the door with two doctors, but this guy who didn't go on the road was destined to be scolded again.
"What to fight? You hit a hammer! I don't care about you! Zhang Lixian also read the contents of the letter clearly, and at this time he somewhat guessed what Yu Xiaoqing was going to do.
Yu Xiaoqing stood up quickly with the support of the two, and he immediately pulled He Shuguang's shirt and said loudly: "Prepare the car immediately, follow me to the Sichuan Army!" ”
……
"Girl, are you used to staying here?"
In the field hospital of the Sichuan Army, Liao Mingyu sat quietly on the porch with a little nurse.
"I'm not used to it, I don't know how happy I am with so many sisters every day, and my medical knowledge is becoming more and more proficient."
Xiao Zui's sweet smile is like the winter sun, and with her plain clothes, it really makes people feel warm like an angel in white.
"Yo, it's terrible, that clumsy girl in the past is now amazing." Liao Mingyu couldn't help but laugh at her.
"Laugh again!" Xiao Drunk pretended to be angry and slapped him, waving her little fist to vent her dissatisfaction:
"Don't laugh at me, I don't know how hard I've worked all this time."
"Let me tell you, I'm also starting to read and write, Sister Shangguan will teach us every night, and now I've learned a lot of things."
"Awesome girl, I'm going to impress you now, right?"
Liao Mingyu joked, chatted with Xiaodrunk, and enjoyed the afterglow of the sunset here.
The nurses who have lived up and down all looked at them with envy, Liao Mingyu never deliberately concealed it, and now the entire Sichuan Army knows that Xiao Zui is his woman.
In fact, there are very few opportunities for them to meet, especially now that the war is imminent, Liao Ming, who is busy with affairs, tenses his nerves every day, and Yu has almost no extra time, and only at this time can he gradually relax his spirit in front of Xiao Zui.
"Why did you suddenly come to me today?" Xiao Drunk looked at him curiously, and suddenly thought of something not very good: "Isn't it... War is coming? ”
"Well, it's coming." Liao Mingyu didn't hide it, and said to her truthfully: "Girl, remember, don't be reckless in doing what you can, you also have to pay attention to your own safety." ”
No one dares to say that they are completely sure of this battle, once the fire is handed in, the whole battlefield will be chaotic, and the shells flying everywhere may not be able to explode anywhere, and it is estimated that the field hospital will be the busiest place at that time.
"I know, don't worry. But... You should be careful. Speaking of this, Xiao Drunk's eyes slowly dimmed.
War, this irreversible thing is really unacceptable, she has lost her brother, and she doesn't want to lose her beloved again.
"Don't worry, I'm the head of the hall, and there are thousands of brothers under my hands, and that little devil can still hurt me with half a hair?"
Liao Mingyu rubbed Xiaodrunk's head and comforted her with a nonchalant smile.
"Don't touch my head, you're about to be stupid!" Xiao drunk said dissatisfiedly.
"Haha, okay, I'll go to Li Lei to ask about the situation, and I'll come back to you when I'm empty."
……
As soon as Liao Mingyu walked to the door of the hospital office, there was a conversation between Li Lei and others.
"In a while, you will ask a few nurses to arrange the patient with dysentery in the third bed to a separate ward in the backyard, so that he will not be infected with other patients."
"Got it, Dean."
The door of the office was opened, and Shangguan Jieci walked out with the folder, and met Liao Mingyu head-on.
"Commander? Eh, how did you get here? Shangguan Jieci, who was dressed in white, was stunned for a moment, and then asked with a smile.
"Hehe, come and see, you go get busy first." Liao Mingyu said hello and walked into the office.
Li Lei, who was still at the desk, hurriedly stood up: "Commander, is there something wrong?" ”
"Dean Li, the situation in the hospital has been okay recently, how are your classmates feeling?" Liao Mingyu smiled and looked up at this big man of more than one meter and nine.
"Hehe, the head of the regiment still calls me Li Lei, it's really a little unaccustomed to being called the dean." Li Lei hurriedly waved his hand.
"What are those guys not used to, how can they be treated so well in China?"
Now that the situation in the Sichuan Army Hospital is getting better and better, Li Lei has contacted 3 of his classmates when he was studying abroad, and they are all good surgeons.
Liao Mingyu treated them all with courtesy and gave them a high salary, after all, in this era, these talents are the most rare.
And Shangguan Jieci is already the head nurse in the hospital, and this calm and intelligent woman manages those nurses very well.
After all, medical supplies need to be identified and divided, but most of the nurses recruited in the town are uneducated.
Therefore, Shangguan Jieci will also teach them cultural classes every night, so that they can better grasp professional knowledge and avoid mistakes.
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