"It hurts so much......"

As the fire burned, she felt as if her skin was about to crack, not only her body, but also her soul.

Entering the realm of too illusory, it was different from the time she used to dream and look out of it, and the situation of jumping to Sendai appeared in a dream, although she felt pain, but it seemed to be just an outsider's sadness.

But this time, it seems that those things have been experienced again, from the body all the way to the tip of the heart.

"Momo, I hurt ...... so much"

After a long period of dazed and stunned, her tears fell as soon as she brushed them.

"Why don't you want me, why did you leave me...... Why didn't you come to my rescue? ”

"Every time I get hurt, you know it, but why didn't you come to save me that time?"

Xia Qinghuan tugged at his sleeve, tears falling down, and her nails almost pierced into her palms through her clothes.

"Do you think I'm annoying, do you think you can get rid of me completely? Or is it because you said that no matter what happens to me again, you will not show up again, and you will not come to save me again, so you will not show up, ah? ”

Extreme pain, so painful that it was difficult to breathe, and the eyes were black.

Even if it's just a memory, not even a memory of this life, but the feelings brought by the too illusory realm are too real......

"I'm sorry."

Over and over again, the man only had these three words, and he didn't know what to say about the rest.

His memory at the moment was incomplete, so he didn't know why he hadn't rescued her at the time.

Since it was possible to rush over afterwards, the possibility of injury was also ruled out.

But he knew very well that it couldn't be the two situations she said - to get rid of her, or because he had said he wouldn't care about her anymore...... How could he leave her alone because of such a thing and watch her being burned to death by the heavenly fire?

"Huan'er, I'm sorry."

Xia Qinghuan lay on him for a long, long time, from crying almost out of breath at first, to finally slowly calming down.

She finally knew why Rudai had let her see these things.

It didn't take any malicious slander or incitement, these things were enough to make her feel scared—because no matter what life she was, she was so humble in front of him, no matter what life she was, she died because of him.

Although in the end, it is always him who gathers the soul for her.

Zhu Xiantai and Tianhuo, both times were soulless, and it really took a lot of effort for her to be reincarnated as a human again.

But she couldn't be happy at all.

Moreover, he had clearly recovered his memory and mana, but he had never told her.

"If you don't love me, why do you save me? Why do you always have to waste your energy and gather souls for me again and again? ”

In the second life, she didn't know that she was a peach blossom demon in her previous life, and naturally she didn't know what this man did for her.

But now that she knew, she naturally knew how difficult it was to gather souls, but she didn't understand why he did it.

"Do you feel guilty?"

Xia Qinghuan slowly retreated from him and looked at him with wide eyes, "Although I died because of you, I actually have nothing to do with you. I love you, it's never been just my thing. I died twice, and it wasn't caused by you...... Why save me? ”

"Huan'er, I love you."

He replied without hesitation.

"But at that time, you didn't love me......"