Chapter Ninety-Six: Daigo
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Cheng Mo followed Li Jiting out of the south gate of Yuelu Mountain, and suddenly the breath of the world came to his face, and the lights in the store overflowed to the watery road, all kinds of signboards were like a warm call, baked cakes, skewers, ice cream, milk tea, and naturally there would be no shortage of the most characteristic snacks in southern Hunan - stinky tofu.
At the moment, the small shop that fried stinky tofu is the most popular, there are several people queuing up at the door, the golden tofu cubes in the oil pot are rattling, and when they come out of the pot, they are poured with a special minced meat sauce and sprinkled with a handful of green chives.....
This moment made Cheng Mo feel a sense of separation, the shadows of the trees on the mountain were hazy, the moonlight was cold and lonely, the sky was far away, and the shadows under the mountain were longing, the lights were warm, and the fireworks were lingering....
It is as if there are two worlds above and below the mountain.
"The stinky tofu doesn't stink at all now, unlike when I came to Star City many years ago, when a shop fried stinky tofu, and the whole street was stinky.... But it's really delicious to eat....." Li Jiting pointed to the shop where the stinky tofu was fried, "Come on.... Let's taste this improved stinky tofu!"
Cheng Mo sneered and said sarcastically: "I didn't expect you to be a gourmet, while lamenting the fate of mankind and national affairs, while lingering on the basic appetite, your personality is split?"
Cheng Mo was dissatisfied mainly because the benefits that Li Jiting promised him in the end were really not much, except for helping him solve Liu Dongqiang's affairs and not affecting Shen Youyi, there were basically no substantial benefits.
Cheng Mo was very helpless, he really had no room for bargaining, who would have known that things were so coincidental, the person he killed happened to be the periphery of the Black Death? And Li Jiting and Bai Xiuxiu happened to be investigating this matter, even if the two of them did not have any substantial evidence that Liu Dongqiang's death was related to him, it was just that the surveillance that afternoon was called up and Lin Zhinuo was seen, it was completely enough.
Taijilong arrests people, do you need evidence?
Skepticism is enough.
However, from Li Jiting's mouth, it was determined that this was just a black swan event, and Cheng Mo was a little comforted, at least he was not calculated to death by Li Jiting, as for the monitoring that afternoon was not destroyed, the main reason was that Cheng Mo didn't want to cover it, and Liu Dongqiang's phone records couldn't be deleted, and the employee's mouth couldn't be blocked, so he didn't deal with it, if it didn't happen to bump into, it would definitely not have gone wrong.
In addition to thinking that he is unlucky, what else can Cheng Mo do?
In addition, the benefits of getting involved in this matter do outweigh the risks for him......
It's just that Cheng Mo still feels very unhappy because his every move is under Li Jiting's surveillance, so he will be sarcastic.
Li Jiting didn't care about Cheng Mo's sarcasm, stood at the back of the team, looked at the oil pot with countless bubbles and said: "Cheng Mo, do you know why I specially called Xie Minyun over, and arranged a special meeting for you? just to negotiate terms with you? No, don't look down on yourself...."
After a slight pause, Li Jiting said lightly: "Because you don't understand the true meaning of life at all." ”
"Before you got Urobolos, you lived in Star City, you haven't been anywhere, the only short trip was to the capital, you haven't stayed for two days, before that, you actually don't know anything about this world..."
"Yes, but so what? There are so many ways to get information in this world now, and even if I don't leave home, it doesn't prevent me from knowing the world. ”
"So you like music, you can sit in front of the computer and put on headphones and watch Chopin and Wagner repeatedly, you can try electronic music and backswing when you get tired of listening, and you can watch the video to feel the passion that Hiroyuki Sawano brings to you...... You know clearly that Chopin was in love with 5 women in his life, and lived with the French writer Georges Sand for nearly 9 years but never married, because he did not want to be a slave to the country, he never set foot on his homeland and died in a foreign country in the second half of his life.... You can even tell you clearly about the relationship between classical music and modern music, how much they have evolved, and which key figures have played a pivotal role in the history of music....."
"But you don't know that you hear more than just the sound at the concert, because the sound is the vibration of the air, you can feel not only the eardrum, your skin can feel the fluctuations of the air, your vision can see the emotions of each performer, they play differently every time, and you will find that the sound of various instruments is coming to you from all directions, not just from your headphones..... You listen to the electric music, listen to the back rock, and only in the scene, in the crowded crowd, in the diffuse smell of nicotine and perfume, in the fireworks on the beach, can you fully feel the impact of the waves..... How can enigmatic music be fully felt by simply compressing it into a sounding pancake?"
"In life, you are full of rationality, and you use data to judge gains and losses, which is actually not bad..... But you are afraid of love, you are afraid of giving, and you see girls as trouble..... Regarding love, you see failure in your father, you read the truth of human nature in books, you think that human nature is profit-oriented, love cannot be immortal, and instead of living in the transient sweetness of uncertainty, it is better to choose a way that is sure that it will not be harmed..... You've never touched love at all, but you're trying to define it....."
"Tell me Cheng Mo, what did you feel when you were kissed by Xie Minyun?"
"Do you really think that love is nothing more than hormones and dopamine that motivate your brain, just to motivate you to mate and then have offspring?"
"You're a smart, determined, sensible child, so you calculate everything very clearly, you quantify the feelings between people, and when you help other people, the first thing that comes to mind is what he has given me, or what I can get in return from him afterwards..... You don't believe in friendship, you think that benefits are eternal, so you will never experience the happiness brought by giving, and you don't know that it is a happy thing to work hard with your friends to move towards the goal....."
"Even if you lead your classmates to victory, you only see in your eyes how easily ordinary people are easily bewitched and manipulated, and you ignore the worship of your classmates. Gratitude and like, think that it's just you bring benefits to them, you don't understand what the kind of drunk, a few men hug each other and cry for what, you don't understand that a group of people get together to play games, shouting and jumping up and down, losing a quarrel, winning and blowing each other, what happiness is there, you won't understand, when you are poor and desperate, your friends share weal and woe with you, eat a bowl of instant noodles, smoke a cigarette, press the road together to have fun when you are bored, and go to eat skewers and drink beer when you have two money.... What a joy it was....."
"It's a lucky thing to have someone with you, whether it's a friend or a lover or a child.... If you don't become a father, you will never understand how your father feels when he waits for hours at the door of the operating room, holding your little hand for the first time, for him you are more than just a continuation of life.... but a miracle .... You don't know love at all, you don't know how to lose, you didn't shed tears at your father's funeral, you feel that this is a kind of reason, a kind of detachment, you arm yourself with philosophical thoughts..... That's because you only care about yourself..... So that you don't have to feel the pain of loss..... You don't have that kind of courage...."
"I see in you who I used to be, self-righteous, overly intelligent, who regards cowardice as reason, and who thinks of myself as nothing more than an objective and dispassionate observer.... You're a genius, and I don't deny that your peers can't understand your depth..... But do you think you really know them? Do you really think that you can see another person's life with micro-expressions, basic deductions, and judge who he is?"
"Cheng Mo, don't still be stuck in your heart disease and can't get out, don't feel that you should be deep when you are in danger, don't think that your mother abandons you when she leaves you, just like you shouldn't think that your father doesn't love you when he is free-range.... You've got a lot to do, you've got to get out of your old self, you've got to learn to give......"
Cheng Mo didn't speak, his face went from expressionless to truly silent, his hands were clenched into fists, clenched very tightly, his pupils were a little fluttering in his eye sockets, and his eyes didn't fall on Li Jiting, he lost confidence in himself for the first time, and was speechless when he was spoken.
Cheng Mo pursed his lips and glanced at Li Jiting, who had already walked to the front of the stinky tofu shop, only to hear him say with a smile: "Come and have two stinky tofu..." Eat mine in Europe with mine.... Take it for granted, don't think that a stinky tofu will send me away...."